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Friday, June 30

もしもし! Just finished packing my room and its sparkling clean n neat now. ^^

Somehow, after being a P.A in Fin-exis, it has definitely changed me into a much better person. One obvious one is that i've become a neater person.

Looking ed my room now and the past, you would realised that im really a changed person. Now, i put back all my books into my shelves instead of leaving it laying all around the place and i actually would clean up all e rubber dust that is on my table. In e past, i would always consolidate and clean it up after a few days.

I guessed, its cus i always had to do that for my boss everyday before i leave the office. I've to make sure everything is in place before i could leave with a peace of mind. Surprisingly, it has become a habit now. (:

Have been surfing the net and came upon some great blogs. Those bloggers are really HOT ! Well, i've linked them ed the side section. You guys could browse through it if you are free.

Look ed those bloggers. What are your opinions of them?

But first, how do you people define the word beautiful? Great boobs? Big butts?

Confidence. Its confidence. To me, a woman with great confidence, is beautiful.

Look ed those models on TV, in FHM.. They present such smiles which portrayed out their great confidence and charm.

Yes, alot ppl say " Aiya, model only ma. You already say she's a MODEL. All cheat ppl one lah, makeup so thick, all fake one lah ! "

As what Xiaxue said " It is not a crime to prance around pretty with make up. It is a crime to let urself remain ugly when u can make yourself look better. "

http://xiaxue.blogspot.com/2003/08/quite-often-i-get-comments-like-this.html

I agree with her with a great extent. It's true. Why waste the chance of making yourself look better?

I remembering having a not-so-close friend few years back. She was such a gorgeous babe, but as i said, no one in this world is perfect. Yes, she had flaws- Freckles.

But that was just a faint bit of it. I asked her why she wouldn't try to apply a little concealer then foundation to it. And that would make her almost perfect.

And she replied " Nvm lah. Wont make much difference ! "

So you see. Dont you think she's somehow kinda silly to just succumb to fate instead of just making a little bit more effort and she could look almost perfect.

And yes, she commited a great sin. =x

People say i look like a ghost w/o makeup, no matter in school or ed home. And that's when the world greatest invention cosmetics, became a part of me.

My classmates could be jolly well standing infront of me in the train, but she just don't recognize me and to think of all the constant countless stares i made ed her.

Hey, im not making up stories. Its true! And i think it does nt only applies to me, but to anyone of you too.

Think. Who would want a woman with dark eye rings, sagging eye-bags and a pale looking face to model for their cover page of their magazine?

No one. Complete turn off for everyone.

And you think the model could smile with confidence? I seriously dont think so. If she could, then i think she should feel guilty and simply fuck herself right in her ass.

For me, i don have a single bit of confidence w/o my makeup. I dont even wana stare into e mirror cus i think i simply just look like a old haggard woman.

Months back, i went for a Makeover ed Estee Lauder. And after that, i got approached from Jerry Models. And he claimed that i have sex appeal and the confidence in me.

Confidence - It was e makeover which made me present myself with suck confidence.

Tata ~ Confidence brings out charm. (:

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finally, after 4 days, met up with baby ed nyte just now.

he waited for me downstairs n was shocked to see me.

shocked to see the difference in me, be it my hair or wad.

he insist i looked difference. just 4 days, he said i looked uglier.

wheras, i thought he looked more handsome.

funny funny. just 4 days ! =x

bk to sgoon north for dinner,

then back to baby house, hanky panky.

joking ~ lols.


@ 12:15 PM

Thursday, June 29

3 things to look forward to July

1) Estee Lauder makeover contest
2) New York's Skin solution facial package
3) our Happy 8-month ^^

4th day le ! And no one is fetching me from school again. Sigh. =(

Well, got early dismissal td as Monday is Youth Day. ahaa. That's the joy of being young okay ~ and being students ! I dont see any early dismissal during worktime, only ot!

Our teachers put up quite a hilarious show for us. They acted like students and wore e pants till so high up. lols.

While enjoying e show, i was happily enjoying my lollipop. lols. Actually only those who are in 3e5 had lollipops. But i said i acted like a small girl and kept ranting on n on that i want one. Poor Alvin sitting beside me " had a hard time " getting one for me. lols. =p

Hmms, me enjoy? Yes i do, maybe just to that small extent. Im not myself in school, and i somehow think that what i do is restricted. Restricted in a way that, there are alot of things i longed to do in school, but i just couldn't.

This morning, I was stunned to see that my blog was all screwed up. I din do anything alrite ! But i think it was e posting problem. I removed e short little post and everything went back to normal. Phew ~

Anw, that little post which i've removed was bout Baby not competing in e GSMB cus of some fucking miscommunications between their platoons.

I was really sad and angry to hear that. I mean, its like people really make the effort to go and train for it and suddenly, you are telling that person that he will not be competing.

But baby, i just wanna tell you that you are my No.1 superstar in my heart ! No need to compete ! ^^

Im not certain if i could post this entry sucessfully. Scully its another one screwed. =\


@ 2:07 PM

Wednesday, June 28

3rd day.. 3rd day!! w/o anyone fetching me back from school. Omg ! That feeling just sucks.

You guys claim you love me and you leave me all alone tolerating the stupid hot weather, making me take e risk of the UV rays damaging my skin, endangering my life by granting me higher risks of skin cancer? Sigh. I know, im just EXAGGERATING ~ =x

Baby is gonna have his competition ed 8 ed nyte ltr. And that stupid baby of mine say he is shy and dont allow me go. =(

I badly wanna see him sing the song " 天真 ". He looks so charming when he sings that song man. Lols. Beauty is in the eyes of beholder. =p

Ohoh. Im damn happy these few days. I've been getting compliments from Baby's friends and his camp mates. All had seen my photos in Baby hp and kept praising him that he has such a beautiful gf.

Nope, don misunderstand. Im not trying to prove anything, not trying to say that im pretty. Im just feeling happy. ^^

Btw, got to know that my O'lvl Chi Oral Exam will be on 23rd Jul, not tmr. Heaved a sigh of relief when i heard that. That means i got ample time to prepare for it. (:

Whilst the announcement was made bout the procedures bout the O'lvl examinations, it was then then i realised how ipt and " grand " was it. One mistake you made and that's it. And the cert follow you for life.

Honestly, this world is realistic. W/o a cert, pp look down on you. Even you are a u-Grad, you think you can hang you heads up and speak to us in a snoobishly manner.

You are fucking wrong. A U-grad isnt anything great now. People are pursuing their education over greater heights!

Im really stress up over studies. Im really afraid i couldnt make it to a good JC. I don wanna go to a JC which is not " prominent " .

You guys understand? I did mention in my past entries before that even if you are one who scored higher marks compared to another one who scored lower marks than you, but one thing ; he's in CJC, and you are just in a neighbourhood JC.

The result is out ; E one who is in CJC will get scholarship, but not you.

The world is that unfair. Or to say, nothing is fair in this world.

Nuff said. Didnt heard me talking bout World Cup recently huh ! And damn it. I didn't follow up the matches closely due to reopening of school and i completely forget that ytd had a match of Brazil and Ghana !

Hey man, Brazil is a sure win man. Won the World Cup before, and Ronaldo is such a fabulous stirker. I should have strike it rich if i followed up closely and a windfall is sure to befall me.

But.. as i said, SHOULD HAVE. What done is undone. Sheesh ~

Sigh. I really cant watch baby sing later. . .


@ 2:58 PM

Tuesday, June 27

Yawns. Im back from school. Since ytd, i've been goin home myself !! Daddy din came to fetch me, and stupid baby din came to fetch me ytd though he was having his day off !! Argh. The weather is always so hot in e midday.

Yeah man ~ Not gonna hav school from Fri to Mon. See, thats the advantage of studying instead of working. Thinking of working makes me really tired now.

The boss of Sassybar just called me ytd afternoon and asked me to work for him. Well, this is not e first time. Since i went there on my birthday, he has been asking me.

Well, though the pay is quite good, and cus of Baby, i din agree! I knew he strictly don allow me to work in pubs ! Of cus, i wont wanna lose my hubby over this. (:

This is the 2nd day Baby and i didnt meet up! We shall meet up on Friday, provided he doesn't have OT hopefully. Otherwise, i shall jolly well stay at home.

Studies is definitely stressing me out since the first day of sch ytd ! Normally, schools have CA & SA to assess their grades. But not for us now.

My school is gonna assess us through our daily assignments and weekly topical tests ! And that means we have to be, or might as well say MUST be consistent in our work and make sure we know every single thing the teacher teaches, in order to get good grades !

Sigh. Should i say its a good thing or not? Maybe some may think having a CA exam once and for all shall be better. But look on e better side, it really ensures that we are consistent in our work.

But its alright. Im really working very hard now. Not meeting Baby and staying ed home studying explains it all. And i've even signed up for tuition ! =x

Im having my O'levels Sec4 Chinese Oral exam this coming Thursday ! Omg ~ My teacher gave us such short notice and im sure that im not prepared for it ! Wish me good luck man. Sigh.

Ohoh ~ Not forgetting to thanks all e peeps in my school who have been constantly reading my blog. Didn't know ppl fr my sch actually reads my blog until i heard from my friends and everyone says my photos and neos with Baby are sweet. Arigatou ~ ^^

Was in school messaging with Baby when he told me that he might be sent overseas for work on Jan`07. Yes i know, it may be still long, but the thought of it sounds scary. I told baby that maybe that will not affect me cus im afraid that he might ditch me sooner or later. But what he replied really made me so touched that i had e urge to tear.

He actually promised me that he will not leave me, and told me that im his BEST gf and he cant afford to let me go, unless im unfaithful to him. That really meant alot to me. Regardless of the quarrels we had lately, i nvr thought that im still the BEST in his heart.

And that moment, i just had a kinda funny feeling, a feeling that is undescrible with words..

Baby, no matter what is gonna happen next, we are going to go through together. Fear not that i will leave you, because im more afraid than you do. I simply cant imagine spending my life with other guys. Cus, you are just my perfect guy. I love you.


@ 2:33 PM

Monday, June 26

Yawns. Just came back from school. There were quite a couple of new amendments made.

Every Thurs, we only have to reach sch by 8.15 instead of e usual 7.15. Yeah man ~ if possible, can meet baby for breakfast b4 school. Hees. But there shall be no early release of school on tuesday instead of e usual tues n fri. =(

And this friday is a Sport's day ! Of cus, im not gonna go. lols ~ And nxt wk is a Youth day ! ^^

Really was tired e whole day. Was non-stop munching on e sweets baby bought for me ytd, trying hard to stay awake.

Miss baby so much, but im not gonna meet him till sunday. Hah, this shall be a test for him. Let him know e taste of life w/o me for one week ! =p

Gonna take a nap soon and burn midnight oil to complete my holiday assignment ! Adios ~


@ 3:21 PM

Sunday, June 25

Black hair lady going-to-be soon. In half an hours's time, my hair shall be all black.

Shall i consider today a happy or unhappy day? Maybe 50-50. Was really unhappy this afternoon and teared alot. But everything was back to normal after ktv session. (:

Took cab to hubby's house early in e morning, tgt send Mummy to J8 for work. Went to Scotts to have our Korean cuisine lunch fers, then to Mango to check out my Atm card and also, change my top.

But so sad, they said items bought during sale period are non-exchageble. Alright, fine.

And yes ! My atm card was really there. See ! Baby don believe me, owe me $5 ah !

Right after i walked out of e Mango shop, e unhappy things happened. But still, we went to Baby's mummy workplace kara-oke.

Yeah ! Baby gonna sing " 天真 " by 杜德偉 on Wednesday for his dono wad competition in GSMB dinner. Omg ~ He really charms me when he sang that song just now. So 迷人. lols ~

Went back to Cine after ktv session. Stupid hor, go here and there. All baby fault lor ! But anw, it's already happened, no point saying.

And damn it ! My beloved sunglasses gone loose and dropped from my head to the floor. * Crack ! and there it goes. . =,=

Hey, it's only been a few months old lor. Gonna buy a new one soon. Another item in my wishlist.. Maybe gonna buy a new pattern instead of e same. Maybe those kind of retro? lols.

Had our dinner ed Breeks. Omg ~ Its pasta really tastes * ahem. So pls, don waste your money.

Went on to Cine to take our neoprint. Really love it ~ Its getting nicer n nicer everytime we take a new one. Gonna try a new machine next week. =p


And alas, off we go to Converse boutique and bought my new school shoes !! Bought e same model again. haha. $39.90.

Alright, gonna stop here. I think i have to wash my hair soon. Its black like charcoal now man ! Okok, black is nice. NICE !! =.=


@ 11:23 PM

Saturday, June 24

hello hello! 11.20 am. Yeah, of cus, im in e office right now. So sad, it shall be my last day here. But maybe not, cus Boss said he may need me to go back on weekends.

Well, for e past month here, i really learnt alot here; Esp finance thingy. And of cus, i've seen more bout office politics. Its more complicated than you think. But no matter how things change, e most ipt is to change yourself. Every complication is a challenge, a challenge to see how you react to the situation. That's what my boss told me.

2more days, and im goin back to school. Quite look forward to it, but really not my gold hair alright. =(

Met up with Baby ytd after work. Waited for him ed Khatib station. Then we went for dinner ed e food court. Ate e teppanyanki set. Damn lots of ppl and we had to wait quite some time yah.

Ohoh ~ Ytd wad a very badbadbad day. Went to the ICA Building b4 i went to work. And yes, i did mentioned that it was e 3rd time alright !! I was telling myself, finally, my ic will e done today. Say byebye to ICA. But that nearly failed.

When i was about to pay for e fee of the IC of $10, i realised i've lost my atm card ! I searched eveyr nook and cranny of my bag, my pockets. And after a few seconds, i told myself to face the fact.

I told e auntie sadly that i lost my atm card and i din hav enuf money to pay up. I usually pay with Nets , not cash, you see. Sigh.

Inside, i was ranting on n on that i really don wanna make e fucking 4th trip to ICA. The thought of it makes me nearly teared.

Slap me please. How blur am i man~ Looked ed e watch. 12pm. . Last resort, i called up QuanMing and asked him where he was. He said he just reached e office. And guess what.

Ya lah ! I explained my fucking situation to him and asked him to take train to Lavander all they way and give me money to pay up.

Wow ~ Thank God. That kind colleague of mine really agreed oh ! I heaved a sigh of relief after hearing that.

That auntie who served me was quite fucked up with me and kept ranting that why was i so blur. Still "reminded me kindly" , asking me not to forget to go home. =,=

Okok, i had no right ot argue with her alright. Cus it was already lunch time and im delaying her by asking her to wait for my fren to come and pay up for me. And she was e only one who is willing to make my IC for me cus other staffs insist that in order for e whole procedure of omitiing my chi name, my parents must be present.

Hey hey, my dad signed e form okay ! Why the fuck must my parents come all e way?

After ard 10mins, the auntie said she is not gonna wait for my colleague and go for her lunch instead. She stated that it should be me waiting for her !! =x

Shortly after she left, QM came. And then, an interesting incident happened. And from the sulky girl was i just now, to a girl laughing cheekily.

QM was reading e TODAY newspapers and an uncle came to enquire us bout e World Cup. Since i had an extra copy of Today in my bag, i took out and gave it to him.

He was waiting to be served ed e counter too and whilst waiting, we actually discussed bout the matches that was gonna take place ytd night. And he gave metips !! Hahahaha. Damn funny.

Hey, i was so engrossed in the World Cup thing that i completely forget bout that i was a blur sotong.

The uncle said he stayed in US and always watches live matches there. And i guess, e most precious tip he gave me was: Bet wisely, dont be greedy. (:

The funniest was, the uncle still thought QM was my boyfriend. lols ~ Upon hearing that, we looked ed each other, and laughed. lols ~

Alright, ard 1plus, e auntie came back and finaly, really finally, I DID MY IC !! ^^

Off we go back to our office. Was terribly late, it was already 1.30le. Went down to ChitChat and bought takeaway.

Phew. Finally everything is over. Hmms, thinking bout my Atm Card. It's e 2nd time ler. And it was just 3months ago !!

2possibilities : 1st- i forget to take back from e cashier after my payment ed Mango
2nd - i dropped it

And i guess, the 1st possibilies has the highest percentage. Sigh. How blur am i .. =(

Went to make my Posb Card this morning b4 work. Din wan to ed fers cus i wanted to call Mango to check out fers. Was feeling damn fucked up after Baby said something which made me really unhappy. Though i won 2matches ytd, it din really made me feel any better.

Anw, World Cup is having its quarters round starting from today ! Wow, gonna hav a hard time thinking of what to bet.

Germany vs Sweden

Argentina vs Mexico

England vs Ecuador

Portugal vs Holland

Wish me good luck oh ! ^^v


@ 11:23 AM

Thursday, June 22

Aww ~ I've been doin nothing for the past few hours. Did only those tiny weeny minor things that could be jolly well finished in less than 15 mins. E scanner has broken down ! And without e scanner, i simply cant do anything. And everyone's in e meeting, nobody to give me any instructions. Thus, im here, blogging. =p

2+hours to go b4 i end work. Gonna met up with Rainrain ed Lido and go to Mango sale. Finally, i have a chance to at least shop a little ! (:

Working ed 12pm tmr instead of 9. They will be having a fire drill and it will be a waste of time if i go there. Shall be making my 3rd trip to ICA Building !!

Oh man~ Daddy don allow me to change my name. #$!@% He asked me if i wana change my surname as well. Oh gosh ! It was him who didnt make an effort to change my name and now he don allow me. Sigh.

Well, i guess i just have to accept e fact that my IC wil only have my English name present. =\

Sigh. Baby is so busy now. Waited ages for his reply. Ohoh ~ Baby is in a competition, organized by his camp lah, smtn like a Superstar? Haha.

Cheers* Baby can show off his wonderful vocals ~ If im not wrong, he shall be goin for audition ltr. Good luck to my baby. hah.

School's opening in 3days time! Sigh. Its not that i don wanna go back to school. In fact, i quite look forward to it. But, i just cant bear to part with my gold hair !!!! ='(

Should i go to school in gold hair on e first day or in charcoal black hair? lols ~

Gonna enjoy to e fullest on Sunday. Planned nicely that we shall go to the Ktv, go for a nice meal, then e movies. I realised i have been working so hard this holidays and i din really enjoy it.

Work, work, work. It has been proven that Singapore is in e Top3 among Asia which has e most workaholics and they actually work more than 60 hours a week ! ( if i din rmb-ed wrongly.. )

And see, e retirement age for taxi-drivers have been increased from 70 to 73, as requested by e drivers.

People claim that e money they had earned throughout the years are not enuf to spend after their retirement.

For now, i work 50hours a week. Alot? Not as much as last holiday, 60hours a week. =p

Actually, people are controlled by two things. One is emotions, which is desire, another is greed.

There are quite a couple a millionaires in this world. They are in their 60s and yes, you people would say that they have retired. But no, they are not. They are still slogging their guts out, trying to make more money.

Do you guys realised something? People who are richer tend to work harder than e poor. Okok, some may think that im uttering rubbish. How could it be that? And 0f course, it does not applies to everybody. Everything has exceptions.

You guys must be wondering why i said that. First, what is e fear of a rich guy?

The fear of losing all his assets.

And because of this, e only one reason, which is enuf to change one's thinking, they work even harder, hoping that their money will grow more n more, and being very careful bout their assets.

Whilst, for poor people, they may work hard, slog their guts out all their life, just to make e few dollars to have a proper meal. But if one day they lose all their assets and become even poorer, the blow they are goin to deal with, compared to a rich person losing all his assets, will be much more greater.

Nuff said, shall stop here. Continue bout this topic when im free. Meeting's gonna be over soon. Seeya ~ (:

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Hello hello im back ! (: Met up with RainRain just now. Omg ~ Went to the Mango sale just now. It was packed like sardines alright ! And everyone was pushing one and another, trying to squeeze and get to the other side. This outlet i went was quite big, has 2 storeys, e one beside Lido yah. I was shocked to see that huge crowd and it was damn stuffy inside, with all e dust flying all ard e place.

Im most afraid of dust particles !!!!!!! Eeks ~ Took of my white cardigan, afraid that it might make mine black. lols.

Bought 2 long sleeves tops. Damn cheap. Half price, and of cus, after a hard time, i got e one which i wanted to get it. ^^

Rainrain was quite unhappy bout a small girl with her mother. She actually ask us not to step on her stuffs when we didnt? And pls, she was placing her stuffs all ard e floor. And pls, be reminded that its a sale. She should be jolly well prepared that her stuffs might be trampled over.

Was quite shag after al e squeezing. Went to Baby's house after that since Rainrain was living near him and i wil hav a companion. (:

Sigh. Had a tiff. Over a stupid vacuum cleaner and some habits of him which i don like. But of cus after sometime, we bury up the hatchet and i still printed out " yue fa san zhang ! " . I told him if he break any of these rules, im not gonna talk to him. lols ~

Ohoh ~ I bought e wrong top !! Guess i've to go and change. Hope they will allow me to, otherwise, at least allow me to change e size !! =(





@ 3:38 PM

Wednesday, June 21

Yeah baby ! I won e match on e Poland & Costa Rica. Told you guys. Sure win !! =DD

Matches later in the night today :

Portugal vs. Mexico

Iran vs. Angola

Holland vs. Argentina

Ivory Coast vs. Serbia & M'gro

Gonna hope i win e 2matches im gonna bet with Baby tonight. Will be betting on Portugal and Argentina. Placed a little higher stakes with Baby tonight. Wish me good luck ! Gonna win all e money of Baby !! HAHAHA. =p

Hmms, Boss treated us for lunch today again. But this time, with much more people. Went to eat Teochew porridge. It was real nice. (:

But was feeling kinda fucked-up after that. Got to know some truths from Rouxin. Sigh. After all i done for him, he actually does that to me?

But luckily, Baby came to fetch me after work. Hees. Went to eat my beloved Beef KuayTeow again !! Yummy yummy ~ Wanted to eat another bowl but stupid baby doesnt wanna share with me. =(

Went to e coffee shop near Parkview Hotel, e one which i always go there for Claypot Rice with Terence they all. Bought a box of Thai Stle Beancurd. (:

E " zi char " stall guys were idiotic man ~ Kept making such obvious and silly moves to me. Still came out specially to take a glance ed me. How stupid! You think i dont noe? =x

As usual, Baby acc me take bus back to Yishun and sent me home. He's always so nice to me. Asked him to go back home straight away and let me go home by myself, he actually told me that was a Must and a Procedure.

Oh ~ How sweet my Baby is. (:







@ 11:10 PM

Tuesday, June 20

Woke up with a shock. A very BIG one, a very SHOCKING one, a super FUCKING one.

Saudi Arabia vs Ukraine - 4:0 !!

Was stil in my dreamland until i saw this msg, i immediately jumped up from bed. Predicted that it will be a draw, and anw im playing handicap and most probably i will win lah. But see what happened in e end ! that

Alright, BALL IS ROUND. =x

Woke up earlier than usual ed 6.30+ cus i had to go make a 2nd trip to ICA Building to make my IC. Didnt bring my original IC that day.

Okay, time for you guys who dont know e truth. Jialing is not my real name, but actually Jiawei. You know e tennis player? Li Jiawei. Yeah man ~ But 3rd "yin" lah. Li Jiawei is 1st "yin".

Awful name huh? Sounds like a guys name. All thanks to my..father? Heard from Mummy that my actual name was Jiahui. But the nurse keyed in e wrong hanyu pinyin to Jiahui. Then my father actually didnt make e effort to change it back !!! Sigh ~

This time, i brought everything that was needed. I told e staff that i wanted to omit my chinese name in my IC. She said a consent form signed by my parents is needed. And ya lor, i was alone then !

I was hesitating for quite a few mins.. Whether i should go back and asked my Daddy to sign e consent for me, or just forget bout it, make e ic straight away and save all the hassle.

I enquired bout e procedures bout changing of names. And she told me i must find a lawyer to write a Deed Poll, and e whole procedure must be certified by a lawyer. Ans that will cost around $100+.

The lady saw how hesitant was I and she told me go back and think bout it all over again. She din want me to regret after my IC is made and do a new one. That will cost $60.

And so.. I took e consent form back. And yes ! I have to make a 3rd trip ! =(

Quite fustrated bout it. I really hated e name. Jialing was a name i liked very much. I liked names with a " ling " behind. Hahah. And that's how i came up with Jialing since last year?

Decided to seek my cousin for help bout this. She's a lawyer herself with her own firm. I think that shall be not a problem and im sure fees with be waived. Hees. =p

Reached Fin-exis earlier than i thought. Thought that i will be late but nope. Even bought Fried Beehoon for breakfast on my way to Fin-exis.

Baby is having his off day today. Keep ask me dont work acc him. =p Left work earlier a little and took bus to his house.

Baby said he would wait for me ed e bustop and go for dinner tgt. But EVERYTIME, i was e one who reached first. And i always ended up walking by myself to e destination. =
Ate our dinner ed 147. Then off to his house. Of course, not forgetting my beloved " xi de guo dong " ! I fall in love with it since Dear gave one to me to try! ahah. Like a small kid huh. =p

Watched tv awhile b4 goin up to his room. And guess what. Baby made a video for me !! He put a shortcut on e desktop, hoping that i wil realise it and opened it myself. But saddened, i din realise until he told me.

But that din affect my shock-ness of it. Omg. Thousands of question marks flew through my head that moment. I was really touched and.. Its like, i nvr ever thought that Baby would make such sweet thing for me.

What's more, it was just a normal day, not any special occasions you see. With e song " Close to you - The Carpenters " in e vidoe, it definitely created a romantic ambience.

Im really so happy and touched by his video. It may be something small, but to me, it really touched my heart and i really cherished it.

Haha. Baby was ranting on and on that he was unsuccesful. His motive was to make me moved to tears. But i didnt.

Baby has indeed given me a couple a surprises in just this month. First, flowers. 2nd, rings. 3rd, video.

Baby made one video for me before. But that was before he went to BMT and we were still pure friends. Haha. Of course, it was two different feelings that surged into me when i watched e two different videos.

Even ed that time when we were friends, it really touched me. Hey, not all guys will do that alright ! Some guys will not bother to do anything sweet or to pamper you with gifts or wad.

Im considered lucky, very lucky..to have met him. In e first few months of our relationships, i used to compare myself with other couples and complained why just i didnt have the things i wished for.

But now, i dont do that anymore. Not a single time. In my heart, he's e most wonderful bf to me. (:

Ohoh. Heard some rumours that couple rings will make couples quarrel, or even breakup?

As i said earlier on, its a rumour, up to you to believe.

Well, for me, NO ! I dont believe that. Couple rings are suppose to bond each other closer than ever, and its a kind of promise each have for one another. And e ring may remind us to to be careful of out actions and not do anything unfaithful to each other.

Why should a ring break a couple up? If that's e case, why should couples exchange their rings on their wedding day?

If its really true, then shall watches be exchanged instead? Since ppl thinks that ring breaks a couple up instead of bonding the two together? Then maybe ppl do think that watches are auspicious items that will bless longevity?

Or shall red packets not to be given out on Chinese New Year? Haha. Im sure no one wants that. Oops ~ I guessed, our parents really wish that to happen one day. If that's the case, they shall be able to save a huge sum of money. Anw, red packets will be given back to their children, not them huh? Hah.

Hmms, that's it for now. Up to you guys to believe it or not ~ (:

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Hooray ! Nuff said, World Cup time!~

Matches for today :

Ecuador vs. Germany

Costa Rica vs. Poland

Sweden vs. England

Paraguay vs. Trinidad & T'go

Shall be betting on the match Poland & Costa Rica. Sure win ! =DDD


@ 10:39 PM

Monday, June 19

Okay i got it guys ! I shall not blog in chinese anymore ! Din realise it will attract such an infamous commotion bout it. Thanks guys for all e honest comments you had gave me.

ohoh! And my sitemeter shows that e average number of visitors per day and e time one spend viewin ed my page has dropped drastically !! e some ppl said they din know what i was writing bout, thus, i decided to translate those entries which are longer than usual back to english...

But now nw! damn shag after a tiring day ed work td. OT again till 8.30. My eyes were damn pain after all e long hours on e laptop.

Had a very heavy breakfast this morning which consists of paus, chicken pie, curry puffs, sandwiches, tarts. Guess why its such special td?

My company actually fines those ppl who are late for the usual meeting every Monday. $20! Haha ~ Interesting oh? And they actually maximise the usage of e fines and ordered all these food !

Maybe one day i shall fine my baby if he makes me wait for a single min on our date ! He's a GENIUS for that alright !! ..

Didn't meet up with Baby td. He had OT. =(

10.23 pm now! And fucking Switzerland actually got one goal !! DDamn it. Was hesistating whether which one i shall bet on.. Well, with my baby, nt Singapore pools. Haha. Shall try my luck with Baby these few days first And if my luck is proven to be good, i shall place a big bet on South Korea. Im pinning high hopes on SK alrite !

Well, im quite lucky anw. I predicted that England & Paraguay will end up 1:0. And im correct okay ! And ytd match, Croatia and Japan; predicted that it wil be a draw. Betted on Japan. And ahah, regardless of all e penalty shots in e first half, im right again. (:

Aww ~ Sms-ed Uncle to ask him for tips. And he actually replied me only ed 9.10 , right after i hung up with Baby, telling him im gonna bet on Togo ( handicap : 1 1/4 : 0 ) . And less than half hour, Swit got one goal !!

God bless ~ Let Togo win gloriously tis yr !! =DD


@ 10:05 PM

Sunday, June 18

好累啊。。这几天都忙着做工，终于今天休息了。当然，难得休息的一天当然是陪我的老公。好奇怪，最近很into用华语来写日记。可能，因为我换成华语，会比较少人来哦观看我的日记。这很难说的哦，当然，最好不要啦。要多多支持哦。哈哈。＝ｐ

很快就要开学了，我的功课碰也没碰到。好懒惰，虽然我把我的功课都带来了，但是我有一种很想睡觉的感觉。哈哈。老公早已睡着了。

对哦，今天是父亲节！祝天下的爸爸父亲节快乐！

我这个傻蛋，是没有哪个习惯会和他们一起庆祝，从小，我每年都绘画上一张小小的卡片送给他们。但是今年比较不一样，我只是写了一封信。我把我一部分想说的话告诉了他，虽然我们每次吵架，很少沟通，但是我还是关心他的，只是表面没有表现出来而已。凡是是对家人，我都不擅长会表现出我对他么的关心。但是并不代表我每次对他们大呼小叫，就是我讨厌他们哦。

在我生命里，我始终觉得，我最依赖的人还是我的老公。没有了他，会觉得好不自在，好像少了什么似的。呵呵`=p

好烦，一直想不到一个好的username. 我是打算create一个WRETCH网站。以前有一个，但是我不喜欢。

真是的，一天24小时简直是不够。我有好多好多事情要做，好多好多连续剧和电影还没有看。明天又要去上班了，想了就讨厌。突然间，觉得假期不够。我的钱赚得还不够，enjoy的也不够，陪老公的时间也不够！看的连续剧也不够，什么都不够啦！

这个月都没有时间去facial，也没有时间绣眉毛！讨厌，所以我的眉毛拍照的时候会有一点怪啦！

神啊．．能不能把时间停留着，让我完成我想做的事，再继续啊？！？！


@ 2:58 PM

Saturday, June 17

好忙好忙！这几天都忙得要死了！但是很奇怪，每次说我要专心做工，不要与老公见面，但是每次最后我们都会见面！就像今天，我昨晚已和她说好，今天不见面，我要做ｏｔ．哪里知道，老公晚上８点来接我放工！本来是做到九点的，但是我又怎会舍得让她自己一个在楼下等我！哈哈。

讨厌咯..但是我喜欢！呵呵｀这样每晚我都不用自己一个回家,　也不用那么想他了！去ShawTowers吃了晚餐，就到Marina Square看Runaway Vacation。本来是要看Silent Hill的，真可惜我们迟了一步，作为只剩下第一排而已。

说好看也不是，说不好看也不是。只是前面有点搞笑，但剩下的。。。所以呢，我劝你们还是不看好了！哈哈哈。

看完老公送我回家。然后又自己搭得士回家。老公好好哦！从来都不会让我自己一个回家。呵呵｀今天玩的好开心，希望每天都是这样。。。（:

对哦，这几天同事们都知道我快要离开公司了，都会约我去吃饭。Andrew还说临走之前，一定要拍照。他说要让他朋友知道，他的公司竟然会有一个火辣１５岁的小妹妹！过讲了！哈哈！^^


@ 11:53 PM

Friday, June 16

一段感情，要维持，并不是一件容易的事。最基本的三样东西∶信任·了解·包容。

而我，却只达到一样，信任。其他的，我觉得我都失败了。今日不同往日，随着时间的逝去，问题自然而然的，一个一个地浮现出来。而，问题竟然是我。

幸福是掌握在自己的手上。一旦不珍惜，就会失去所拥有的东西。到时，后悔就太迟了。一直在想，为什么我会变成现在的我。好无奈，是我的要求太高了？还是我过分了？

哦！没事没事，我和我的baby还好好的。只是今天我又任性了，心情较低落些…baby说得对，为什么他办到的事，我就办不到？为什么每一次只有他为我着想，我从来没有？我承认，我是自私点，但是……不说了。

说点开心的事吧。虽然今天又些不愉快，但又发生了一件非常甜蜜的事。晚上baby送我回家的时候，在巴士８５１，baby竟然说“ Will you marry me? ” 这就是baby所说的mini-wedding.　呵呵～想了好好笑哦。很好奇，为什么他会突然这么说！他说因为他想安定下来，只爱我一个。哈哈。我们真的进行正式的结婚仪式哦，交换戒子啊…等等……！哈哈哈。那种感觉，不知道怎么形容。很好笑就对了。本来苦着脸的我，听了一直笑个不停。 哈哈哈！=p

接下来在巴士的时间，好甜好甜……也很开心。因为，我以为我这副德行，baby一定会对我反感。但是，做梦也没想到，他会说出这种话。虽然不是正式的啦，但是，在我们心里深处，这就是我们对彼此的承诺。呵呵~ ^^v


@ 11:53 PM

Thursday, June 15

好累，几乎每晚都ｏｔ．今天下班了就到yishun陪老公吃晚餐，吃了就回家了。很平凡的每一天，下班，就约老公。但是，这种日子很快就会没有了，因为……


要开学了哦！！！！！=(




@ 11:40 PM

Sunday, June 11

Hello hello. Let me warn you guys first oh, this entry has tons of photos oh. Haha. 难得一天off哦，当然要趁机拍多一点啦！呵呵｀　我知道我知道，你要说拍来拍去都是一样的脸对吗！哈哈。这句画我听了好sian了。哈哈。

虽然是Sunday,但是还是蛮早起来。中雨，我可以慢慢打扮自己，不需要担心等下打扮太久，上班会迟到。好久没有这种感觉了哦！=p

我们先到cine拍neoprint. Dear 欠我的！！本来跟他说不要拍了，因为我看他很像sian sian的leh.. 最后他看到我要哭要哭就硬说要拍了。=(　

最后拍出来不是说很美。不是说不美啦，只是说没有想象中那么美咯。。因为我们选错了照片。sigh..

然后我们去了Pasta-mania吃午餐。本来是说好要到cathay看戏，哪里知道竟然下大雨，去哪里都不行，所以最后就留在cine走走。。走啊走，dear说要买戒子哦！刚开始时有点吓到啦，因为那时候他说等我们走了一年后再买。

本来很期待的一个礼拜天，竟然就这样变成那么不开心。。不是今天而已，前几天都是这样。sigh..

我们去了Bits & Pieces看看。。看看而已，但是没有买。那时候，我想，我们最近好像都一直都有不开心得事发生。不用说，就是我咯，每次为了一点小事就不发小姐脾气，我也不知道为什么会变成这样。然后，我就觉得，我每次这样，万一dear不要我怎么办, 还是不买好吧，而且我那时也不是很开心咯。。

突然，我去大了一个便回来之后，不知不觉，我的心情又回来了。哈哈。想想， 不然买下算了，就让这枚戒子提醒我要改，不可以一直发小姐脾气。

哈哈。对咯，所以又进去看了戒子。选了好久，才决定要买哪一枚。这次比较他别一点，大多数的人都会选择卖silver的疖戒子。但是我们却选择跟别人不一样，选了一个“银色带一点铜色”。

我们的戒子当然有刻着对方的名字哦。呵呵` 买了戒子后，就去看Benchwarmers. 很幸运，我们买到了couple-seats.

Benchwarmers 是一部很不错的电影，他妈的好笑。哈哈。是一部关于小孩子给别人欺负之类的。我以前竟然也有这样哦。不满你们，我是有一点racist的人啦。以前小学有一个印度人，我们全班都很讨厌他，每次都作弄他的。我们无缘无故灰尘他不注意的时候，背到一边，或者是一支取消他之类的。 很多啦，说也说不完。还有另外一个，她是一个混血儿。但是它比较好一点啦，我最后又跟他道歉。哈哈。

看完戏，雨也停了。该市后回家了，当然我没有那么乖！当然是回baby的家咯！

好可笑，我竟然忘了现在是Great Singapore Sale ! 去了Mango，看上了一件衣服。也看到了Chloe．本来是要马上买的，但是又想到mummy在Suntec的Mango有人诗人，到哪里买回有２０％折扣，不如到那里买。哈哈。

baby说我那件很美，孩子远水哦要sponsor我一点。哈哈，好开心，但是如果他说sponsor全部，我会更更更开心哦！呵呵`=p

到了Amk的Sumo-house吃日本料理。不错啦，价格不会贵，很多人来吃，还有蛮多是reserved的。但是不是说很好吃。就像我们常说的咯，mai hiam ae sai, ai hiam ka na sai !

迟浩乐趣CashConverterShop看看一下。哈哈。第一次去这种地方，觉得很神奇。那里的东西好便宜哦，但是给我，就算我多么想要那样东西，我都不会买second-hand的。因为我觉得，自己努力赚钱买回来的才会珍惜。而且，二手货一定会有瑕疵，很丑。

一会儿就回家了。终于和baby看完整集《人生马戏团》。好好看哦！你们一定要去看。

当然不会忘记，我和baby为互相戴上了戒子。这枚戒子，就是我们彼此的承诺证明之一。有了这戒子，我一定要改掉我这个坏脾气。很难啦，但是会TRY哦!

baby，我真得很爱你的哦！对不起啦……你看，我那么好，竟然说要go dutch!! 恐怖啦~

@ 11:40 PM

Saturday, June 10

我又来啦!今天早上的心情比较沉闷一点．会不会是因为昨天晚上的昨晚的事呢？=(

本來５點就能下班了，可是老板一直給我东西做，最後延迟到６点才下班．

下了班就直接去baby的家等他从NDP Training回来．为了补偿我昨晚的任性，我再等baby回來的時候帮她整理房間，也幫他換了床单．希望baby看了不會再生我的气咯! =p

几点多就到147和baby吃晚餐. 然後就回家了. baby看到他的房间那么整齐,还以为是他的mummy帮他的. 讨厌难道就不可以是我吗！我有那么不好吗？=(

@ 1:50 PM

Friday, June 9

和平常一样，放了工就去meet我的宝贝吃饭．但是今天出了一点点问题．我又弄baby生氣了．
都是我不好咯，baby说他很累，要睡觉，我却生气，发了小姐脾气．

sigh..为什么我有这样呢．．就是改不了我这脾气．每次都弄到彼此那么不开心．以前都不会这样的．前天才刚刚吵了第一次架，今天又弄他生气．怎么搞得．．

最后一支道歉，还好baby不是那种小气的人，一下子起就消了．

好内疚，我这次好像过分了一点．明知baby已经很累了，但是就是要他陪着我，我却那么不谅解他。。。

有得说声对不起。我知道，对不起这三个字并不代表什么，所以我现在答应你，我会尽量改的哦。改次你累了，我也不会硬要你陪我。='(


@ 11:53 PM

Thursday, June 8

Hello hello ! 好累哦，刚才和dear到bugis那裡吃了砂锅饭．好好吃哦，好久没有去那里吃了，还记得以前每在Suntec做工的时候，每次放工了我们会一起去那里吃．好怀念那时候哦．．

今天baby做什么都好像不是很顺利哦．我们也花了好一段时间才找到吃砂锅饭的地方．
吃饱了，baby陪我乘塔巴士回家，然后自己塔德士回家．好好哦！

真开心，baby从来都不会让我自己一个回家．呵呵` 爱死他了！^^v

@ 11:58 PM

Wednesday, June 7

今是baby的Graduation Day哦!　baby穿得好斯文，好帅哦！哈哈. 不知道eh,我就是喜欢男孩子穿shirts & pants, 会给一种安全感，就很想给我一个感觉它是个很稳中，可以依靠的男人．呵呵｀

baby来接我下班，然后我们到Suntec云吞面．好好吃哦！

也去找了Uncle他们．好久没有看到他们了，所以顺便去和他们打招呼．他们都说我变成熟了，也越来越美了．呵呵｀

时间过得好快．不知不觉，我和dear已经在一起要七个月了．每次到Suntec，就会想到以前的很多往事．Suntec是我和dear初次见面的地方．没有了Suntec,就不会有现在的我们．

dear还说，改次如果我们结婚，可以在Suntec举办婚礼．哈哈．如果这一天真的会到来，那可是多美妙哦．．呵呵｀=p


@ 11:54 PM

Tuesday, June 6

我的电话没有BATTERY !!!!!!


@ 10:28 PM



YES ITS DEVIL DAY !! AND IM HAVING A FUCKING TERRIBLE MOOD OF A DEVIL !
I HATE MR GOH !!! HE IS A DEVIL TODAY ! CORRUPTED BY HIS DEVIL D-CAM !! AND IN TURN, HE CORRUPTED ME TOO !!! I WAS TOO CAUGHT AWAY IN MY THINKING OF MR GOH'S WORDS THAT I FORGOT TO GET OFF E TRAIN ED CITY HALL AND WASTED MY PRECIOUS FUCKING 15 MINS WAITING FOR ANOTHER TRAIN AND CHANGIN TRAINS ! LEFT E OFFICE EARLY TOADY JUST TO HOPE THAT I COULD REACH HOME EARLIER TO WATCH MY 9PM SHOW. AND BCUS I FORGOT TO GET OFF , I REACHED HOME ED ONLY 9.35 !!! IF I KNEW I WOULD MISS E SHOW, I SHALL JOLLY WELL STAY IN THE OFFICE !!! OH, RATHER SAY, IF I KNEW THIS WOULD HAPPEN, I WOULD NOT TALK TO THE DEVIL !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HE CORRUPTED MY MIND TOO !!!!!! YES, IM PETTY !!!!!!! YES, YOU DEVIL !!!!!!!!!!!!!..* apologies for my harsh words. this is e only place for me to vent my anger. but anyway,baby, i still love you. but i hate you more.


@ 10:05 PM

Monday, June 5

哈哈。不用猜，dear又在玩game咯！但是不用紧啦…因为现在他至少在我的旁边，而不是把我丢在楼上。哈哈，这样我也爽，真是的! =P

好sian阿．明天dear没有做工，但是我有啊！！明天dear可能买了d-cam回来接下班。可能而已啦！！都不知道会不会。。。=(

昨天和dear讲电话到临晨三点。。听他说了他和他以前的女朋友的故事。好drama哦……想啊想，我应该感谢他以前的女朋友让他改变？还是继续boycott她？其实呢，我也不应该像那么多啦，总之，能遇到他是我一生中最幸运的事。在我心目中，他永远都是最好的！呵呵……


@ 8:23 PM

Sunday, June 4

好无奈。。不知为什么，最近很容易发脾气，很容易闹情绪。好讨厌自己，今天已哭了两次了。从以前到现在，每次一生气或不高兴，自然而然就会哭。但是每次哭了，心情就会好一些。好sian, 真的不知为什么。是因为从小被从坏了吗？daddy每次都说我只会哭，说得很对。哭， 治标不治本。。

从来都不会为了一点小事而在男朋友面前哭。真是的，今天不知怎么搞的。。我也不知道为什么今天会这样。。不可能是pms啊，因为我从来都不会这样。好内疚，这几天都每次都会无缘无故为了点芝麻小事而发小姐脾气。。dear会开始对我反感吗？但是好电视，这表示了，这才是我真正的自己。以前和别的男朋友，即使很想哭，也会咬紧牙跟人着，但是最近，就是不能忍，只想这样哭出来。怎么办才好呢。。

but anyway,刚才dear煮了coca-cola鸡翅膀。但是我吃得不多，平时的我都回加饭，但是今天根本都没有。sigh... =(

对不起……


@ 9:20 PM




Hello hello guys ! Im back ~ Missed me? =p

Currently ed Dear's place again yah. He is downstairs playing his stupid game. Just back from Hougang Central. Ate e fake " Jack's Place " again for lunch. But it wasn't as nice as before. =
Dear's changed his Final Fantasy game to a new one. And he told me he just wanna try out if e cd will work. But wtf is he doin now? It has been 45mins. I wonder why does trying a game needs so much time. A sheer 3 mins is more than enough !!

Im feeling damn fucked up now !! I just threw away my nail polish away!! Been doin pedicure but e nail polish was dry up somehow. It didn't come out as nice and im not used to Dear's table.

And a ant actually climb up my leg when im doin it ?! 2nd ant after i reach okay ! Fuck it. Why cant e ants let me off? Ohoh ! I drank a mouthful of LiangTeh with a bunch of ants inside unknowingly.

Sigh. Ya, i know. What's e use of fretting over somthing which has been done?

And damn it. Baby & I had been planning to cook a nice meal but it has been delayed quite a couple of times. From 28th till now, not a single shit was whipped up. =x

And we actually planned to buy e ingredients for today's meal, and suddenly Dear say he's mood is gone. Sigh.

Really feeling so fucked up now. Shall be working on Tuesday. Sigh. The think of it makes me sian half.

As the saying goes " Man is greedy " . And yes ! One is never contented with what he/she has. And im one of them.

One tends to complain one thing after another and tries to change the situation to the better when actually, it is better than e latter one which has been changed.

Life is full of complains. Listen to mine. And im sure im not the only one who has the same thinking as me.

Before the holidays, i was complaining bout the stressful and boring hours of studying and i hoped for the holidays to come so that i could find a proper job instead.

When e holidays came, i couldn't find a job. I grumbled everyday bout the boring life i had. I fretted over e money i had would be not enough for my use.

And now, i found a job. But im complaining bout doin e same old thing for e whole 10 hours. And surprisingly, i wanna go back to school and go back to the "stay ed home shake leg " life.

On the other hand, when i was ed home, i complained that i had nothing to do ed all.

I know i know, alot of you pp are trying real hard to find a job and get away from the " everyday shake leg " life.

But when you get a job, you will find it real boring and fucked up and cant wait to go home and have a good sleep.

Sigh. I really do not understand what i want sometimes. I don't seem to be contented. Whenever i get the things i want, i would be happy, for a moment, and be very enthusiastic. But soon, my enthusiasm fades with time. ( But of cus, Dear is an exception. )

And I actually requested to work 10hours instead of 8 hours a day! I complained that 8hours a day is too little and the money i earned is not enuf.

Now, i got my request granted. But im kinda regretting why i made this kind of request as it seems like even one second more in e office is killing me !!!! =x

Okay, let's say if i really quit the job and go back to the " shake leg " life, i can jolly well predict that i wil be complaining that i have nothing to do everyday and wanna work again.

Sigh. Sometimes, human are just like that. Im sure you guys too huh?

Its the same for any other things.

Women always fret over if they would be left on the shelf when one reach thirties. But when she really gets married, she will complain that she has lost all the freedom and hates feeding the child every now and then and coaxing the child to sleep and becoming a old hag.

And then, she will wish that she can go back to the life where she can go shopping with her girlfriends.

There, i told you. Everything comes with a complain.

And i came up with another saying. 别人的东西永远都是比较好吃的！

每次before去吃的时候hor,我已经决定好要吃什么了。就有一次，我一直吵着要吃炒饭。dear就吃生面。但是hor,when食物来了，我看他的一下，再看我自己的一下，我会觉得dear的比我好吃！！ 然而，我会觉得我自己的很不好吃！虽然那使我一直很想吃的，但是看了dear的生面， 我突然会很想吃生面！！

这种事情不知是一次，有很多次了。所以过了几次，我再也没有和dear吃不一样的东西了。即使
有时dear要吃的东西我一点都不喜欢吃，但是我还是硬着头皮和他叫一样。因为我知道，如果我叫我自己的东西，最终，我还是会觉得他的东西比较好吃的。每次的！！！！！ 真是的！！

为什么人就是永远都不会满足呢? sigh. 就是很奇怪咯。。。

很sian..aiyo !!! 为什么我写着写着变成华文了！

dear try game try 到现在还没有try好啊！！他妈的，骗我。。气死我啦。。

本来还说要帮dear做manicure的…但是我一气之下把我的nail polish丢掉了。。怎么办？

管他的。我看他都忘记有我这个人了·！！！丢我一个人在房间，自己在楼下玩game..GAME有这么好玩meh !!!


@ 2:46 PM

Saturday, June 3

哇！今天在office真是他妈的sian！整天一直要睡觉咯。。我还跑去去厕所坐在马桶nap３分钟！不要笑哦！那些有做过公德，我相信你们也是会有这样的。因为学校我有好几个同学上课时也是有这么做的！哈哈。hmms, 今天tx特地从家里跑来office买午餐给我吃。很好哦？哈哈。dear要发火了哦…情敌。哈哈。

Well, back to English again. Somethings are difficult to expess in chinese. Lol.

My colleague, Andrew, explained to me how this company im working for now actually works. Until now, then i knew the purpose. And it was then then i realised what are all e documents im handling everyday is about.

Hmms, my words may be a little boring from now but kindly bear with me. Jus press Alt-f4 if you think you cant tolerate. Haha.

Just a small introduction bout my company. Okay, what actually does my company does?

But first, i shall ask you guy what is wealth?

MONEY?

Yes, money is wealth. Everyone knows that i suppose. But how well do we actually know bout wealth?

Well, wealth is classified under 3 different categories in a pyramid. The base shall be Wealth Preservation.

What comes to your mind when you hear of wealth preservation.

Yes. Savings. But first, do you save? Haha. Im sure everyone finds it damn difficut to save.

In this 21st century, the way of life has changed dramastically comapared to the 90s. Everyone 爱慕需求。Wheras, in the past, everyone's life is just so simple. Neither they are rich nor have nice clothes to wear or wadsoever. But they are just happy.

Was ed Chinatown ytd with Dear. We went there for dinner after work. Then i saw a boy playing football with his grandfather.

Maybe that may be a common sight you see now and then, but to me, it definitely aroused alot of my reflections.

They may be poor, they may be wearing clothes w/o label, but they are happy. These ppl are simply contented with what they have now, and i can see that, they cherished it.

Currently, how many ppl in this world are really contented with what they hav? Living on day by day w/o any complains.

I can easily say, these ppl are " endangered " .

Okay, nuff said, back to the topic. Yes, nowadays ppl spend their money lavishly and go for " high-class" stuffs.

And that is why, these ppl will need our help.

My company is regarded as a financial advising company then works with different banks and insurance companies and they are able to come up with loans for these ppl, investments, etc.

On top of the category of Wealth Preservation shall be Wealth Accumulation. And that's when insurance policies come in the picuture.

In this realistic society, most pp regard insurance as a dirty word, a taboo. They claims that they will live healthily, nothing unfortunate will happen to them, and even it does, they can settle it themselves. And when insurance agents come to them, they might interpret their meaning wrongly and assumed that they are cursing them.

Yes, i know. Agents wants to make money too. And of cus, they would like to clinch a deal from you.

I do somehow think this way too in the past, but not now. After what i heard, it does make sense to me.

Insurance policies, on the other hand, can be seen as an investment too. And everything in this world is unpredictable. Who knows? * Touch wood ~ Your grandma may be down with a illness and had to go through a surgery.

And what's more, your family survives on e meagre income monthly. How shall one be able to oevercome all these? And that's when insurance comes in hand.

Okok, i shall not talk bout e bad side. Think on the good side. It is a sort of investment too. You really can earn alot of money in future, depending on the plan you signed up.

And yes, you are helping yourself to save money, and also, to earn money.

Graduates are more n more common now. Everyone has a hard time looking for a job. What if one day, you lost your job, and you are the one who supports the family?

Eg. You pay $50 every month to the plan you signed up. And this is a 15-year plan which assures you $1200 you monthly.

What do i mean by $1200 assured? Hmms, example lah, you suffer from depression halfway and unable to work. The policy you bought will come in hand and gives you $1200 monthly. Better than nothing huh?

But of course, if you wana buy a policy that assures you more money, you hav to pay more monthly.

As i said, it is a sort of investment. After paying for 15years every month, you need not pay anymore. That doesn't mean that your plan terminates and you get back all your money.

It actually accumulates more n more daily. And when you reach a certain time, you can decide to terminate your plan and you will realise the money you get back will be much more then what you ahve paid for the last 15years.

That goes same to the interest in banks.

Vice versa, if you terminate your plan halfway, dont ever think that you will get back the same amount of money. You will suffer a loss i tell you.

You must be wondering, why these ppl are so good. What for they give us more than what we paid? Arent they suffering a loss? What are they trying to do actually.

It's nth. It a kinda business strategy ; they use e money you pay every month to invest in some other things that will enable them to earn much more and that explains.

Haha. Are you guys falling aslp? Yawns*

I shall not emphasize so much and jus summarize the last category. Wealth Distribution.

When you die, what happens to all the assets you accumulated all the years? Ya lor, give to your children or charitible organisations to allow them to continue your legacy.

Lol. Im sure you will never thought that wealth can be so complicated.

Most ppl think, money is money lah. Money to eat lor, spend lor. Think so much for what. Save so much for wad? I only live once leh, of cus mus enjoy la. Buy insurance? Siao ! Why mus i go through so much trouble to listen to you crapping bout all these nonsense. Wait i die then say la. When i die, money auto ppl wil fight for my heritance one lah. =x

And because there are such ppl in this world, tragedies happen.

* Tata. And when you realises you lack of any of these, or you are stuck in any of the categories, come to my company ! We will help you analyse what kind of situations you are in and come up with e best solutions that shall be the best for you.

And choose Aviva oh ! It's been on the newspapers that its the clear winner of all the insurance companies. (:

Haha. Agar agar lidat lah. Wanna know more ask me bah. Haha. Shall stop here. Rmb oh ! Ask your mummy daddy buy insurance policies for you. I have too. I know you guys are falling aslp. Thanks for listening. =p


@ 3:50 PM

Friday, June 2

今天啊。。一样咯，做工! 放了工就去dear的家。他妈的，又下错站！还弄得dear也生气我，我也生气他。tx今天怕我忙到懒惰去买饭吃，又特地到shawtower买我最喜欢吃的chicken cutlet rice. 哈哈。

我哭了。因为我吃饭的时候dear不让我看电视！他说要玩ps2 ! 不知道为什么啦，就是很fuckedup, 所以吃一半就子跑上楼。然后就哭了。。神经病hor,这样都要哭。也是因为之前我下错站有点pissed off lor. 所以累积累积，一次过爆发出来。=

但是最后dear发现我哭了，就一直哄我，也有一点下到为什么我会哭。哈哈。一切又恢复正常了。幸好我的宝贝男朋友不是那种脾气不好，会乱骂人的，不会红女朋友的那种。除了有时很喜欢破我冷水，其他都很好啦。即使有时我生气，一下子就会笑了。不会像我生他的气，都是气很久的。哈哈哈。

DEAR,高兴吗？！！我por你leh, 终于讲你的好话了！！不要再说你每次都夸我，我没有hor! 哈哈，现在高兴吧？在这么多人面前说你多么好，happy吗？哈哈哈。=p　

@ 10:11 PM