Saturday, June 30
wishlist:
1) The rain could stop pouring and a rainbow would be out.
2) Be all-ready for another major exam in Aug then Oct.
3) A $150 BORDERS Electronic "Credit" card.
4) Gucci large tote bag!!!! (I'm thinking if it's even worth to save for one?! i so niao gu :\)
5) To have my first Guess watch from the new exquisite collection.
6) New dresses from F21
7) A laptop, prolly a Mac, by end of this year.
not forgetting;
8) i hope my ashie can find her LV Pochette soon!!
Meeting you made me realized love could be so so.. painful. I know this time, you will never look back again. Nevertheless, you gave me the happiest and the hardest times. April 15th - June 30th. Thank you.
You might say that it's over, you don't care, don't miss me, don't need me.
But i know that you do, and i feel that you do.
The day when i take off the necklace, will be the day i start afresh.
God bless you, and her too.
1) The rain could stop pouring and a rainbow would be out.
2) Be all-ready for another major exam in Aug then Oct.
3) A $150 BORDERS Electronic "Credit" card.
4) Gucci large tote bag!!!! (I'm thinking if it's even worth to save for one?! i so niao gu :\)
5) To have my first Guess watch from the new exquisite collection.
6) New dresses from F21
7) A laptop, prolly a Mac, by end of this year.
not forgetting;
8) i hope my ashie can find her LV Pochette soon!!
Meeting you made me realized love could be so so.. painful. I know this time, you will never look back again. Nevertheless, you gave me the happiest and the hardest times. April 15th - June 30th. Thank you.
You might say that it's over, you don't care, don't miss me, don't need me.
But i know that you do, and i feel that you do.
The day when i take off the necklace, will be the day i start afresh.
God bless you, and her too.
@ 11:04 PMFriday, June 29
The paper was easy today. But i screwed it up. I wrote the opposite of everything.
Sigh. My heart is beating so fast so fast.
Time seems to be ticking so slowly..
Looking so forward to meeting ashie tomorrow.
Going to have hotpot at Tanglin.
Sunday will be dinner at Oasis..
I don't blog that often in the past. But now, all i feel like doing is put my feelings in here.
Well, I've nowhere to place it too ya?
I don't know what I'm gonna do today.
Prolly just spend my whole day watching hk drama? But it's just a few episodes away from the finale.
Okay, I'll add Jolin's concert in. That will at most add another 1.5 hours in.
By then, it would be around 7?
What can i do? I don't know what the hell I'm doing now too!!!
I never felt nothing in the world like this before.
Now I'm missing you,
& I'm wishing that you would come back through my door
Why did you have to go? You could have let me know..
So now I'm all alone, you could have stayed,
but you wouldnt give me a chance.
So why does your pride make you run and hide?
Are you that afraid of me?
But I know it's a lie what you keep inside
This is not how you wanted to be
I will wait for you,
because I don''t know what else i can do.
If you think I'm fine, it just aint true,
I really need you in my life.
What will it take to make you come back?
I told you what it is & it just ain't like that.
Why can't you look at me, your still in love with me
Don't leave me crying.
Baby why can't we just start over again and get it back to the way it was?
Sigh. My heart is beating so fast so fast.
Time seems to be ticking so slowly..
Looking so forward to meeting ashie tomorrow.
Going to have hotpot at Tanglin.
Sunday will be dinner at Oasis..
I don't blog that often in the past. But now, all i feel like doing is put my feelings in here.
Well, I've nowhere to place it too ya?
I don't know what I'm gonna do today.
Prolly just spend my whole day watching hk drama? But it's just a few episodes away from the finale.
Okay, I'll add Jolin's concert in. That will at most add another 1.5 hours in.
By then, it would be around 7?
What can i do? I don't know what the hell I'm doing now too!!!
I never felt nothing in the world like this before.
Now I'm missing you,
& I'm wishing that you would come back through my door
Why did you have to go? You could have let me know..
So now I'm all alone, you could have stayed,
but you wouldnt give me a chance.
So why does your pride make you run and hide?
Are you that afraid of me?
But I know it's a lie what you keep inside
This is not how you wanted to be
I will wait for you,
because I don''t know what else i can do.
If you think I'm fine, it just aint true,
I really need you in my life.
What will it take to make you come back?
I told you what it is & it just ain't like that.
Why can't you look at me, your still in love with me
Don't leave me crying.
Baby why can't we just start over again and get it back to the way it was?
@ 10:45 AMThursday, June 28
When we meet the right person to love, when we're at the right place at the right time, that's chance.
When you meet someone you're attracted to, that's not a choice. That's chance.
Being caught up in a moment (and there's a lot of couples who get together because of this) is not a choice. That's also a chance.
The difference is what happens afterwards.
When will you take that infatuation, that crush, that mind-blowing attraction to the next level?
That's when all sanity goes back, you sit down and contemplate whether you want to make this into a concrete relationship or just a fling.
If you decide to love a person, even with his faults, that's not a chance. That's choice.
When you choose to be with a person, no matter what, that's choice.
Even if you know there are many people out there who are more attractive, smarter, and richer than your mate, and yet, you decide to love your mate just the same, that's choice.
Infatuation, crushes, attraction comes to us by chance.
But true love that lasts is truly a choice. A choice that we make.
Fate brings you together, but it's still up to you to make it happen.
When you meet someone you're attracted to, that's not a choice. That's chance.
Being caught up in a moment (and there's a lot of couples who get together because of this) is not a choice. That's also a chance.
The difference is what happens afterwards.
When will you take that infatuation, that crush, that mind-blowing attraction to the next level?
That's when all sanity goes back, you sit down and contemplate whether you want to make this into a concrete relationship or just a fling.
If you decide to love a person, even with his faults, that's not a chance. That's choice.
When you choose to be with a person, no matter what, that's choice.
Even if you know there are many people out there who are more attractive, smarter, and richer than your mate, and yet, you decide to love your mate just the same, that's choice.
Infatuation, crushes, attraction comes to us by chance.
But true love that lasts is truly a choice. A choice that we make.
Fate brings you together, but it's still up to you to make it happen.
@ 11:49 AM
with my hairband on, do i look like daddy's girl? bleh :p
i weighed myself just now. and i couldn't believe my eyes. 46kg!!
but jerry told me that i've put on weight and i looked so much rounder now. did i?
sheesh. my eye rings are getting darker and darker each day. moreover, it's exam period. They say, eyes are the window to the soul.
Exams exams, please be over soon! I'm physically and mentality worn out. Genting genting, should I?
@ 2:03 AMWednesday, June 27
I'm soooo bored! You guys should know I'd always appeared offline. You would only see me getting online only when I'm very free which is once in a blue moon. So basically, now that I'm free and i went online and talked to peeps, all got offline. it wouldn't be appropriate for me to go to sleep cus I'll be going out in an hour's time. I have no paper tomorrow, yay :D
my habit is getting worse since the day i worked at pc show. shit.
i need some entertainment please! :(
@ 4:08 PMtoday's paper was not too bad! :D
I'm feeling so much better today guys. I'm really glad to have you guys here cheering me up.
as usual, there's people outta rejoicing over my sorrow. but well, i'm not affected. when did i ever was? (:
oh well, i believe heaven has eyes.
and yes! learn from yesterday and enjoy today! you'll never know who will be the next one to fall in love with your smile!
gonna meet up with my ashie this weekend. steffi's turn will be next week after my last paper.
just miss the enjoyable times with my 2 darlings. heh!
my favorite photo! :D
such great coincidence that we had eyebrows near to non-existent that time! we were always thinking of the same thing even though we are so apart. take the Cybershot T100 for instant. I was telling her that i wanna buy and she told me she is getting it too! then before i went shanghai, i text her asking her 'bout pills for delaying periods. guess what? she was just telling her friend that she'd prolly get one for her rendang trip too! somehow, we do belong to the category that we have many guy friends and that the girlfriends we have could be counted with our lil' fingers! i guess, that's the reason we got along so well!
back to the times at Finexis, never had i imagined we would be such great pals yah. colleagues thought we are real sisters! heh.
yeah, we are the mirror image of each other.
:DDDD
i just couldn't fathom why people could have 10000+ friends in their friendster list. ask yourself, how many do you actually know? and importantly, how many of them were always there for you when you needed someone? (:
i don't know, but somehow, it's either i get along with one or not! so i really do cherish my girlfriends alot **winks~
not forgetting my promise to meet-up with kit in july too!
i don't really like my hairstyle now. sometimes, i do prefer the previous one. at least it's more volumized. ashie told me her hairstylist loves setting volume to one's hair. hoho, i"m looking forward. i wonder what he could do to my hair!
should i get straight bangs or let it grow back to my previous long fringe? friends have been telling me i looked more lady-like with my previous one, whereas the latter, younger.
hmm..
Off to catch a wink first! going to seletar dam later at night. hope the cooling breeze would soothe my nerves and calm me down.
_____________________________________
Dear Friend,
You are invited to the Yebber Fasion Fusion Bazaar on the 30th June 2007 @ The Mind Cafe (Boat Quay). Admission is FREE!
Spend your Saturday afternoon shopping for your favourite handmade accessories, jewelery, earrings, necklaces, bracelets, shoes, hand made sandals, bags, latest ipod and notebook cases, clothings and other hand made fashion items under the cozy atmosphere at The Mind Cafe. Situated just at No 68 Boat Quay, you are minutes away from many restaurants and cafes in the area. Getting there is also easy!
Date : 30 June 2006, Saturday
Time : 12noon to 8:30pm
Venue : The Mind Cafe @ 68 Boat Quay
I'm feeling so much better today guys. I'm really glad to have you guys here cheering me up.
as usual, there's people outta rejoicing over my sorrow. but well, i'm not affected. when did i ever was? (:
oh well, i believe heaven has eyes.
and yes! learn from yesterday and enjoy today! you'll never know who will be the next one to fall in love with your smile!
gonna meet up with my ashie this weekend. steffi's turn will be next week after my last paper.
just miss the enjoyable times with my 2 darlings. heh!
my favorite photo! :D
such great coincidence that we had eyebrows near to non-existent that time! we were always thinking of the same thing even though we are so apart. take the Cybershot T100 for instant. I was telling her that i wanna buy and she told me she is getting it too! then before i went shanghai, i text her asking her 'bout pills for delaying periods. guess what? she was just telling her friend that she'd prolly get one for her rendang trip too! somehow, we do belong to the category that we have many guy friends and that the girlfriends we have could be counted with our lil' fingers! i guess, that's the reason we got along so well!
back to the times at Finexis, never had i imagined we would be such great pals yah. colleagues thought we are real sisters! heh.
yeah, we are the mirror image of each other.
:DDDD
i just couldn't fathom why people could have 10000+ friends in their friendster list. ask yourself, how many do you actually know? and importantly, how many of them were always there for you when you needed someone? (:
i don't know, but somehow, it's either i get along with one or not! so i really do cherish my girlfriends alot **winks~
not forgetting my promise to meet-up with kit in july too!
i don't really like my hairstyle now. sometimes, i do prefer the previous one. at least it's more volumized. ashie told me her hairstylist loves setting volume to one's hair. hoho, i"m looking forward. i wonder what he could do to my hair!
should i get straight bangs or let it grow back to my previous long fringe? friends have been telling me i looked more lady-like with my previous one, whereas the latter, younger.
hmm..
Off to catch a wink first! going to seletar dam later at night. hope the cooling breeze would soothe my nerves and calm me down.
_____________________________________
Dear Friend,
You are invited to the Yebber Fasion Fusion Bazaar on the 30th June 2007 @ The Mind Cafe (Boat Quay). Admission is FREE!
Spend your Saturday afternoon shopping for your favourite handmade accessories, jewelery, earrings, necklaces, bracelets, shoes, hand made sandals, bags, latest ipod and notebook cases, clothings and other hand made fashion items under the cozy atmosphere at The Mind Cafe. Situated just at No 68 Boat Quay, you are minutes away from many restaurants and cafes in the area. Getting there is also easy!
Date : 30 June 2006, Saturday
Time : 12noon to 8:30pm
Venue : The Mind Cafe @ 68 Boat Quay
@ 1:19 PMTuesday, June 26
i lost to no one. i lost to myself. my own hands..
well, i failed my chemistry exam despite studying so hard.
my mind was in total blank. I've did all those questions before! but still?
my father got involved in car accident.
what's next?
why did god made us meet again after 2 years?
why didn't you just go to hongkong when I'm in shanghai?
why the hell did i fall in love with u.
it was so wrong so wrong.
all the humiliation I've suffered, what did i get in the end?
i don't need memories. they are of no fucking use!
this is the first time I'm regretting, really regretting.
i rather I'd never met you before 2 years ago!
what wrong did i do to suffer this...
can anybody please tell me what have i done to suffer all these?
why do you have to lie to me again and again.
why do you have to make me hate you..why!!
the pain is killing me...it's just so excruciating...
never had i imagine i would be doing so much for a guy.
never..
why didn't i stop this in time. it's too late now.
i thought i could be strong enough. but i just can't help breaking down after the paper.
this is way too much for me to handle..
well, i failed my chemistry exam despite studying so hard.
my mind was in total blank. I've did all those questions before! but still?
my father got involved in car accident.
what's next?
why did god made us meet again after 2 years?
why didn't you just go to hongkong when I'm in shanghai?
why the hell did i fall in love with u.
it was so wrong so wrong.
all the humiliation I've suffered, what did i get in the end?
i don't need memories. they are of no fucking use!
this is the first time I'm regretting, really regretting.
i rather I'd never met you before 2 years ago!
what wrong did i do to suffer this...
can anybody please tell me what have i done to suffer all these?
why do you have to lie to me again and again.
why do you have to make me hate you..why!!
the pain is killing me...it's just so excruciating...
never had i imagine i would be doing so much for a guy.
never..
why didn't i stop this in time. it's too late now.
i thought i could be strong enough. but i just can't help breaking down after the paper.
this is way too much for me to handle..
@ 1:14 PMFriday, June 22
It's very consoling to have received emails of encouragements from u guys. I really appreciate that. I'm trying my best to take it easy and be optimistic. I guess, i just need sometime to be alone and sort out my emotions ya.
I've been thinking, it's kinda ironic that the days we spent together are only a mere 68 days, why is it so difficult to forget everything? Since the first day I met him, i knew there was a special bond that drew us together. Albeit knowing what i did was something i shouldn't, i went ahead. Steff told me to follow my heart lest i have regrets in future. Yes, i have no regrets now. At least, i tried my best and have a clear conscience. Never once i resorted to lying to win him over.
Recollections of the past came flooding into my mind when i blogged the previous post this morning. I could remember vividly the moments we spent. The wee hours we spent talking to each other over the phone..The days before i went to Shanghai..The days at NAC and HFC..The moments at library..Every single meal we had together.. From the times i had always been so perfunctory to ones that I'm became so glued to him.
Whenever i thought of that, my tears couldn't help rolling down. I've reached to the stage that my mind has came to a total shutdown and whatever i say, i rendered it would make no difference at all. Since that's the case, why not choose to remain oblivious? I find myself always staring into blank, lost in gaze. My leg even got stuck between the Mrt sliding doors this morning. I didn't even feel embarrassed. Not a single shriek when the doors came closing on me. It was a kind lady who came to hold onto me and pull me out.
I asked myself, am i still hanging on? Or rather, can I?
Whatever it is, i will be fine very soon. I believe, things will get better ya? At least, the worse is yet to come (:
A L-O-L picture before i sign off.
I've been thinking, it's kinda ironic that the days we spent together are only a mere 68 days, why is it so difficult to forget everything? Since the first day I met him, i knew there was a special bond that drew us together. Albeit knowing what i did was something i shouldn't, i went ahead. Steff told me to follow my heart lest i have regrets in future. Yes, i have no regrets now. At least, i tried my best and have a clear conscience. Never once i resorted to lying to win him over.
Recollections of the past came flooding into my mind when i blogged the previous post this morning. I could remember vividly the moments we spent. The wee hours we spent talking to each other over the phone..The days before i went to Shanghai..The days at NAC and HFC..The moments at library..Every single meal we had together.. From the times i had always been so perfunctory to ones that I'm became so glued to him.
Whenever i thought of that, my tears couldn't help rolling down. I've reached to the stage that my mind has came to a total shutdown and whatever i say, i rendered it would make no difference at all. Since that's the case, why not choose to remain oblivious? I find myself always staring into blank, lost in gaze. My leg even got stuck between the Mrt sliding doors this morning. I didn't even feel embarrassed. Not a single shriek when the doors came closing on me. It was a kind lady who came to hold onto me and pull me out.
I asked myself, am i still hanging on? Or rather, can I?
Whatever it is, i will be fine very soon. I believe, things will get better ya? At least, the worse is yet to come (:
A L-O-L picture before i sign off.
@ 9:40 PMGAME OVER
Nonetheless, trying my best to keep myself in tip-top condition as exams are coming in 3 days time. Now that I've failed, I'm not gonna let myself have another chance.
15o4o7 - 210607. 68 days..
A game that nobody would ever wanna try. A game that would wear you out, cause you to have paranoxia, sleepless nights.
LOVE is very very very BLIND.
Ashie ashie, would it be a blessing in disguise instead? Why must it always the good guy to lose out. Hadn't I done enough?
I've tried my very best.. I wonder if I'm self-deluding. My mind is in a state of turmoil. Can someone just give me a hug and tell me everything is gonna be fine?
I know that upon reading this post, I know for sure there would be people outta there rejoicing over my sorrow. There would be people saying why is it that i could fall in and out love so fast. Well, you are not me. Nobody would know how I'm feeling.
Thank you CH to have come up with so many lame stuffs to cheer me up. It must be hard on you to withstand all my constant whining. At least for that ten or so minutes, I felt better.
I wonder what may happen in future. Everything happened so unexpectedly. You came, and went so fast. I've been trying so hard to fight back my tears the whole night. But now, they just couldn't stop rolling...
Goodbye my love.
Nonetheless, trying my best to keep myself in tip-top condition as exams are coming in 3 days time. Now that I've failed, I'm not gonna let myself have another chance.
15o4o7 - 210607. 68 days..
A game that nobody would ever wanna try. A game that would wear you out, cause you to have paranoxia, sleepless nights.
LOVE is very very very BLIND.
Ashie ashie, would it be a blessing in disguise instead? Why must it always the good guy to lose out. Hadn't I done enough?
I've tried my very best.. I wonder if I'm self-deluding. My mind is in a state of turmoil. Can someone just give me a hug and tell me everything is gonna be fine?
I know that upon reading this post, I know for sure there would be people outta there rejoicing over my sorrow. There would be people saying why is it that i could fall in and out love so fast. Well, you are not me. Nobody would know how I'm feeling.
Thank you CH to have come up with so many lame stuffs to cheer me up. It must be hard on you to withstand all my constant whining. At least for that ten or so minutes, I felt better.
I wonder what may happen in future. Everything happened so unexpectedly. You came, and went so fast. I've been trying so hard to fight back my tears the whole night. But now, they just couldn't stop rolling...
Goodbye my love.
@ 6:47 AMThursday, June 21
**Wretch page created 2 days ago***
http://www.wretch.cc/mypage/missceline
I was pretty surprised when i saw a message at my guestboook which links to this :
http://blog.xuite.net/ilovebmilk/ABCD/12193894
Do check it out ya!!
:DDD
@ 1:36 AMI just can't resist the temptation..I'm hooked onto hk drama again! I told myself i wouldn't touch it until exams are over. This one is called- Heart of Greed/唐心风暴.
This show is really great. The warmth of the family made me teared a lot. I'm someone who don't tear at watching touching dramas. Like the book Tuesdays with Morrie, i didn't felt a single thing whereas Ash teared at the ending. If i do tear, it shows that the show is touching enough to make me cry. Haha.
Well, i have to admit I'm a hard-hearted person. I don't feel anything for my family. Like when iwas at shanghai, i didn't miss my family members at all. I wouldn't, and couldn't count on them for anything. Alright, i guess, besides doing the laundry and my dad fetching me to school every morning, there's nothing else i could list out. I depend on every other thing myself. The word HARMONY has never been in my dictionary. Well..
One of the scene was a couple getting married. Unknowingly, my mind drifted back to the night before i went Shanghai. That night i could say, it was the happiest one? But it was also the saddest one. Nonetheless, it was the beginning of everything.. Then i started digressing. When will my turn come? And who will it be? hmmms..
This show is really great. The warmth of the family made me teared a lot. I'm someone who don't tear at watching touching dramas. Like the book Tuesdays with Morrie, i didn't felt a single thing whereas Ash teared at the ending. If i do tear, it shows that the show is touching enough to make me cry. Haha.
Well, i have to admit I'm a hard-hearted person. I don't feel anything for my family. Like when iwas at shanghai, i didn't miss my family members at all. I wouldn't, and couldn't count on them for anything. Alright, i guess, besides doing the laundry and my dad fetching me to school every morning, there's nothing else i could list out. I depend on every other thing myself. The word HARMONY has never been in my dictionary. Well..
One of the scene was a couple getting married. Unknowingly, my mind drifted back to the night before i went Shanghai. That night i could say, it was the happiest one? But it was also the saddest one. Nonetheless, it was the beginning of everything.. Then i started digressing. When will my turn come? And who will it be? hmmms..
@ 12:24 AMWednesday, June 20
I've been having bad dreams every night! It's really wearing me out.. Look at the time now. And I'm supposed to reach school at 9! Shit. If Alvin hadn't called me, i think i would be sleeping till noon!
to be continued....
:'(
Moshi moshi~ I'm back. It's not the norm I'm back so early. But zhutou had an impromptu meeting to attend so here I am, blogging. Poor him. He just attended a really long one last night, and now, another one.
Finally, i went to the Mango sale, the one and only sale i never fail to attend! Heh. Abeit the apparals on sale weren't as nice as the previous one, i still manage to get 2 bottoms and 2 spaghs (:
Recently, Ashie and I had been talking 'bout an ex colleague of us "proposing" to her boyfriend over the radio! Well, her boyfriend was startled and kinda hesitant bout answering her question. Of course, she was embarrassed. I'm sure she had never imagine things to become like this. She thought that it would be a winning battle since she was the one to make the first move.
It was understandable for her boyfriend to have reacted like this as they have only been together for half a year. When the people around her came to know bout this matter, a great commotion aroused. I guessed she was feeling disturbed by their words and she actually broke up with his boyfriend!
I was like "Huh? What's wrong with her man! She's gonna regret it. " At the first place, why did she chose to be even affected by them? I mean, this issue concerns her own happiness ya. Those people don't even have a part to play in it. If you really love him so much, then jolly well go do what you should! Yes, maybe she shouldn't have popped the question so quickly and imposed her expectations on him, but what she should have done is to have a nice talk with him and try to work things out instead of saying "It's over!"
We are the children of the past, master of the present, and the future is in our hands for us to control. So what if you have the whole world pointing fingers at you? If she really loved him so much, even if she's being rejected for 100 times, she shouldn't have gave up just like this! I'm sure, to muster up the courage to propose to your boyfriend over the radio wasn't an easy task.
I strongly believe that if you really want something, then you should do your best to make it yours. You have the absolute right in pursuing your own happiness. Maybe, you just have a different way of handling it? After all, there's no right and wrong. So what if you failed in the end? You can proudly give yourself a pat on your back and say "At least, I've done my best" . It's better than sitting back doing nothing at all!
I hate the feeling of regretting. That's why I'm making sure that i don't have any chance to regret. Girl, go and get him back! NOW! It's not that he doesn't love you enough, it's just that he isn't ready yet.
People have been asking why aren't me closing down my tag board since there are so many spammers. Oh well, I'm not at all affected by those comments. I blog for the sake of myself, and of course, for those who are sincerely interested in reading (:
If you think the sight of me disgusts you, then so be it. No one is perfect. I can't please everyone in this world, but the least i could do is please myself.
In this world, you can't expect everyone to like you. I myself have people whom i dislike. I'm sure everyone has. The difference is just that i don't go around putting them down. What's the point man?
Anyway, just wanna share with you guys some songs that are getting me so hooked on now! You guys should really go check out's songs. It's really great! :D
Especially the song - Trouble Sleeping. Wanted to upload it to the net, but the site was down. Other days perhaps!
Thanks to my lil' Ipod that I'm getting exposed to so many nice songs outta there. I'm gonna give her a name. Hmm.. Pinko it shall be!! :P
I don't usually make an effort to download songs. But since the arrival of Pinko, I find myself always hunting for one! Now, i simply couldn't go out without Pinko. It has become an necessity of mine, just like my hand phone. I would feel so out of place if I'm without it!
Pinko, I love you! ^^
4 more days to exams and I'm really stressed out. Though i know I've been working hard, but still, I'm not confident enough. I think i haven't push myself hard enough still!
Holidays are ending very soon. These 30 days, neither would i say time passed fast nor slow. Somehow, moments spent with my darling flies. How i wish the time would just stop there! But still, there were days where paranoia got over me and those were the ones which i found it so unbearable.
Seems that I still looked best in white yah? Or rather, i think i look good cus I'm wearing Mango? *winks. Gotta go now. 8.20 already! Time to study.
Byebye!
to be continued....
:'(
Moshi moshi~ I'm back. It's not the norm I'm back so early. But zhutou had an impromptu meeting to attend so here I am, blogging. Poor him. He just attended a really long one last night, and now, another one.
Finally, i went to the Mango sale, the one and only sale i never fail to attend! Heh. Abeit the apparals on sale weren't as nice as the previous one, i still manage to get 2 bottoms and 2 spaghs (:
Recently, Ashie and I had been talking 'bout an ex colleague of us "proposing" to her boyfriend over the radio! Well, her boyfriend was startled and kinda hesitant bout answering her question. Of course, she was embarrassed. I'm sure she had never imagine things to become like this. She thought that it would be a winning battle since she was the one to make the first move.
It was understandable for her boyfriend to have reacted like this as they have only been together for half a year. When the people around her came to know bout this matter, a great commotion aroused. I guessed she was feeling disturbed by their words and she actually broke up with his boyfriend!
I was like "Huh? What's wrong with her man! She's gonna regret it. " At the first place, why did she chose to be even affected by them? I mean, this issue concerns her own happiness ya. Those people don't even have a part to play in it. If you really love him so much, then jolly well go do what you should! Yes, maybe she shouldn't have popped the question so quickly and imposed her expectations on him, but what she should have done is to have a nice talk with him and try to work things out instead of saying "It's over!"
We are the children of the past, master of the present, and the future is in our hands for us to control. So what if you have the whole world pointing fingers at you? If she really loved him so much, even if she's being rejected for 100 times, she shouldn't have gave up just like this! I'm sure, to muster up the courage to propose to your boyfriend over the radio wasn't an easy task.
I strongly believe that if you really want something, then you should do your best to make it yours. You have the absolute right in pursuing your own happiness. Maybe, you just have a different way of handling it? After all, there's no right and wrong. So what if you failed in the end? You can proudly give yourself a pat on your back and say "At least, I've done my best" . It's better than sitting back doing nothing at all!
I hate the feeling of regretting. That's why I'm making sure that i don't have any chance to regret. Girl, go and get him back! NOW! It's not that he doesn't love you enough, it's just that he isn't ready yet.
People have been asking why aren't me closing down my tag board since there are so many spammers. Oh well, I'm not at all affected by those comments. I blog for the sake of myself, and of course, for those who are sincerely interested in reading (:
If you think the sight of me disgusts you, then so be it. No one is perfect. I can't please everyone in this world, but the least i could do is please myself.
In this world, you can't expect everyone to like you. I myself have people whom i dislike. I'm sure everyone has. The difference is just that i don't go around putting them down. What's the point man?
Anyway, just wanna share with you guys some songs that are getting me so hooked on now! You guys should really go check out
Especially the song - Trouble Sleeping. Wanted to upload it to the net, but the site was down. Other days perhaps!
Thanks to my lil' Ipod that I'm getting exposed to so many nice songs outta there. I'm gonna give her a name. Hmm.. Pinko it shall be!! :P
I don't usually make an effort to download songs. But since the arrival of Pinko, I find myself always hunting for one! Now, i simply couldn't go out without Pinko. It has become an necessity of mine, just like my hand phone. I would feel so out of place if I'm without it!
Pinko, I love you! ^^
4 more days to exams and I'm really stressed out. Though i know I've been working hard, but still, I'm not confident enough. I think i haven't push myself hard enough still!
Holidays are ending very soon. These 30 days, neither would i say time passed fast nor slow. Somehow, moments spent with my darling flies. How i wish the time would just stop there! But still, there were days where paranoia got over me and those were the ones which i found it so unbearable.
Seems that I still looked best in white yah? Or rather, i think i look good cus I'm wearing Mango? *winks. Gotta go now. 8.20 already! Time to study.
Byebye!
@ 6:45 PMTuesday, June 19
NEED HELP IN CLEARING OFF EXTRA STOCKS! :(
Stocks are on-hand now.
Please email me for enquiries!!
jialing__@hotmail.com
Brand new F21 dress (S)
Selling at original price : 24.8*1.58+$6(shipping)=$45
Reason for selling : Too small!
http://www.forever21.com/product.asp?catalog%5Fname=FOREVER21&category%5Fname=Dresses&product%5Fid=2034957204&Page=8
Pink orangey top(Free size)
$25
Reason for selling: Ordered extra!
Cardigan (Free size)
$25
Reason for selling: Ordered extra!
Tote bag
$35
Reason for selling: Ordered extra!
Black blouse
$25
Reason for selling: Ordered extra!
Baby blue babydoll
$25
Khaki hippy tube
$25
Stocks are on-hand now.
Please email me for enquiries!!
jialing__@hotmail.com
Brand new F21 dress (S)Selling at original price : 24.8*1.58+$6(shipping)=$45
Reason for selling : Too small!
http://www.forever21.com/product.asp?catalog%5Fname=FOREVER21&category%5Fname=Dresses&product%5Fid=2034957204&Page=8
Pink orangey top(Free size)
$25
Reason for selling: Ordered extra!
Cardigan (Free size)
$25
Reason for selling: Ordered extra!
Tote bag
$35
Reason for selling: Ordered extra!
Black blouse
$25
Reason for selling: Ordered extra!
Baby blue babydoll
$25
Khaki hippy tube
$25
@ 3:15 PMi can stand anything, but not LIARS.
@ 1:13 AMMonday, June 18
***Mixed emotions...Boring, frustrated, stressed...***
Myriad of unanswered questions .
When will the days of uncertainty be over?
but still, forcing a smile.
afterall, it's summer.
and I'm wearing yellow..
Yellow should represent playfulness, joy, enthusiasm,
and most importantly, optimism and an easy going attitude about life!!
alright. Optimism.
so here am i, blogging, posting up photos which i had just taken.
self-entertainment afterall.
basically, blogging in the color Orange.. hmms, to the negative side, orange indicates someone living under extreme pressure, an overly agressive personality.
oh well...
:)
@ 3:35 PMSunday, June 17
Once bitten, twice shy.
=(
very-paranoid day
=(
super-EX phone bills
=(
zhutou is sick..
=(
**i realized, i find solace in sleeping.
(:
=(
very-paranoid day
=(
super-EX phone bills
=(
zhutou is sick..
=(
**i realized, i find solace in sleeping.
(:
@ 8:45 PMSaturday, June 16
Heh! You guys would never be able to guess where i'm blogging from. Zhutou, look at the time when i did this blog post!
Alright. I'm at Harbour Front Centre- Macdonalds!
I was thinking of getting a Vanilla Milkshake when i saw that the
net surf corner vacant! Thank God :D
Before this, i was @ Vivo viewing a fashion show(Creatvity Thai).
my stereotype of Thai's was all but- Transvetites/ah guas.
Yucks!
it was only after the show i changed my view 'bout the Thais. the models were simply gorgeous!
oh boy. i had to admit i was green with envy when i saw them catwalked. all had model-thin figures which i had always fantasized. but i know that would be impossible as i'm such a glutton! every few mins, i would have to find stuffs to munch on. otherwise, i would be very restless. VERY!
i remembered the last time i went on strict diet was last year, the month before i did my bikini photoshoot. i lost 5kg! but right after the photoshoot, i ate more than ever and not to say, i put on weight again. i just find dieting such a torture! i'd always believed in the saying "live-to-eat" rather than "eat-to-live". haha. zhutou is forever saying that i'm alike to a hamster. and what's more, this year is a crucial one which i'd be taking a major exam in just a few months time. well, i eat-to-study :p
speaking of which, i just remembered the bet i had with zhutou. the one that he said that he would make sure i'll be 55kg by this month! it's just so impossible darling!
okay, 45 mins had gone by. basically, the server here is very laggy. but well, it's a good way of passing time. i'd better get going. byebye!
Alright. I'm at Harbour Front Centre- Macdonalds!
I was thinking of getting a Vanilla Milkshake when i saw that the
net surf corner vacant! Thank God :D
Before this, i was @ Vivo viewing a fashion show(Creatvity Thai).
my stereotype of Thai's was all but- Transvetites/ah guas.
Yucks!
it was only after the show i changed my view 'bout the Thais. the models were simply gorgeous!
oh boy. i had to admit i was green with envy when i saw them catwalked. all had model-thin figures which i had always fantasized. but i know that would be impossible as i'm such a glutton! every few mins, i would have to find stuffs to munch on. otherwise, i would be very restless. VERY!
i remembered the last time i went on strict diet was last year, the month before i did my bikini photoshoot. i lost 5kg! but right after the photoshoot, i ate more than ever and not to say, i put on weight again. i just find dieting such a torture! i'd always believed in the saying "live-to-eat" rather than "eat-to-live". haha. zhutou is forever saying that i'm alike to a hamster. and what's more, this year is a crucial one which i'd be taking a major exam in just a few months time. well, i eat-to-study :p
speaking of which, i just remembered the bet i had with zhutou. the one that he said that he would make sure i'll be 55kg by this month! it's just so impossible darling!
okay, 45 mins had gone by. basically, the server here is very laggy. but well, it's a good way of passing time. i'd better get going. byebye!
@ 7:49 PMIf you guys'd noticed,
I've been blogging so often in just a day.
Is it a good thing or a bad one?
I'm seriously very very bored.
Now, i can't fall asleep. If i sleep,
And I've to get up at eight thirty later.
I'm trying my very best to occupy myself this 2hours.
Wanted to catch Desperate Housewives @ Tvlinks.com,
but damnit, the video was removed!
The papers.. Yes, i've finished reading them.
Breakfast.. Yes, i'm eating while blogging.
Wardrobe packed? Yes!
Basically, i got nothing left undone!
Please please,
can God give me the ability to fly across time?
:(
I've been blogging so often in just a day.
Is it a good thing or a bad one?
I'm seriously very very bored.
Now, i can't fall asleep. If i sleep,
And I've to get up at eight thirty later.
I'm trying my very best to occupy myself this 2hours.
Wanted to catch Desperate Housewives @ Tvlinks.com,
but damnit, the video was removed!
The papers.. Yes, i've finished reading them.
Breakfast.. Yes, i'm eating while blogging.
Wardrobe packed? Yes!
Basically, i got nothing left undone!
Please please,
can God give me the ability to fly across time?
:(
@ 6:18 AMFriday, June 15
This is for you for making me wait so long! Hmppph!
@ 8:50 PMoh well, i just received a whole truckload of photos from Monica and i thought i would just post it up while waiting for some slow poke to come and meet me!
Taken by the Hula Booth
it was a torture asking us to stand under the hot sun to pose!
the photographer correcting our poses..
michella insisted on having a "spastic" photo taken.
soaking our legs in the water.
kissing under the sun.
in the midst of playing captain ball.
seventeen flags.
the blindfolded.
the winner! as expected.
congrats darling :D
oh boy. he is really a slow slow poke. I've done 3 masks already. Could you please be faster? I'm starving :(
Taken by the Hula Booth
it was a torture asking us to stand under the hot sun to pose!
the photographer correcting our poses..
michella insisted on having a "spastic" photo taken.
soaking our legs in the water.
kissing under the sun.
in the midst of playing captain ball.
seventeen flags.
the blindfolded.
the winner! as expected.
congrats darling :D
oh boy. he is really a slow slow poke. I've done 3 masks already. Could you please be faster? I'm starving :(
@ 6:06 PMoh darling.. Till now, i could not fathom what charm you exuded to make me so smitten with you. I know the burgeoning load inflicted on you is making you so stress. But some matters are not meant to be evaded any further, because in the end, the aftermath would still be the same. I tried my best to stay oblivious. But at the end of the day, i knew i couldn't get away from it. The same question haunts me the moment i shut my eye. I'd never casted doubts and chose to believe that your words weren't said for the sake of allaying my fears. I hope this is just a nightmare and would be over soon. God bless (:
Now that I've trimmed and cut off all the split ends of my hair, it's much better. The curls are not as bad as before. But it got me thinking if i should go make my fringe more volumized. I'm still waiting impatiently for exams to end and say bye-bye to my black hair!
Okay, now i could gladly say that i love Bossa Nova! not Jazz! I got it all mixed up and it was Ashie whom cleared my doubt. What a blunder!
This 5 days passed faster than expected. And i know when i wake up later, it would be the weekend I'd looked forward.
People've been asking when will be the next spree. Well, only after all my current transactions are done then will i conduct a new one. Hopefully it will be by July!
These months I had been shopping more than usual. The GSS aggravated it! And now, the mango sale! see below (: The one and only sale I'ld always anticipate. For sure, i know my pocket'd be burnt :p
At times, i think I'm a spendthrift. But wait.., when i compare myself to other girls, i realized I'm so much better. I don't go for labels like LV, Gucci etc.. I'm contented with just a Guess. I'm neither a collector of bags nor heels. At least, I'm not materialistic one. I simply couldn't fathom how some girls are willing to work so hard just to get a new bag every month.
Zhutou always said that things would get different when i start earning big. Haha! I would prove you wrong. Leopard never change its spots. I would rather always remain "auntie"!
Okay, in simple words, I'm someone who would be contented with just only one. Take heels for instances, all i need is just one pair of each color. I'm not one who could get 4 pairs in just a day. Bags are no exception.
Currently, there is nothing I'm lacking, except for a big (a really big one!) tote bag which i can bring for photo-shoots and school. Big enough to stuff all my clothes, shoes, or even books and files! That would be perfect. I'm still hesitating if i should get a Gucci at the end of the year. It's really tempting when Ashie told me she would be asking her friend in Paris to get one as the designs available there are more exquisite, and of course, cheaper!
Anybody heard of the brand Follie Follie? I had seen in at departmental stores like Isetan and Takashimaya and i find their designs of watches kinda unique!
I have plenty of plans lined up after my exams! Like yoga classes, gym workouts, and I can't wait to get back to be a office-girl. And of course, travelling. (provided everything turns out right).
Ashie, I'd never forgotten asking u to wait for me to join Yoga! :D
My uncle is helping me check out Golf lessons @ Keppel Club. I was pretty amazed when i heard that my 6-year old cousin has been learning golf for more than a year already. I'd never tried holding a club before. And i really wanna try! Dad always warned me not to get the club flung out. Haha!
This is where i would go whenever I'm feeling down.
http://laozhabor.blogspot.com/
I laughed till my sides hurt when i chanced upon this bloggy! Oh my.
Zhutou, you better go and take a look hor! haha.
****
MANGO SALE
20th JUNE - for members
21th JUNE - OPEN TO PUBLIC!
:D
Now that I've trimmed and cut off all the split ends of my hair, it's much better. The curls are not as bad as before. But it got me thinking if i should go make my fringe more volumized. I'm still waiting impatiently for exams to end and say bye-bye to my black hair!
Okay, now i could gladly say that i love Bossa Nova! not Jazz! I got it all mixed up and it was Ashie whom cleared my doubt. What a blunder!
This 5 days passed faster than expected. And i know when i wake up later, it would be the weekend I'd looked forward.
People've been asking when will be the next spree. Well, only after all my current transactions are done then will i conduct a new one. Hopefully it will be by July!
These months I had been shopping more than usual. The GSS aggravated it! And now, the mango sale! see below (: The one and only sale I'ld always anticipate. For sure, i know my pocket'd be burnt :p
At times, i think I'm a spendthrift. But wait.., when i compare myself to other girls, i realized I'm so much better. I don't go for labels like LV, Gucci etc.. I'm contented with just a Guess. I'm neither a collector of bags nor heels. At least, I'm not materialistic one. I simply couldn't fathom how some girls are willing to work so hard just to get a new bag every month.
Zhutou always said that things would get different when i start earning big. Haha! I would prove you wrong. Leopard never change its spots. I would rather always remain "auntie"!
Okay, in simple words, I'm someone who would be contented with just only one. Take heels for instances, all i need is just one pair of each color. I'm not one who could get 4 pairs in just a day. Bags are no exception.
Currently, there is nothing I'm lacking, except for a big (a really big one!) tote bag which i can bring for photo-shoots and school. Big enough to stuff all my clothes, shoes, or even books and files! That would be perfect. I'm still hesitating if i should get a Gucci at the end of the year. It's really tempting when Ashie told me she would be asking her friend in Paris to get one as the designs available there are more exquisite, and of course, cheaper!
Anybody heard of the brand Follie Follie? I had seen in at departmental stores like Isetan and Takashimaya and i find their designs of watches kinda unique!
I have plenty of plans lined up after my exams! Like yoga classes, gym workouts, and I can't wait to get back to be a office-girl. And of course, travelling. (provided everything turns out right).
Ashie, I'd never forgotten asking u to wait for me to join Yoga! :D
My uncle is helping me check out Golf lessons @ Keppel Club. I was pretty amazed when i heard that my 6-year old cousin has been learning golf for more than a year already. I'd never tried holding a club before. And i really wanna try! Dad always warned me not to get the club flung out. Haha!
This is where i would go whenever I'm feeling down.
http://laozhabor.blogspot.com/
I laughed till my sides hurt when i chanced upon this bloggy! Oh my.
Zhutou, you better go and take a look hor! haha.
****
MANGO SALE
20th JUNE - for members
21th JUNE - OPEN TO PUBLIC!
:D
@ 6:22 AMThursday, June 14
Don't know since when, I've turned into a night owl. Going out in the day and mugging at night. It's gonna be 5am very soon and I'm getting ready to turn in. 5am seems to be the "peak-time" for me to wake up and to sleep. lol. Spent my whole day with my aunties' and dad. Did a lil' shopping at town. Got a Guess bag, 2 top & 1 pair of pants from M)Phosis (: The day was deemed wasted i would say! I won't elaborate much, just some "never-ending" conflicts i had with my dad! argh.
10 more days to exams! It's making me so stress.. I'm starting to doubt caffeine's effect on me. I could still fall into deep sleep after drinking a cup!
10 more days to exams! It's making me so stress.. I'm starting to doubt caffeine's effect on me. I could still fall into deep sleep after drinking a cup!
@ 4:43 AMTuesday, June 12
A very good morning! It's 8.30 in the morning and i hadn't a catch a single wink. Despite studying for 9hours(8pm-5am!) , i should be dog-tired alright. But I just couldn't get to sleep. It's a torture man! :(
But "getting up early" isn't a bad thing too. I could enjoy the cool breeze caressing my cheeks while reading the papers over coffee. Since when was the last time i had ever done that? Maybe i should inculcate this habit of getting up early *winks.
2 more hours, EL will be coming over to study with me. I'm just gonna keep myself busy by mugging.
A quote to end the post - You can't possibly please everyone in this world. But at least, please yourself (:
But "getting up early" isn't a bad thing too. I could enjoy the cool breeze caressing my cheeks while reading the papers over coffee. Since when was the last time i had ever done that? Maybe i should inculcate this habit of getting up early *winks.
2 more hours, EL will be coming over to study with me. I'm just gonna keep myself busy by mugging.
A quote to end the post - You can't possibly please everyone in this world. But at least, please yourself (:
@ 8:35 AMMonday, June 11
I love staying in the shop watching you work. Be it at NAC or HFC, i don't get bored. I didn't have time to complain.Because time spent with you just passed literally in a blink of an eye. And it was never enough. I want to continue doing so. Could I?
I wouldn't want to resort to the extreme to get you. I believe it isn't the right way of loving someone.
I wouldn't want to resort to the extreme to get you. I believe it isn't the right way of loving someone.
@ 6:20 PMAt this point of moment that things have came to this stage, i guess, all i can do is pray. Pray and pray and pray. Nothing else. I've bared my whole heart out to you and it was not easy. It really took me a lot of courage. No matter what, i still strongly hold on to my belief and i choose to trust you. All that has to be said are said. I know it's hard on you, but i really hope you could have the same attitude and persistence all the way as what you had that time when you made your first decision. Somewhat, the decision you made showed a lot. That's the only thing that made me still have the least shimmer of hope. I've to apologize once again for all the hysterical actions i did just now. Ashie, i thank u for knocking some sense into me just now. I always know i could count on you whenever i needed someone. Thanks darling (:
@ 5:23 AMSunday, June 10
I didn't win the title! (as expected) My photos were those categorized under "Cannot-Make-It" and I've to admit that I lost all confidence the moment I'd saw the photos. I was like "Shit man!".
But it was a great experience! At least now i know what are the things that should be looked out for and what not to be done if you wanna enter any pageants. But whatever it is, confidence is the most important!
The Q&A section was quite a breeze. These are the 2 questions i got :
1) Q: What sport do you think is the sexiest and wildest?
A: Hmm, swimming? Well, whatever sport it is, you can be the sexiest as long as you do it
with confidence! Isn't it?
2) Q: Which part of the male body turns you on and off?
A: What a cheeky question! I would say it's the eyes which turn me on. Especially those with
double eyelids coupled with long eyelashes, it could be really mesmerizing. (oh well, but
now I'm just in love with a guy who has small eyes) And it would be those
guys with narrow shoulders whom turns me off! I wouldn't want a boyfriend with lanky
built ; it doesn't give me any sense of security! Haha.
We all girls expected the result actually. Congrats to Jasmine for being the Hula Girl! I'll miss all of you :D
I have to say a big THANK YOU to Steff, Jeremy & Ashley for turning up to support me despite of your tight schedule and the latter, who was not feeling well! You guys were really so lovely to have came down. You're always there whenever i need someone. SMOOCHES!!**
**the more i looked at it, the more i think we really looked alike! get well soon alright dear.
Oh boy. If you girls wanna use sunblock, better have a body scrub with you at home! You'll definitely need it if you to get rid of it thoroughly. I had such a hard time washing them off. 3 times already! Yet I still very sticky. Yucks*
CH is going back Malaysia next week. There goes my midnight study partner.. Why do you have to leave at the most crucial week! Hmpphh :(
But he was damn cheeky lah. He asked me if i wanted anything. I replied nothing in particular. Then he said that he will get something special for me - GlowInTheDark Condoms! I nearly laughed my head off. Aiyos!
From the above, i seemed to have great day. But it's not.. I had a very bad night. Unexpected things happened and I felt really lost. My mind just went blank at that moment. But well, I'm more than contented to have heard those assuring words from you and that you came down to look for me. Very soon you'd be out for re-service.
Currently, I'm having salted fish fried rice. And you are the first one i thought about. Because I'd never forget that you liked salted fish bean-sprouts (:
I don't know what outcome has your talk with her had came to.. I'm feeling so much better now after a refreshing shower(not to mention the idiotic sunblock which i didn't manage to wash of completely), but still, i can't go to sleep without hearing your voice. I wanna know so badly what you guys talked 'bout. But at least, today, i knew that I'm always placed at your first priority.
I'm 2 years late, but it was better late than never. I was blind to have let the previous chance slipped away. But never will it let that have a chance to happen again. Never.
Though I'm pretty troubled now after seeing some stuffs.. Sigh.
No matter what, i still love drinking coffee the traditional way, which is without any sugar. Only without sugar, I'll sip it bit by bit, savoring the aroma of it. If it's sweet tasting, I wouldn't be much bothered to taste it but rather, just gulp it down.
As what the Chinese saying goes, "苦中帶一點甜"!
It's the same for every other things as well. Only things that you went through pains to get it, then would you cherish it. Things that are easy to come by, often it would be taken for granted.
Don't you all think so?
That's the reason why i never fail to cherish the one i love. Because there would always be obstacles for me to go through before getting them on hand. A challenge, i would say?
As usual, i took photos in the cabby. You may say I'm so self-obsessed, but oh well, how could you expect people to love you when you yourself don't love yourself?
Sayonara~!
But it was a great experience! At least now i know what are the things that should be looked out for and what not to be done if you wanna enter any pageants. But whatever it is, confidence is the most important!
The Q&A section was quite a breeze. These are the 2 questions i got :
1) Q: What sport do you think is the sexiest and wildest?
A: Hmm, swimming? Well, whatever sport it is, you can be the sexiest as long as you do it
with confidence! Isn't it?
2) Q: Which part of the male body turns you on and off?
A: What a cheeky question! I would say it's the eyes which turn me on. Especially those with
double eyelids coupled with long eyelashes, it could be really mesmerizing. (oh well, but
now I'm just in love with a guy who has small eyes) And it would be those
guys with narrow shoulders whom turns me off! I wouldn't want a boyfriend with lanky
built ; it doesn't give me any sense of security! Haha.
We all girls expected the result actually. Congrats to Jasmine for being the Hula Girl! I'll miss all of you :D
I have to say a big THANK YOU to Steff, Jeremy & Ashley for turning up to support me despite of your tight schedule and the latter, who was not feeling well! You guys were really so lovely to have came down. You're always there whenever i need someone. SMOOCHES!!**
**the more i looked at it, the more i think we really looked alike! get well soon alright dear.
Oh boy. If you girls wanna use sunblock, better have a body scrub with you at home! You'll definitely need it if you to get rid of it thoroughly. I had such a hard time washing them off. 3 times already! Yet I still very sticky. Yucks*
CH is going back Malaysia next week. There goes my midnight study partner.. Why do you have to leave at the most crucial week! Hmpphh :(
But he was damn cheeky lah. He asked me if i wanted anything. I replied nothing in particular. Then he said that he will get something special for me - GlowInTheDark Condoms! I nearly laughed my head off. Aiyos!
From the above, i seemed to have great day. But it's not.. I had a very bad night. Unexpected things happened and I felt really lost. My mind just went blank at that moment. But well, I'm more than contented to have heard those assuring words from you and that you came down to look for me. Very soon you'd be out for re-service.
Currently, I'm having salted fish fried rice. And you are the first one i thought about. Because I'd never forget that you liked salted fish bean-sprouts (:
I don't know what outcome has your talk with her had came to.. I'm feeling so much better now after a refreshing shower(not to mention the idiotic sunblock which i didn't manage to wash of completely), but still, i can't go to sleep without hearing your voice. I wanna know so badly what you guys talked 'bout. But at least, today, i knew that I'm always placed at your first priority.
I'm 2 years late, but it was better late than never. I was blind to have let the previous chance slipped away. But never will it let that have a chance to happen again. Never.
Though I'm pretty troubled now after seeing some stuffs.. Sigh.
No matter what, i still love drinking coffee the traditional way, which is without any sugar. Only without sugar, I'll sip it bit by bit, savoring the aroma of it. If it's sweet tasting, I wouldn't be much bothered to taste it but rather, just gulp it down.
As what the Chinese saying goes, "苦中帶一點甜"!
It's the same for every other things as well. Only things that you went through pains to get it, then would you cherish it. Things that are easy to come by, often it would be taken for granted.
Don't you all think so?
That's the reason why i never fail to cherish the one i love. Because there would always be obstacles for me to go through before getting them on hand. A challenge, i would say?
As usual, i took photos in the cabby. You may say I'm so self-obsessed, but oh well, how could you expect people to love you when you yourself don't love yourself?
Sayonara~!
@ 12:16 AMFriday, June 8
State of turmoil..
can't seem to do anything right without you.
Everything seems fucked.
You were alright at noon!
I don't know what made u act this way.
All i hope is that you won't give up.
Lest all we had endured would be gone to waste.
How i wish i could fall into deep sleep,
and when i wake up,
you'll be just right beside me, pinching my nose.
I just love you so much, so much.
I'll just wait...and wait...
***
HULA GIRL FINALS
9th June
Tanjong Beach @ Sentosa
1-4pm
:D
can't seem to do anything right without you.
Everything seems fucked.
You were alright at noon!
I don't know what made u act this way.
All i hope is that you won't give up.
Lest all we had endured would be gone to waste.
How i wish i could fall into deep sleep,
and when i wake up,
you'll be just right beside me, pinching my nose.
I just love you so much, so much.
I'll just wait...and wait...
***
HULA GIRL FINALS
9th June
Tanjong Beach @ Sentosa
1-4pm
:D
@ 7:21 PMI just had the sweetest bubble tea ever! I just passed a casual remark at noon saying that I had a craving for it but just too lazy to walk to the market to get one. And Zhutou turned up under my block at night with one and chocolates! How sweet of him isn't it. He doesn't live near me, but Bukit Panjang! Pretty far uh.
Oh boy, it isn't any minor. You'd made me feel so important and pampered!
I'm getting more and more impatient.
You'd better do it quick cuz I can't wait to make you mine!
ohya, the dumplings made by his Mummy was great!
:D
Oh boy, it isn't any minor. You'd made me feel so important and pampered!
I'm getting more and more impatient.
You'd better do it quick cuz I can't wait to make you mine!
ohya, the dumplings made by his Mummy was great!
:D
@ 1:22 AMThursday, June 7
My brains are getting way too saturated! I studied all the way last night till 8.30am this morning, then continued at 1 again! Grrr.. The assignments seemed neverending. Today was an exception, didn't meet up with my pig. He said that i should have told him earlier that i wanna mug and he could have gone to the library with me! Oh boy, how sweet of you (:
Half a day gone, just like that.. Yawns.
Half a day gone, just like that.. Yawns.
@ 6:19 PMMy loyal reader Zhutou, I'm here to blog!! Happy?!! :p
Okay, I went to play pool with Zhutou @ West Coast.
Oh my, I just sucks great lot at it man.
Well i guessed, people who excels in academic aren't usually good in games.
Oops.
For 120 hours,
there will be no one to talk to me on the phone,
no one to eat with me,
no more massage chair to relax on,
no one to pinch my nose,
and no nose for me to pinch too!
Jolly well because zhutou is going for re-service for 5 days next Monday!
got bad news that it'd failed to be deferred.
:(
that 5 days, i will just lock myself in the house and start mugging!
on Sunday you better bring me to Carrefour and buy piles of chocolates for me to stock up during that 5 days ah!
Okay, I went to play pool with Zhutou @ West Coast.
Oh my, I just sucks great lot at it man.
Well i guessed, people who excels in academic aren't usually good in games.
Oops.
For 120 hours,
there will be no one to talk to me on the phone,
no one to eat with me,
no more massage chair to relax on,
no one to pinch my nose,
and no nose for me to pinch too!
Jolly well because zhutou is going for re-service for 5 days next Monday!
got bad news that it'd failed to be deferred.
:(
that 5 days, i will just lock myself in the house and start mugging!
on Sunday you better bring me to Carrefour and buy piles of chocolates for me to stock up during that 5 days ah!
@ 1:00 AMWednesday, June 6
Was just browsing through the webby when i chanced upon this mesmerizing picture!
This is actually captured at Redang by a random photographer. I'm like "Woah" when i saw this. The sunset is simply encompassing!
I'm getting impatient already. Can't wait for my exams to end!
Searched about Barcelona too. Well, basically it's just all 'bout monuments i reckoned! It's not that appealing as compared to Redang. But it just look so lovely and romantic in the drama "The Meteor Garden" :p
This is actually captured at Redang by a random photographer. I'm like "Woah" when i saw this. The sunset is simply encompassing!
I'm getting impatient already. Can't wait for my exams to end!
Searched about Barcelona too. Well, basically it's just all 'bout monuments i reckoned! It's not that appealing as compared to Redang. But it just look so lovely and romantic in the drama "The Meteor Garden" :p
@ 11:53 AMTuesday, June 5
I went fishing today @ Westlake Garden with my zhutou! If you think it's boring, it's not!
To me, it's a great challenge, and i love challenges! Heh.
I only got a fish hooked after 5 hours.
The irony is, it is only after i ranted out all the stuffs that have been bottling up in my heart then i got the fish!
=x
I think I have fall in love with fishing. Fishing is gonna be my new hobby! :D
At the end of the day, i only managed to get one.
IT'S OKAY! Hmph!
I gonna catch more than these the next time we go again! you watch out pig. lol.
Some random pictures to end the post. Adios~
To me, it's a great challenge, and i love challenges! Heh.
I only got a fish hooked after 5 hours.
The irony is, it is only after i ranted out all the stuffs that have been bottling up in my heart then i got the fish!
=x
I think I have fall in love with fishing. Fishing is gonna be my new hobby! :D
At the end of the day, i only managed to get one.
IT'S OKAY! Hmph!
I gonna catch more than these the next time we go again! you watch out pig. lol.
Some random pictures to end the post. Adios~
@ 11:20 PMIt's gonna be 7am very soon! CH just left. I almost couldn't remember when was the last time i burnt midnight oil. We have came to an agreement that we are gonna do this every alternate nights!
Oops. I think I'm gonna be ticked off by someone later for sleeping so late. But well, somebody doesn't wants to go to the doctor and so, I'll compensate by not sleeping too. An eye for an eye.
You better not change the timing and stick to 2 pm i tell you! cya :D
Yawns yawns yawns.....
Oops. I think I'm gonna be ticked off by someone later for sleeping so late. But well, somebody doesn't wants to go to the doctor and so, I'll compensate by not sleeping too. An eye for an eye.
You better not change the timing and stick to 2 pm i tell you! cya :D
Yawns yawns yawns.....
@ 6:34 AMMonday, June 4
**oh darling, all i wanna say is that I'm really happy that you have made your decision.
At least now, i could finally put my mind at ease.
I can't wait for the day when i could officially pronounce that "YOU-ARE-MINE" !!
As i always said, everything happened for a reason.
During the ten days at Shanghai, i realized myself thinking of you wherever i go.
I'm always holding onto the phone, waiting for your calls and texts.
And each morning and night,
you are always the first and last person i wish to hear from.
Then, i knew that I've fallen so deeply in love with you.
And it's getting deeper and deeper each day.
I never once regretted texting u on 15th April.
I told myself that no matter what happened in the end,
i chose this path myself.
I always refrained from thinking of the worst that could happen in the end.
But i knew there's no way i could leave you anymore.
You've really made a difference in my life.
You are spoiling me, and now i can't wait to be spoilt!
I'm so looking forward to the days we are gonna spend together in future..
The places we are gonna go to..
Barcelona, Rendang..
be confident of my loyalty to you!
i will never let you have a chance to regret making this decision.
as you said,
time will prove that you are gonna love me more than i do.
and now,
time will prove that my instinct is not going to go wrong,
and that you are my Mr.Right!
you don't let me wait too long okay!
Yes, I'm possessive.
And it's to the extreme!!!
It has been a long time since I had splashed my emotions openly here.
but i just couldn't help it.
i won't bottle up my feelings again.
I'll be VERY FRANK.everything started with this.
2 years ago..
I want you to be the first, and the last too.
Muacks!
^^
@ 10:53 PM******
I wait for you.
I don't know why.
All i know is i can't hide.
At this temperature you could take over my mind.
Like gossamer, you softly touch.
He draws me in, i'm powerless.
He possesses an enchantment.
Tell me i'm forgiven.
He calls, don't know how i fell under his spell.
Lately i've been driven. he smiles, an enchantment.
I wait for you.
I'm mesmerized this love is like a potion in disguise.
I'd tightrope walk with a blindfold on my eyes.
I can't escape, or so it seems.
I'd run away, he's in my dreams.
He possesses an enchantment.
Tell me i'm forgiven.
He calls, don't know how i fell under his spell.
Lately i've been driven.
He smiles, an enchantment.
It's the kind of sleepwalk that never ends.
A type of loan with no dividends.
It's a parlour game where you're given chase.
Guess it could be called an acquired taste.
I know, he knows, he calls, i go, i know.
This could be an enchantment.
Why don't you tell me i'm forgiven?
He calls, don't you know how i fell under his spell.
I'm forgiven...lately i've been driven.
He smiles and i give in,
An enchantment.
___________________________
If every drop of water disappeared from the land
And every drop of ocean suddenly turned to sand
That would all be nothing
Compared to what I'd feel
If you didn't love me
What if I woke up and couldn't hear a sound
And all that I could see was darkness all around
That would all be nothing
Compared to what I'd feel
If you didn't love me
If I could have the world and all that money could buy
And I could travel far beyond the moon and the day
If they gave me golden wings,
well I still couldn't fly
without you, nothing would matter
You and I walk beside each other day after day
But there's so much inside me, I never get to say
My life would be so empty
with nothing left to feel
If you didn't love me
If you didn't love me..
____________________________
2 years before, and 2 years after.
A vast difference it may not seemed.
But we can't deny, there is.
I always believed,
everything happened for a reason.
Don't lament why all this didn't happened earlier.
Better late than never.
You ought to be mine.
And I'm meant to be yours.
Simple as that.
@ 3:00 PMSunday, June 3
Yawns. Spent my whole day studying @ Orchard Library!
i haven't touch my books for nearly 2 weeks,
but luckily i have my zhutou coming to visit me every hour.
My motivation :D
He's really a zhutou ;
He said that he will make sure I'm 55kg by a month!
Humpph. I won't let youachieve your "ambitious target".
You think I'm massage chair ah?
NOT SO EASY HOR!
Do i look different without contact lenses?
No right! I just realized it after buying 3 new boxes. =,=
Mr Jav! I'm sure you are reading now, eager to find out what have i updated right!
Don't say don't have.
I'll give you a lil' treat..
豬頭 !我愛你 !
:ppp
i haven't touch my books for nearly 2 weeks,
but luckily i have my zhutou coming to visit me every hour.
My motivation :D
He's really a zhutou ;
He said that he will make sure I'm 55kg by a month!
Humpph. I won't let youachieve your "ambitious target".
You think I'm massage chair ah?
NOT SO EASY HOR!
Do i look different without contact lenses?
No right! I just realized it after buying 3 new boxes. =,=
Mr Jav! I'm sure you are reading now, eager to find out what have i updated right!
Don't say don't have.
I'll give you a lil' treat..
豬頭 !我愛你 !
:ppp
@ 10:28 PM
Wearing red makes me feel happy!!
Basically, from the day i came back from Shanghai, I had been eating and shopping and sleeping and eating. And i can't stop looking at the mirror. lol, I'm in love with my hair. It really makes me younger :pp
Hoho. Thanks Zhutou for these 2 new darlings to add to my collection. :D
I think I'm starting to become a spendthrift. Getting more and more prodigal in my expenditure. Bought 5 tops in just 2 days time. I hope it's just the side effects of staying in such a "yucky-sucky" country for 10 days! *shrugs.
My handphone roaming charges added up to a scary sum of $2400!!!!
See, the cost of missing someone is just so costly. bleh*
Gonna tuck in soon. Gotta get up early to study. Tata~
@ 1:39 AMSaturday, June 2
Finally. 2 days of PC Show has ended. Though is just only 2 days compared to the usual days, but I'm really worn out. And this time, I found myself "eat-snake" more than ever. Oops.
These 2 days i reckoned I'm really unlucky!!
First ; During lunchtime, I dialed for a cab to get to Taka to find Zhutou for lunch. They claimed that the cab would arrive in 10 mins time. Not forgetting the super-duper long duration i waited just for the operator to answer. And i waited for half an hour! I was really furious and called back to complain. They told me they had tried calling the driver but to no avail. How irresponsible! Argh. They appeased me by getting me a replacement which only arrived in another 7mins.
That cabby was really getting my infurating. I was trying to catch a wink, and he kept waking me up to ask me stupid questions like "Why do you wear like this? Is it the company's request? Where do you work? Everyday?"
Oh %$#@!
Zhutou's surprise of giving me a necklace brighten me up! :DD
At night, when i was back at the loading bay of the conventional hall, i found myself being jeered by a few uncouth group of guys. I was about to give them the _|_ when suddenly a woman approached me and told me that my undies is slanted and because the skirt material is very thin, it showed very clearly from the outside. Argh!
Yesteday was none the better. I was really sotong. Okay, because i seldom dialed for cabs and if there is, Mummy would be the one. Zhutou gave me one of the numbers (6555-2222) and i called without even realiszing what compnay was that! And I hung up withouht taking note of the taxi's car plate. I only remebered it had a 9 in front.
I thought it was a comfort cab, thus, i approaced every cab which had a 9 in front. Andi asked them what compnay had i called. And one of the driver told me it was a yellow cab. And i start appraodching again. Usually, if the driver reached before you, they would call you. But that day my phone just dropped and couldn't receive calls!!
And so when i finally got the right one, the uncle was sooo angry and he shouted at me "為甚麼這麼久!" . I was so awkward. I kept apologizing but he kept ranting on and on and on. It was a Trans Island cab. Screw the driver who told me it was a yellow one!
Then Zhutou got on the cab with my beloved durian pancakes. Guess what? The uncle said that he don't accept the smell of durian and told us to get another one. And he drove kinda recklessly, trying to get us down asap.
Arghhhh!!
Okay, nuff said. Many people had actually asked me why I didn't worked for Logitech this time and some didn't recognize me until i called out to them! haha. Well, Steffi claimed that Lenovo is more prestigious than Logitech! And since this time Logitech didn't have a own booth (it was by the distributor), she might as well put me in for Lenovo and try it out.
Everything is still the same, except for the uniform! I really liked Lenovo's. It's somehow more classy, compared to Logitech. Just that the boots is really killing my legs! I was still okay for the first day, but not the next :(
Argh. I don't think my hair has much of a difference after rebonding! It isn't very straight and my tail is starting to get wavy. Though much said they preferred my old hair,but i still loved it the same. It isn''t a bad thing to look *toot* , jolly well because this would make me look younger! This time round, my colleagues guessed I'm 17 or 18. Usually, I'm always thought to be twenty and above. Muahaha!
And they said i looked like the "Chang-E" in the drama My Date with the Vampire. Another one is a girl with the name "xx-xx-ting" in the drama "Yuan-Dian". Aiyos! I have no idea who are they! I have lost contact with the tv-world since January? Anybody can tell me who are they?
My appetite is getting bigger and bigger each day. Since the first day at Shanghai till now, I hadn't missed a single meal. And thanks to Zhutou who kept tempting me with great food after i returned from Shanghai! Just had steamboat just now at Outram again. Sleeping is always the next after the meal. How am I supposed to escape gaining weight this time! :\
I have yet to upload those pictures at Shanghai. Do it up soon. Study time now! I almost forgot that I'm a student :p
These 2 days i reckoned I'm really unlucky!!
First ; During lunchtime, I dialed for a cab to get to Taka to find Zhutou for lunch. They claimed that the cab would arrive in 10 mins time. Not forgetting the super-duper long duration i waited just for the operator to answer. And i waited for half an hour! I was really furious and called back to complain. They told me they had tried calling the driver but to no avail. How irresponsible! Argh. They appeased me by getting me a replacement which only arrived in another 7mins.
That cabby was really getting my infurating. I was trying to catch a wink, and he kept waking me up to ask me stupid questions like "Why do you wear like this? Is it the company's request? Where do you work? Everyday?"
Oh %$#@!
Zhutou's surprise of giving me a necklace brighten me up! :DD
At night, when i was back at the loading bay of the conventional hall, i found myself being jeered by a few uncouth group of guys. I was about to give them the _|_ when suddenly a woman approached me and told me that my undies is slanted and because the skirt material is very thin, it showed very clearly from the outside. Argh!
Yesteday was none the better. I was really sotong. Okay, because i seldom dialed for cabs and if there is, Mummy would be the one. Zhutou gave me one of the numbers (6555-2222) and i called without even realiszing what compnay was that! And I hung up withouht taking note of the taxi's car plate. I only remebered it had a 9 in front.
I thought it was a comfort cab, thus, i approaced every cab which had a 9 in front. Andi asked them what compnay had i called. And one of the driver told me it was a yellow cab. And i start appraodching again. Usually, if the driver reached before you, they would call you. But that day my phone just dropped and couldn't receive calls!!
And so when i finally got the right one, the uncle was sooo angry and he shouted at me "為甚麼這麼久!" . I was so awkward. I kept apologizing but he kept ranting on and on and on. It was a Trans Island cab. Screw the driver who told me it was a yellow one!
Then Zhutou got on the cab with my beloved durian pancakes. Guess what? The uncle said that he don't accept the smell of durian and told us to get another one. And he drove kinda recklessly, trying to get us down asap.
Arghhhh!!
Okay, nuff said. Many people had actually asked me why I didn't worked for Logitech this time and some didn't recognize me until i called out to them! haha. Well, Steffi claimed that Lenovo is more prestigious than Logitech! And since this time Logitech didn't have a own booth (it was by the distributor), she might as well put me in for Lenovo and try it out.
Everything is still the same, except for the uniform! I really liked Lenovo's. It's somehow more classy, compared to Logitech. Just that the boots is really killing my legs! I was still okay for the first day, but not the next :(
Argh. I don't think my hair has much of a difference after rebonding! It isn't very straight and my tail is starting to get wavy. Though much said they preferred my old hair,but i still loved it the same. It isn''t a bad thing to look *toot* , jolly well because this would make me look younger! This time round, my colleagues guessed I'm 17 or 18. Usually, I'm always thought to be twenty and above. Muahaha!
And they said i looked like the "Chang-E" in the drama My Date with the Vampire. Another one is a girl with the name "xx-xx-ting" in the drama "Yuan-Dian". Aiyos! I have no idea who are they! I have lost contact with the tv-world since January? Anybody can tell me who are they?
My appetite is getting bigger and bigger each day. Since the first day at Shanghai till now, I hadn't missed a single meal. And thanks to Zhutou who kept tempting me with great food after i returned from Shanghai! Just had steamboat just now at Outram again. Sleeping is always the next after the meal. How am I supposed to escape gaining weight this time! :\
I have yet to upload those pictures at Shanghai. Do it up soon. Study time now! I almost forgot that I'm a student :p
@ 11:30 AMthe addict.
Joscelin Foo
Celine, in short
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