over a cup of coffee | le papillon

Friday, April 27

This was my dinner at Borsche @ Serangoon Garden with Mr Goh. All for just $13.80! And the food was simply fabulous! A perfect choice when you are on budget ya? :D

@ 8:35 PM

Sunday, April 22

Dear all, I will do an update on all my birthday celebrations, hopefully on Wednesday alright!
Only 3 days of celebration, but I'm all worn out. 3 more days to go. heh! Have not been getting ample sleep since Friday. I'm just so touched and happy by all my lovely friends! One wonderful thing is that I got all the stuffs i wanted for my wish list on Saturday! And they all referred me as the princess of the day. *giggles.

Off to do my video for the Hula Girl Search. Then sleep. I've seen all you readers tags! Just wanna say a big thanks to all of you. You guys are always so sweet, and BIG THANKS TO DANDAN!! hahaha. I'm looking forward to see your present. Gosh, I won't even give a damn if it's cheap or expensive. It's that thought that counts! And that's enough. ^_^

LOVES***

@ 10:41 PM

Thursday, April 19

Firstly of all, this lil' *chuchu* is from me to you guys! Each lil' tag of you guys really make my day! So, yes, I love you guys!

I've learnt to take things easy and let nature's take its course. But still, i will still continue to hold on to my belief and continue waiting.

6 days away from my birthday! 8 more hours to my birthday celebration marathon starting from Friday! Hollaaahhh ~ ^^v

@ 7:42 AM

Monday, April 16

Thanks everyone for your concern! I'm most consoled to hear those encouraging words from u guys. I'm feeling slightly better today, but still, tears dropped when i walked past the place we used to go.. All of a sudden, I wished my birthday never come. Cuz i know it will never be complete without him.. And i know, on the actual day of my birthday, i will stay all alone at home......

像一场梦却醒不过来
另一个我在看着我
她问我值不值得
为你付出所有
只要一想起你的温柔
就会让我看不清楚
你想做的你
没有谁强迫我坚强
我却都忍的住
清醒的孤独
你永远是我的最爱
不管爱你有多难
我的心只想属于你
无法预知的未来
你试着抱起我
却看见远方寂寞
爱将会克服一切
在我心中
我不会停止爱着你
握着你温热的手
就算偶尔透露
你的不安和放纵
我总是相信你

另一个你在看着我
他问我愿不愿意
给你更多自由
只要一想起你的忧愁
我想做的我
梦里的孤独
你永远是我的最爱

@ 4:47 PM

Sunday, April 15

I wish i could sleep forever. All the while, I'm only self-deluding. Blame it on myself for bring too confident of myself. I did everything to make the relationship works. I really couldn't believe things would turn out like this! I can't accept it! I can't!!! Why did i ever fall in love so deeply with such a useless bum!!!

@ 11:54 AM

I hate you.
I hate you for making me so miserable.
I hate you for making me cry.
I hate you for making me cant concentrate in whatever I'm doing.
I hate you for making me lose appetite.
I hate for making my life so meaningless!
I hate you for taking me for granted.
I hate you for treating me like a fool.
I hate you for making me love and hate you at the same time!!!!

I HATE YOU!

Well, Raymond was right. I brought all these upon myself. And i deserved it.

@ 10:48 AM

Saturday, April 14

Simplelife - You are??

AZ - Thanks alot my dear. I know life is full of ups and downs. I will pull myself up soon. (:

Andy - Thanks! Finals is on 9th June @ Tanjong Beach-Sentosa. Do come down and support ya! *winks

JokeDiary - Sure!

Anoymous - Nope, I'm single now. Hmms, big boobs? Honestly i don't really know. Hah, i did nothing to mine. lol.

Anoymous - Okay sweetie! I will do a post bout that soon. .

Anoymous - I'm sure it's safe. You can go search the net. Well, don't do it if you are scared. (:

@ 5:10 PM

Friday, April 13

On this very day, I let millions and billions of tear flow down my flushy red cheeks like a broken string of necklace. The flow was unstoppable, because, each single tear, is cried out right from the bottom of my heart. And each tear, was full of misery. I'll remember what you said, and I'll prove to you, that I'll live a better live than you. And I'll make you regret.

Though at this moment, I really have the urge to cry, but I'm constantly telling myself that I'm not going to cry again. Despite Ash's desperate measure to matchmake us, (which was kinda hilarious too!) but it only aggravated the situation. But i know, she was just trying to help me. Sigh.

Well, I'm sure that if I hadn't Ash with me the whole day, I would have been like a wandering spirit out of nowhere.

But luckily, the event over at Loyang kept us busy the whole night. It was a little bbq party held by some company and they need girls to go around serving the guests. It was fun! But of course, you guys should know how Caucasians are ya? Haa, but these kinda stuffs are always inevitable in events.

Before, we were doing some quick shopping over at Parco. Got some wonderful bargains over @ Sasa! 20% sale! Got the Clinique Pore Minimizer Mask and Cleanser. *winks. Aftermath, we took a cabby down to Loyang. Hmmms.. What's better than cam-whoring in the lil'cabby!

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That's my sweet lil' darling! Don't be shy dear.

*pout*

*squeeze! photos seems blur though, but i love the expressions on our lil' face!

12 DAYS TO MISS CELINE BIRTHDAY!

My birthday is the only thing which is worth looking forward to. Sometimes, i reckoned I'm really lucky in life.

Like when I'm young, whenever holidays are here, I would never fail to get a job! After 1year of being push-cart assistant, I tried out being a freelance model. And once the first trial shoot pictures were posted on net, I was noticed by Steff ( Inri International ) on the net and I was asked to do events for them. I learnt really a lot of stuffs for these events. It was really an exposure.

Few years aback, I mixed the wrong company of friends and was a real bitch. Surprisingly, my results topped the level whereas the others, they either retained or got the last. Well, i guess, God knows that I'm just under influence and gives me a chance to turn over a new leaf! (:

Friends wise; Though my boyfriends far far outweigh my girlfriends ( I don't have much affinity with girls. But if i had one, she would be one i really cherished =) , but i really treasure them. And they were such darlings.

They were always there whenever I needed someone. Especially Alvin, despite all my shouting and rudeness, he never once got angry with me. And now, my birthday is just round the corner. They actually promised me to get the new Ipod Shuffle for me, and a real nice birthday cake for me! They still asked me to show them the cake i want for my birthday tomorrow! And I just ordered my Pink Ipod shuffle today!! It'll be really for collection on Sunday!! HOlllaaaa! ~ :DDD

Well, so now, my updated birthday wish list will be only left with :

1) Guess Wallet!
2) Guess Watches!
3) Guess bags will do too! :p

And I'm really very glad that thanks to all these darlings, I'm fully occupied with celebrations from Friday to Wednesday! *winks

Well, till this moment, I realized friends are really more important than boyfriends. Boyfriends aren't forever, and they may dump you any point of time. The process could be so sweet so sweet though. I wouldn't dare imagine how would my life been without them during the hard times.

Now, the word l-o-v-e makes me cringe. It wasn't an unrequited love i would say. But however, if not reciprocated, it will flow back and soften and purify the heart. Well, love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss, and ends with a teardrop. The hottest love has the coldest end. Aren't I right?

@ 12:00 PM

Friday, April 6

It was the sister's day out! I've not seen Ash for 4months since i left Finexis ya. Initially, we planned to go to Expo to catch one of the church production by City Harvest. It was part of the Easter Day pro gramme. But to our dismay, the response was overwhelming and the whole hall was fully packed! And hundreds of people queued outside the hall under the scorching sun, waiting to get a seat! Within 5mins, beads of perspiration are already trickling down. Yes, we were one of those few hundred people outside. Argh. Left with no choice, we gave up waiting and made our way to get some seats to rest our lil poor legs. Don't ask me why we got started on cam-whoring! Haha. And the above was what my darling did! Sucha sweet one ya. ^^

Aftermath, we headed to Bugis. Wanted to go Katong for ktv session but it was fully booked! So alright, fine. We walked to Shaw, anticipating to eat at the Thai restaurant we used to patronize during our lunch time during the office-days. But who knows, the restaurant was closed! That was not all. We decided to walk to Suntec to get some laksa, but while we were queuing up, the vendor told the person in front of us that laksa had just been sold off! Oh my. =\

Our legs are really aching by then. Sigh, so in the end, we just settled for the others. *Shrugs.

But at least, we spend the night @ Zouk Phuture! And guess who i met? I saw Chloe there! Was thrilled to see her as it has been sucha long time I've seen her! Hmm, since the OCBC Event @ SMU? Heh.

While dancing at Zouk, images of him came flashing through my mind. The feeling was indescribable. Because i knew he hated me to club, i somehow felt guilty. But afterall, we are single! Why do i bother to care bout his feelings.

Well, if you love someone, set it free; if it comes backs it's yours, if it doesn't, it never was.
Easier said to be done duh.

@ 4:43 PM

Thursday, April 5

Hollaaahh~~! Presenting you the tube top Jason bought for me from Taiwan! Hehe, love it lots man. ^_^ Gonna wear it for my photo shoot on Sunday. It's gonna be an outdoor shoot at Changi Broadway ya.

Had a lil' chat with him over @ Starbucks 'bout modeling stuff. He asked me why I'm not with any agency. Hmms, come to think of it, i don't know why too. Upfront Models wanna sign a 2 year contract with him as they reckoned he was full of potential! And still planning to bring him to Hongkong to further expand his career. Wow! I'm really greened with envy when i hear all these. I want to have these opportunities too! =\

Days that are to come by are sure gonna be really busy. First is my Outdoor shoot, next is the Hula Girl Photo shoot. Ohoh! Forgotten to tell you guys that I've got into the Top 6 Finalists Hula Girl Search! I was really thrilled to receive their call this afternoon. Initially, i thought i was not chosen as one week as already gone by, and I didn't receive any news from them. But thank god, I'm in! The winner will get a free trip to Hawaii! You guys better wish me good luck. (:

The theme for Hula Girl is Sporty. Aww, kinda afraid that I'm not able to portray that image yah. Got some feedback from my friends. They told me to go tan my skin. Hoho, this is something i need to consider really hard. Because I'm those kind of "once-tan-very-hard-to-be-fair-again! " . And what's more, I'll just need half an hour under the sun to be completely tanned! I don't know why the melanin cells in my body just get together so fast huh! Lol.

The finals will be held on the same day as Summer Challenge @ Sentosa! So my job on the day is to interact with the audience, play games, and promote the drink! Sounds so fun ya! Can hardly wait for the day to come. =p

And next will be the celebration for my birthday! Will be celebrating quite a couple a days with different groups of friends. Hees. Not long after, I'll be heading to Shanghai for 10days! Wooolaaa ! ^^

Tentatively, the upcoming PC Show is on 31th May. Hope the details won't have any changes as I'll be only returning to Singapore no the 29th ya. (:

Alright. Enough of words. Miss Celine's photos time!

Ciaos ~ *winks!

@ 10:44 AM

Wednesday, April 4

I seriously need an Ipod Nano and a classy white watch! :(

@ 5:46 PM

Sunday, April 1

The same ol' routine - Once the clock strike midnight, everyones' finger would be on the hp keypad, busy texting each other, or rather, pranks! Heh, but I'm not one of them. And nobody played pranks on me either. Was that a good thing? But still, just one hour before 2nd April arrives, i could not resist the temptation and decided to play a little prank on my friend.

An typical prank usually preyed by couples is this :

"Hey, i think we better breakup." And when the other party received the text, she would have gone hysterical and ringed up the other party immediately. And the guy would just say "Aiya, read carefully lah! Got scroll down a not?" And meekly, the girl would scroll down, relieved to see that 3 words "April's Fools Day! " etched on the screen.

I reckoned, this would be a good chance to put each other to a test ; to see if your partner loves you more then you do and is afraid of losing you.

Aha. This year, i don't have any boyfriend to prey on. But well, my friend become my target instead - just at the last hour of April's Fools Day. But heh! I chose not to reveal the details. *laugh cheekily =p

Anyway, met up with Raymond for dinner at night and for the first time, we went over to AMK Hub. It was a pretty nice place, but some shops are still not officially opened yet. Quite a couple are still under renovation.

Talking about new places, I haven't been to Central! The one @ Clark Quay! Heard that it is very big shopping center and has a lot of beautiful cafe over there. I'll try to get some time off my busy schedule to go there ya.

Ohoh, this Friday would be Easter Day! Will be meeting up with my dearest Ashley for shopping then off to some Easter Event organized by a church over at Expo. Tentatively, we might be going to MOS ! Yay, i definitely need to let my hair down...!

23 days to my birthday.

Well, still deciding if i should go Sassy Bar again this year or not. But one thing for sure, I'll be going to quite a couple of ktv sessions with different groups of friends.
Haha, anyone would be kind to give me a dog? Bleh.

Hollahh!!!*** Jason would be returning from Taiwan tomorrow and he told me that he bought a tube top with floral prints ( He claims the top is from Fashion Festival!) and a matching shorts for me as my birthday gift! Oh boy, how sweet isn't it! Never thought it would be from him i would receive my first present. ^^

@ 11:25 PM