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Wednesday, May 31

YEAH !! 今天发薪水了哦！！我这个月要HIT $1000 的TARGET 哦！加油加油~ ^^v




@ 11:30 PM

Tuesday, May 30

a very boring day for me.
jus WORK..
didn't hav any programs lined up td.
on diet n budget td.
ate sandwiches for lunch ,
maggie mee for dinner.
wanna puke out everything i eat td. sucks,
whilst dear is having yummy buffet. one thing that's worth my anticipation;im getting my pay for May ! (:

MR GOH , I MISS YOU !


@ 9:31 PM

Monday, May 29

Im boring! Have been all alone upstairs ed Dear room bloggin. He's downstairs playing game! Sigh.

YES ! THAT IS CALL NEGLECTING ! =(

YES ! IM DAMN HUNGRY AND HE DON GIVE A FUCK TO ME.

YES ! THAT'S WHY I HATE GAMES !! GAME GAME GAME ! EVERYDAY ASO GAME !!

YES ! I WANA SMASH HIS PS 2 !!!! AARGH ~


@ 7:44 PM

Sunday, May 28

My surprise ! =DD

Im a happy happy lovely girl today ~ Non stop smiling ( except e MANGO thing ) . Sometimes, i wonder why am i so lucky to have such a wonderful bf. ^^

Woke up in e morning, called Baby as usual. As he told me ytd, he would go to Perlini's Silver and buy e rings for me. But on e phone, he said he don't feel like buying it for me.

Omg ~ Wonder how was i feeling ed that moment? I was wondering, why my bf could be so %$#@! .

Of cus, thick-skinned me told him off and pester him to buy for me.

Hey, it was him who said he wanna surprise me alrite ! And just cus i guessed his surprise doesn't mean he need not buy for me.

After my bath, i called him and told him that i dont want e ring anymore. Well, if buying a ring is so hard for him, then might as well forget it. All i want is just somthing that comes truly from his heart, not one just to buy me off. And i hung up.

Took cab to his house. He was unhappy that i take cab to his house as i would be broke then and later, he needs to give me $ for night cab.

Will it kill him to pay for my cab fare in e night? =x

Hmms, was wondering why his bed was so nicely tidied up, and all lights are turned off. Then, he asked me to lie down on e bed.

Guess what i saw !! AHAHAHAH ~

A LOVELY-DOVEY BOUQUET OF FLOWERS !! =DDD












WOAH ~ Couldn't stop smiling. Just smiled and smiled ! Lalalala happy man ~

Love him to bits. Realised all e things he said to me was just part of his surprise to me. Hees.

At that moment, i hated myself for being so unreasonable and tempermental all e times. Baby was soo sweet to give me flowers, one that i longed for !

Yes, he is e 1st boyfriend i received flowers from! But sadly, not e first one to give me flowers duh.

The 1st one was from a guy working ed VGO. He was desperately trying to get my number and asked his colleagues to try to talk me out but to avail.

It was few days b4 xmas.. I was working ed XMYD ed that time when Terence asked to sign something. And omg ~ The delivery man was holding a bouquet of pink roses. =p

Of cus, i was damn shocked and lots of question marks popped up my mind.

Read e card in e flowers and guess what? It was from e guy from VGO. Uncle they all were teasing me every now and then. Duhz. I am jolly well lying if im not happy ~

I was thinking : 哇!我有这么美吗? 不必为了要认识我而费这么多心思吧。。

Well, on the other hand, i purely wished that bouquet of flowers were from Baby instead. But i knew very clearly, it wouldn't be him. And partly, our relationship weren't that stable compared to now. (:

Oops ~ Shan't talk too much of it. Baby's face shall be turning red when he reads till here. ahahaha. x)

And also, he ask me dont post bout e flowers cus he mentioned b4 he would nvr give flowers to a girl. 管你啦!我要写你也是这样,谁叫你一直玩game..整天game game game !!! =x

Went to Hougang Central in e afternoon. Ate Western food four lunch. Yummy Yummy * Tastes jus like e " Jack's Place " ! Hahah. So those who aren't that well off, come here ! Hahah. =p

Bought 4 PS games, got 2 free.

On e way, asked Dear to buy mangos for me as i had a sudden craving. And guess what he told me?

不要啦！只会花我的钱。。

And inside my heart, i was like duhz " 他妈的！买一个mango给你的女朋友会死meh!! 一粒$2而已啦！ 又不是一粒$10 ！没有看过这么niao的bf..

Didn't talk to him on e way home. Well, trying to make me laugh agn. And i hate it, because he suceed every single time. =p

Dear :你懂你的日本名叫什么吗？
Me : 什么？
Dear : *吃不到buay-gei-yan!
Me : 哈哈哈哈。。face turned black agn.
Dear : then你知道我的日本名吗？
Me :不知道啦。。
Dear : *有钱自己买！！！ =,=

See ! My baby is always so lame !! And from that time, he kept calling me " 吃不到buay-gei-yan " !! Hahhaahaha.

好啦，不说了。我只知道，我的ｂａｂｙ事实上最好的！！虽然呢，有时有点niao，有时有点霸道，有时有点lame，有时有点over-sensitve，而且。。。放的屁很臭！！哈哈哈哈哈。但就是因为它是这么一个奇怪的人，我才会那么爱他！！　


@ 9:48 PM

Saturday, May 27

Happy 6month (:

Went to work as usual. Oops ~ Should have reached ed 9 but instead, reached only ed 10.30! Cus blur me rmbed e time wrongly. =p

I was thinking, since baby and i don have plans to meet each other, then i shall work 9hours instead of e usual 8hours.

Went to Parco - Giordano and bought 2 spaghs and one white tee.

It was then Dear called and asked me to meet him, since it was our 6months together. Haha.

Of course, Dear can hide nothing from me. Judging from his cheeky voice, i knew something was up to his sleeves.

Asked him to meet me ed Dhoby Ghaut and go to his house tgt, he actually refused ! Hahaha. One in e million time he would act like this ! Of cus, GOTCHA. =p

Went to have our dinner ed one of e coffeeshops. Ohoh ~ There was one stupid uncle ( e one who sells drinks ) Normally, those auntie uncle will " patrol " ard and asked if ya wanna have any drinks.

Yes, that stupid uncle did walk ard, but his eyes just always looked straight ! Baby and i was sitting ed a corner and we waited for damn long for him to come and ask us what drink we want.

No ! Should have said, it was us who kept wave our hands in e air to ask e uncle to come. But damnit, e uncle still didnt see us, and it was another Auntie who saw us.

Omg ~ Sometimes, why would these uncles be %$#!@# ? Hey, people pay you to serve us people okay ! Not only those who sit outside. Okok, i know you are lazy to walk all e way into e corner and asked us what drinks we want to hav. But please ! It is your fucking job. =x

Dear told me that wanted to surprise me actually, but the shop was closed and he didn't manage to get one for me. =(

Cheeky him said i would get one tmr. Haha. And of course, i started guessing what his surprise gonna be. Hahah.

As i said, he could hide nothing from me. Gotcha ! Couple Rings. =DD

I was asking Dear, why is it everytime that i couldn't get a surprise sucessfully? It isnt e first time i guessed what his surprise gonna be. =
Why cant he just planned everything nicely just like me? Like bluffing me that he is goin out with other girls but on e other hand, he buys e couple rings for me, or wadsoever. ( i know i know, im praising myself again bout how wonderful am i to plan e bfdae surprise for him ! =p )

But he said something which i felt it made some sense.

如果我骗你说我跟朋友出去，你又生气。如果说我不要ｍｅｅｔ你，你又一直问我为什么。等下如果我说我跟女孩子出去，你又不接我电话。你要我怎么样！！而且每次我要做什么，你都会知道的！很恶心咯！

哈哈哈。Make sense huh? Hahah. Blame myself for being too clever and difficult to please. =p

Went to his house after that. Played PS2 with him. Aww ~ Couldn't get e keys right and was damn fucked up.

And stupid Dear kept say i 没有脑！Fine ! I know you are good ed games okay, but not me lah !

Aww ~ I thought you promised me you will never talk harshly to me again ! Not e first time le ! You were like this too when we played 剑侠情缘!!

Nuff said. I hate you. =x


@ 11:38 PM

Friday, May 26

1st Day of work (:




Hello hello guys ! I found a job le !! Its ed Gateway ( Fin-exis ) . Im working as a adminstrative assistant.

My working hours are quite diff from others. Instead of e usual Mon - Fri, im workin from Tues-Fri. 8 hours a day. 11-7. People, dont miss me. I will be here always. Hees. =p

Hahah. Such a coincidence huh ~ Dear is off on Sunday and Monday, just e same as me. (:

Mummy dont believe me, and says i was e one who requested to work from Tues-Fri. Hahaha. =p

Nuff of my slacking days, down to some serious learning. And im all alone, trying to get used to e moments i hav to take public transport w/o Baby by my side.

Had e accompany of Dear almost everyday everywhere after my exams. And now, back to working life. But sadly, just for one month only.

Haha. I wore quite formally today. A dress from M)Phosis. Look abit too old, am I ? =
Reached e office ed 10.30 and Mr Chua talked to me bout my job nature and i gladly agreed to it. He appointed Candy as my supervisor and another guy named Quan Ming to work with me.

My job was easy. Just scanning all e documents into e com and renaming it. Hahah. Don't 小看 me this temp adminstrative assistant hor ! I actually have a " project " to complete oh. Mr Chua has prepared dono how many piles of documents for me.

And later when im used to e environment, I need to plan my time and work for another advisor named Jean. If im not wrong, she will allocate different duties for me. (:

An easy job, though an average pay, but it kills time easily. Don't be surprised to see me online oh, cus im always in front of e com. Haha. Good hor, can eat snake. That's wad im doin. =p

Went to Bugis Street and passed Chloe back her MMC. Then went to Bigbird buy takeaway for Dear. Thought waiting a cab there might be faster but, Sigh. In end, i still resigned to fate and went to taxi stand. =(

Stupid Dear ! He should have come and fetch me on my first day of work. But that game freak, went to Hougang and buy his BELOVED PS 2 !!!!!!

So waste money !! Ask him dont buy still buy. Sigh. Complains that he needs to pamper himself just like girls do. Okay ~ Fine. =
I jolly well told him to ask his BELOVED PS2 to be his girlfriend !! =x

Sometimes, i jus dont understand why guys love games so much. It seems that it will kill them if one day e govt make games illegal. And i think it really will. Wheras, i will be there, celebrating with a bottle of Champagne.

How nice if they will use their devotion on their girlfriend instead of games.

I know i know! Im jealous of that stupid PS 2!

Im prepared for e worst ; Prepared that he might cut down on e phone calls, prepared that i will be all alone watching tv, prepared that i will be upstairs bloggin alone and that's what happening now !! =(

Well, guys play games to pamper themself, wheras girls buy clothes and accesories to pamper themself. But you guys see me goin shopping with my girlfriends and neglecting my bf ?

Sigh. So sad. The answer is NO. I've not gone shopping with all my girls for sooo long. Friends are asking me not to MIA.

Nono, its out of my willingness to give up shopping. The fact is im a good girlfriend who rather spends all her free time with her bf instead of any other things !! (:

* HEY GUYS ! PLEASE TAKE NOTE THAT JERRY HAS BOUGHT A PS 2 !! AND IM WRITING THIS BIG CUS HE TOLD ME TO. HE IS LAZY TO BLOG , THUS MAKING USE OF ME !! HAHAHHAHAHA. =p


@ 10:38 PM

Wednesday, May 24

HAPPY 23RD BIRTHDAY BABY !! (:

Hoho ~ Its Baby's birthday today.

1st, i wanna say a big sorry to Dear. Planned to countdown with him for his actual bfdae ed 5.10 am but something cropped up and ended up meeting u in e morning. =(

Our first program of e day was the...ZOO ! HAHa. Funny hor, birthday go zoo. Haha. Of cus mah, Dear needs to say Hello to all e baboons there. They are one family leh ! =p



Such a hot day. What a wasted trip w/o a D-cam. Sigh. Took only a few pathetic pics with my 6260. Not really clear la, 勉强还可以咯.

It had been years since i went to the Zoo. I still rmbed e last time when i went there, i was still a small young girl.

And now, all grown up, it was then i really observed these animals. And i really think that they are amazing creatures.

Imagine yourself being locked in a room for couple of years. You shit , eat , play , all ed e same place. And e space you have contrains you to only able to walk a few metres. Are you able to tolerate all this ? I couldnt. Definitely not. But these animals can !

Sometimes, i think animals are so pathetic. They are kept in a area, some even cages, just like a jailbird. And look, a jailbird gets into jail because he had broke the law. But what bout e animals? They did nothing wrong.

I really think its unfair for them sometimes. At least, when Man gets misunderstood, one can stil hire a lawyer to defend himself. Whilst for animals, they cant do anything.

Its fate. This is what God has create in this World. There are just so many unexplainable things. And things just seems inevitable ; One jus has to accept it.

Seriously, if im given a chance to be in e animals shoes for one day, i would want to. Really !

I wanna have a feeling how these animals actually survive al these years, their thoughts and their everything. Its really AMAZING !

I never knew animals had so much for me to learn from them actually. They aren't just animals, they are.. Erm. I aso dono lah. lols ~ ( There are exceptions too lah ! )



Ohoh ~ Not to say e ostrich lah. Hahaa. Head soo small. See le aso wanna laugh. Looks so stupid. See enemy only know how to bury its head in e sand, dono how to use brain and run away de. It thinks if it buries it head into e sand, no one can see it meh? Haha.

And e pig aso. Looks so black, like charcoal lidat. And it has a tummy soooo big... just like Dear. Oops ! just joking. =p



Ahaha ! E baboon was e most intersting creature that i spent e most time observing. They are the descendants of e GuHuatZhai man ~ Just like gangsters. The head see each other buey song, then run n run. Then e small baboons will run after them, whole load of them hor ! Mai siao siao ~ Hhaa. Diao zui. LOLs ~ So funny. Shall video them if i had a d-cam. Hahaha. =p



Sky began to darkened and it starts to rain. Poor us had to hide under the shelter for quite sometime.

Took cab back to Baby's house. Was way too tired. Took a nap b4 heading to Dhoby Ghaut for Fish & Co.

Ordered Seafood Platter for 2. Hmms, it was quite nice but i wouln't recommend it to people lah. Sweson's would be a better choice for me. =]

Rushed to Suntec after that for X-Men 2. Me this fool had neither watched X-Men 1 & 2 nor the cartoon before. That explains my sian-ness ed e first part of e movie as i was quite confused bout e nature of each diff characters. =
And our day ended ..

Sorry Dear... I didn't gave you a wonderful birthday as what i had planned earlier. I was too excited bout e surprise and neglected others things. May i will be able to celebrate your next birthday with you, and i promise, i shall give you a wonderful birthday no one ever gives you. (:


@ 11:43 PM

Tuesday, May 23

Stayed ed home for e whole afternoon. Damn bloody bored. %$#@!

Just one day w/o Dear and im kpkb-ing. Imagine if Dear has to go overseas for his job, i shall tell you now, i will go CRAZY.

Guess what was i watching? 面包超人! =,=

Called up Patty and asked her if she could acc me swimming. Super lala happy when she agreed. Hahah. * Clapclap. My benefactor has arrived ! =x

Took a cab and chiong to her house. A fine weather for swimming. Been ages since i went for a nice swim. Have been pestering Dear to go swimming with me but he just refuses.

Dear was sooo bad. Keep ask me go home. He was afraid that guys will come tackle me. Hahah. =p

Had our usual girls talk ed the sauna. So relaxing ~

Simon came ard 7+ and swam with us. I was like a, erm, ligtbulb? =x

Was dog-tired by e time i reached home. My legs just felt like jelly man ~ I guessed i pushed myself too hard. I swam 32 laps in total !

Few hours to Dear's birthday. Right now, he is ed Marina South with GY they all fish prawns. Hahah. Before that, they went for steamboat. They guys were celebrating Dear's birthday. Dear got a Zippo lighter for present.

That idiot only know how to enjoy, whereas me, feeling like a jelly now. No energy.....

Nevertheless, shall get ready and go Dear's house soon. Gonna countdown his birthday tgt with him. (:


@ 10:05 PM

Monday, May 22

VOLCANO !

No lah ! Singapore where got volcano de ! Its just that today's weather is soooooo hot man ~ =
Nvr stopped perspiring from e moment i stepped out of the house. Bloody hot.. ZZZZZzz `

Rushed out to meet Dear ed AMK station. Sigh. Completely didn't have ample time to do my makeup. =x

Went for my interview ed FineExis ( Parkview Square ) ed 1pm instead of 2.30 pm.

While waiting, observed e outfits of the staff. Woah ~ All so 淑女，so斯文. If really working in an office need such clothes, then i think i shall need to spend a huge sum of money buying. Hahah.

All i have is one office skirt and blouse - G.Armani and a purple top - Song + Kelly 21. =(

Hmms, e manager sounded positive but still, confirmation will be done later as he still need to discuss with his partners.

Hope i get this job. If not, i shall work ed Bugis with Chole or otherwise, ed Ice Cube.

After my interview, walked all the way from Bugis to Farrer Park for our yang rou tang.

Omg ! Damn super hot man ~ ENDURANCE ! PERSERVERANCE !

Walked again to MRT station. zzzzzz` HOT HOT HOT !

Ahh ~ Dear ah ! Pei me go swimming leh !!! Sigh =(


@ 8:40 PM



Surprise!

Hello hello guys ! Im damn high now. Hahah. Let me warn you guys, this entry has loads of photos. 1st is me zilian, next is ed Elite Pub. =]

Let me jus summarize bout ytd. Went to salon and dyed my hair with Shujing. Haha. Dyed 3 times man ! Then got e colour i really want lah. Cus 1st time i chose e wrong colour. =
Luckily i jus need to top up a few dollars to do again. Phew ~

After that, went to ** order Dear's birthday cake.

Just a small one, 1/2kg. Chloe said one that's enuf for everybody is good.

Ohoh ~ Birthday cake? Not Wed meh?

Hahah. Me this brilliant gf of his decided to give Dear a surprise , and that is today ! Lalalala *

1st, I guaranteed this will be a definite sucess because Dear die die also will not dream that i will gang up with his friends and give him a surprise. =]

2nd, I bluffed him that im goin out with CH they all, and yes ! He was damn angry and blah blah. x)

That silly Dear of mine, stil dreamt that i & CH * ahem. =,=

Got up quite early in e morning though i suffered insomia last night. Think is I was too excited bout today surprise im gonna give Dear.

Dear told me b4 that whenever his friends' bfdae, he would buy them presents for sure. But when it comes to Dear turn, nothing. =(

And so, i told myself that im gonna give him a really happy birthday. This is e first time im giving sombody a surprise, and e first one for Dear. =]

Got a lecture from Dad. Nevertheless, cheered up soon.

Started dolling up myself since 12+. And i only finish all my makeup and choosing of clothes ed 2pm !

ROFL ~ No wonder Dear always say im sooo SLOW ! x)

Eh, yah. My 老毛病 acted up again. Started 自戀 with my dyed hair. Haha. Damn love these photos of mine. Kept telling Dear that im so pretty. Oops ! BHB * =p



Didn't get Kor to fetch me cus i was way too slow. Haha. After that, went to get my beloved cake. =]

Damn nervous when im on e way to Elite ( a pub ed Serangoon Garden ). So afraid that i might bump into Dear halfway and spoil e whole plan.

Luckily, everything went fine. Thanks to Chloe for her constant update, and her fabulous acting skills in front of Dear. Hees.

Firstly, asked Shander to dedicate e Happy Birthday song. While waiting for e song, i was outside decorating his cake with all e candles etc.

And when e song starts, that was e time i walked in, with Dear's birthday cake.

Omg ~ You can imagine e look on Dear's face ! SUPER LALA SHOCKED ~ Should hav took a pic of his funny expression on his face that moment. Haha.

He only " regained his conciousness " after 3mins man ~ He even dropped his cigarette he was holding on his hand that moment. LALALAALALA * =DD

That show, MY SURPRISE WAS A BIG SUCESS ! * winks ^^v

Was enjoying so much until ...

* Beep beep ~ Zzz. That was his ex gf. Got pissed off upon e moment i saw her name.

Okay, so what today is 21st? Sigh. 2years le. But still.. Completely so fucked up for e rest of time.

Chole started sms-in us what happen to us, tried to cheer me up.

Ahh ~ Im not being unreasonble lah. But i jus dont like that sucky feeling. It makes me have e feeling that he hasn't got over her yet. I know if he hasnt't, he wont't be with me now. But.. You know. Relationships are complicated.

We both have e same character : Gets jealous very easy, possesive.

Well, that vividly describes e situation just now. =(

But finally, after some thinking, i think i shall not spoil e mood. And after he promised there will be no next time, i gave in. (:

Jasmin & Bincent left earlier cus they had to attend their friend's bfdae party too.

Wow ~ That lovely couple. Had 夫妻相, sooo cute. =p


我和baby (;

baby的cake

许愿哦。。

夫妻相 =D

chole & jasmin

wayne & shander

wayne / shander / chole

red lobster face. 哈哈

me & wayne`

us again. lols ~

candid. lols ~

我和圆的不能拿

（；

有是我们！

（；

me & chloe & shander (;

4 of us.

我和诗尼（；

(;

twist ~

another candid.

me & baby. =p

twisz ~



gay ~ lols.

=D
haha. dear holding e Chivas, wid his present (bag)









Left ard 7+. Me & Dear went to have our dinner. Eh, stingray and kangkong again. Gosh, im gonna have pimples coming up soon. =x



Bought KK food then walked to Dear's house. Laughed and chatted all the way. Hees.

That was e time he told me that initially, ed Elite, wheni first walked in with his birthday cake, it took him seconds to recognize that was me !!! Aiyoyo. Own gf aso don recognize.

Hahah. He told me that he was wondering why did such a pretty girl appear on his birthday w/o anyone telling him. LOL ~

Hmms, went home quite early today. 11+. Cus need to get up early for my unterview ed FineExis tmr. Wish me good luck (:

What a fun day it was td ! Esp my surprise for Dear. Im glad Dear enjoyed it.

SEE, IM SOOOO00OO GOOD TO YOU !! ^^v









@ 1:01 AM

Friday, May 19

Da Vinci Code

The weather is damn bloody hot now. Jus back from school.

Aww ~ Got back all my results. Good news & Bad news.

Good news first : I improved alot oh ~ Esp in Combined Humanities. Mr Faizal said I improved e most. Lalala * 2 marks to A2. =]

Bad news :
1) I failed 3 subs, instead of just 1 in e common test.
2) Nvr ever got so lousy marks for my Language Compositions. Know why?
- For Eng : damn teacher say she couldn't read my handwriting. Heyhey ! I was rushing for
time okay ! You think i want?
- For chi : Wrong format..
3) Never in my dreams that i will fail my Chemistry. I got an A2 okay ! Now? FAIL! Well, ed least, not only me. Quite a handful. Hahaha. CH failed more badly than me. Damn happy. Cus he was e one who used to coach me, and he scored A1 for last term. Hahah. At least, he is lousier than me for once. Oops ! Kill me bah if you see this. =p

Lookin upon my shitty results, i wonder how shall i make it to Uni.

Ohoh ! I just got new resolutions after ytd.

Went to Recuit Express ed Raffles Place to sign up for applications of jobs. Right after that, went to Taka to meet Cecilia in Zara. She was busy tryin on her jacket suit.

Zara's top are definitely nice. Didn't bother to try on any cus i know i even i take a likin to anyone of it, i wouldn't be able to buy cus as i promised myself, im gonna set aside my money for next week Baby's birthday. =]

Cecilia was quite stressed up after her meeting. Naughty her bought almost everything she likes, hoping to make her feel better. Spent $200+ jus ed Zara.

Envy* A matured young lady with a stable career. I wanna be like her in future. She's my role model.

Went to Take to hav Japanese Cuisine again for our lunch. * Thumbs up !

But one thing, that auntie was way too stingy. Not that im greedy, is just that, im not the only one who asked for more sauce on e salmon ! Jus a tiny scringe of sauce on it, how you expect me to enjoy you savouring salmon? =
Shopped ard Wisma. Went to Pepper Plus and took another look ed e lace top. She told me that its not suitable for me as it makes me look way too matured compared to my age. And Baby said it was not nice too, so, i din buy it.

Next, Forever21. Love the tops of theirs to MAX. Lots of variety of blouses there. Tried quite a few. But just couldn't make up my mind and due to time constraint, Cecilia asked me think bout it 1st. Cecilia bought a jacket again.



She says its too sexy. =p

Baby says black is sian. =
Love this ! Pure. (:

hmms, not nice.





Cecilia says i look best in this. (:

Nice?

hmms...

should i buy this or?

nvm, SMILE =]

ahh, should buy or not !!


我不知道！！

Rushed to Heeren to DayTrippers. Bought a Retro shirt. That was e only piece, as they only ship in one for each design. =( We both like it. But its okay ~ We agreed to share wid each other. =]




On e way to Mrt station, e salesgirl of Daytripper called and told us that we left a ZARA bag there. Omg ~ That was near to 6pm. And i am meeting Dear ed 6.15 pm !

While she went to collect the bag ed Heeren, i went up to Business Edge and signed up for applications of jobs.

Called up Dear and told him that i will be late. He was soo angry with me ! Gave me such a fright. Not his usual self. =
NOT FAIR !There were quite a few times where i have to sit alone ed e stone chairs on e platform and wait for him near to half hour alrites ! And whenever he books out during e weekend, i always waited for him alone for so long ed Pasir Ris interchange.

WITHOUT A COMPLAIN !

And now, he told me that he hates me, always being so slow. =(

Rushed like hell to City Hall wit Cecilia. She was rushing with me too. Haha.

By the time i reached City Hall, it was ready 6.37. =x

Mit him ed Shaw Tower instead. Ahh ~ As i couldn't make it in time, we bought tickets for e 9.30 show.

Acc him to dinner, while me, eating fruits only. =p

Sat in front of e ticket booth, chatted and chatted, till 9.30. Haaha. Sorry sorry ~ I know my fault.




baby said im only allowed to tk 1 pic.
oops ! 2nd pic. =p

GY and his gf came as well, Kor & Cecilia came too. Triple couple dating? Hahah.

Saw Terence and Christine ed there too. Hahah. Wad a coincidence. Well, those ppl who came to Shaw Towers to catch this movie, im gonna say : SMART ! clapclap * =D Hahah. We were one of them. x)

EW ed Suntec was full house, neither was Bugis or Cathay. So you see, Da Vinci was such a hotseller. We all wanna be e first to catch e movie. Hahhaah. =p

Kor & Cecilia were late for e show. They thought we were ed EW ed Suntec. >,<

Hmms, but the show wasnt as nice as I expected. Kinda boring. Dear and kor kept wanna fall aslp. =,=

One good advice : Read e book b4 you watch it.

Nono, im not crazy. Even if you read the book beforehand, you will be confused too. This story takes great understanding and analytical thinking to understand fully.

After that, went to LaoPaSar eat with Kor and Cecilia. Baby took cab home alone cus he was way too tired.

Wanted to go Geylang have 甜鸡洲，but Kor say we wear too sexy, cant go ! ROFL ~

Wow ~ Damn tired. Fall aslp in Kor's car. Hahahah. Was ready 2am when i reached.

Omg! The Kailan we ordered had so much 嚎油 on it. As if 不用錢!

Complained to e boss and they changed one for us. Zzz, their rice was stil as hard as when i came on my birthday. Omg ~ Mayb i should complain to them next time when i goes there. Nnono, im not gg to go there again. =x

Hahah. Kor was so poor thing! He had to carry all e shoppin bags of ours. Hhahh. So many of it. Hahah. We were so bad huh ~ We girls are like that. Bleh ` =p

Cecilia & me walked off first, leaving Kor behind. Then there were a group of guys, standing beside e mortorcycles. Idiotic them shouted " Byebye " to us.

Korkor saw that and shouted ed them. We laughed. Haah. He was so fierce man ~

Aiyos~ Dont too impulsive ma. We never know if those 小混混 will do anything to our car.

OH ya. Had been ranting on n on but stil haven't told you guys why i suddenly made up my mind to go Uni.

Well, as i said, Cecilia was my role model. And yes, i wanna be like her. I gonna study hard and earn alot and one day, i can be like her, buying wadeva things i want, go shoppin whenever i feel bad or wadsoever, blah blah... Hard work do pays.

Sigh. But lookin ed e shitty results i got today, i think even i can, i wll not be in a good JC. =Ohoh ~ Mummy suceeded ytd ! Damn happy ~ The dark days are over ! Plans for Baby's birthday remain intact. =]

Gonna take cab to Khatib Camp fetch Dear tgt to his house. (:




@ 1:04 PM

Wednesday, May 17

New York Skin Solutions

Is it that i will cry every night when i part with Dear? Seriously, i dont want that.

I HATE THAT ! Sigh. My fate all counts on Mummy tmr. =(

Btw, went to New York Skin Solutions for facial with Mummy and Cecilia ( korkor's gf ) . Woah ~ S180. But got it ed a student price for $90. =]

Cecilia signed up a course for 5 sesions ed $360. Mummy still considering yah, cus our course is more exp. 10 sessions for $1000 or 20 sessions for $800.

Woah ~ That was real good. Now i realised how bad is Century Beauty Spa. I think they are hurting my skin.

I look just as red as a lobster after ie whole session. But not this.

My consultant did 3 different masks on me. Did a simple neck lift and lightening of eyerings.

Yeay ! She did on half on my face 1st to show to me results. * Clapclap. Thumbs Up ! =DD

Well, I really recommend you guys to go for that. =]

After my facial, acc Cecilia go buy some things. But halfway, i left fers and rushed to Dear house.

Took a liking to a pink cutie handbag ed J8 ! Ed e dono wad shop, Xecessories? You will see that shop once you walked out of the mrt.

Hmms, $25.90. Not ex. Jus thinking if i should buy? Baby's birthday is coming next week. Im saving all money jus for him. x)

Sigh. Happy times always pass so fast. Really cant bear to part with him. I hate that feeling. I have only myself to blame for this fucking situation.


@ 11:32 PM

Tuesday, May 16

好累啊！刚刚才气来不久。。 现在下雨哦，好没有心情出去。这段时间几乎每天都有何baby见面。 每次都很开心。我把握得sungalss和contactlenses放在他的家！！ 怎么办，明天可能会和我的同学他们出去，没有了sunglass是我的命！！= 好累啊。。

Well, this few days had been busy with sending my CV to different job organizations in seek a adminstrative assistant. All thanks to Cecilia, my brother's gf. She definitely helped me with a lot. thanks (:

Hopefully i can get a job by this week, dont wish to waste any more time. A day w/o school but w/o work is no different from wasting a day. So.. Wish me good luck huh. (:

This coming Sun is Caiwei birthday !! Hees. We still thinking where should we go celebrate this time. Sassy bar? lols ~ Nah, she don't want. Haha. Im sure if i go there again, Jason will ask me to work for him again. =
好讨厌！今天的我很肥很肥，昨天早上的兔子还是扁的， 现在呢！！

多谢昨天和dear去靠近bugis那里的火锅咯。因为这件和我们没自持的一样，是吃了才换钱，不是先还钱。所以我和dear怕吃不完浪费要换钱，所以就拼命的吃咯！！

好后悔吃了那么多，我好不容易收下来的肚子现在。。。。 ='(


@ 11:46 PM



Feel so lost.. Just like i lost something important from my life.

Everything gonna change, never e same anymore.

No more midnight shows, no more staying up ed Dear's hse, no more taking my own sweet time taking bus home with Dear, no more pubbing if i can, no more fun til late in e night..

Everything changes. Everything i planned for Dear for his birthday and our half year anniversary is gone ~

No more chill out after work jus like in e past, no more.

Baby, im really touched for all the things you said to me. My tears dropped when you said you will stay by my side always, you will endure this together with me, that you will always love me. I know, this 6months will be a hard time for us. Jus like e time when we lost Landy. Since you are willing to go through this tgt with me, i think, i should not have any complains anymore. I will try my best to get use to it. I love you too.


@ 10:20 PM

Monday, May 15

God Damn - ICA

Finally, had my last paper !! Well, sure fail my Maths Paper2. Haha. Completely dono how to do, and was real sleepy e whole morning.

I forgot to bring my wallet to school man ! And i ended up borrowing shillings from friends to take bus home. Zzz ~ And i realised tt only when i got up e bus with my friend, and still, WRONG BUS ! =
1st problem : Missing letter

Reached home immediately start searching for my letter for making of IC and blah blah. Coulnt find ! Make me sooo frustrated and screamed n screamed. Finally, after a long search, then got it.

Next problem : Parent's Ic of both.

Only Mummy is ed home, but not Daddy! How man ~ Cant possibly tell me after such a long search for e letter and you gona tell me im not goin to go until i got my Daddy's ic? I will slap you real hard.

Called up ICA and they said it will be alright for me to bring only one of my parent's ic. Thank God (:

3rd problem : Overdue registration

My registration period was 25o4 to o9o5. And its 15 now ! Called up ICA again and they said it was alright. Phew ~


4th problem : Original B.C

Search for my B.C. Mummy say e original was with Daddy, but she wasnt sure cus im holding another one. Maybe e photocopy or?

And so, after everything, met Dear ed AMK station. He was damn pissed of by long hours of waiting.

Sorry lah ~ I was busy doin my resume and searching for all those kuku things. =
2 black face ed e train. =
Dear asked why i never attempt to make him laugh. Well, i just said i donno.

I told him : 等下吃饭我出钱咯。。。。

Then he laughed. HAHAHAHA. Money still makes e world go round okay ! =p

But not really lah, Dear has spent so much on me le. At least $2000 for now` x)

Queued up for taking of instant photos for my IC. God damn ~ Such a long queue and it was only a MONDAY !

Hmms, i smiled with my teeth in e photo !! Look ~ The sky is falling. ROFL.

Yesyes, i seldom smile with my teeth, until recently. lols ~ Mummy keep say i wont look so fat if i smile with my teeth and is more natural, prettier. And so, i listened to her. =p

After my shooting, i went to queue to take my queue number.

And guess wad !! Upon my turn, e stupid Auntie said it was necessary to bring e ORIGINAL BC along, not e photocopy !! I keep geng with her, she don accept.

Come again !!!! Ahh ~ Waste time. Come all e way jus to take e stupid photo. Sigh. 亏我浪费时间一直吵ｂａｂｙ陪我来。哈哈。

On e way walking, i kept ranting bout e flaws i had in e photo. Well, i had to sweep my fringe to aside cus it is not allowed to cover my eyebrows. And i realised i didn't draw my brows too equal. And my eyes one big one small. One with eyebags, one nope. Aww ~ =(

Walked to Suntec there eat steamboat again. Ahh ~ Damn full. Immediately took cab home, cant walk. Haha.

Carried on with our HKdrama《人生马戏团》. Well, watched 3 episodes and i dont see anything tt is related to 马戏团！！All e while talking bout old history of antique objects, somekind of Da Vinci yah.

Oh ya !! Da Vinci is screening tmr !! Yeay ~ Cnt wait for it man.

Hmms, but maybe meeting Shujing they all tmr. But no matter what, e movie is meant for me wif watch with DEAR ONLY !! (:

Our tummy were so uncomfortable. Like alot of 风。Keep farted, Dear said we are e 屁王之王！哈哈哈哈哈！

Had a long chat with Dear, lying on e bed. We reminsced bout our past, how we got together and how fucking bad he treated me last time ! So much so much, and it all seems it jus happened ytd.
Thank god, Dear love me so much now. (:

Time flies. Next Sat will be our half year anniversary !! Lalala * Wed gonna be Dear birthday. Gonna wear e new top cum dress on Dear's birthday. Gonna treat him to Crystal Jade and blah blah. ^^v







@ 11:55 PM

Sunday, May 14

Usual lazy Sunday - Happy Mother's Day

Was ed Dear hse e whole day. Woke up quite late yah. Then it was then i realised that i hadn't been waking up damn early to go to Dear's hse jus like e past. Hahaha.

Didn't really talk to Dear ed fers cus there was stil a tiny bit of anger bout ytd tingling in me. lols ~ But he made me laugh soon and we were back to normal (:

And of cus, i was happy cus Dear finally updated his blog and he wrote bout me ! Hahaha.

Happy Mother's Day ! Well, we dont usually cele yah. So i jus wished her. Actually i planned to give her something, but i only realised today is Mother's Day last night ! =x

Gonna have my last paper tmr. lols ~

Was reading Cleo magazine when i was caught by some bikinis. I think i gonna buy e halter red bikini ed Topshop or e polka dot tankini from Sheer Romance.

Below are some pics i took from Cleo. Erm, quality sucks la. haha.









Took some pics before we go for dinner too. (:
















@ 11:33 PM

Saturday, May 13

Hello hello. Yawns *

Reached home ard 1.30 + . Had a good chat with Mummy til 2+ then went to sleep.

Aww ~ So guilty ! Baby was soo tiredjus now, yet stil wake up acc me down to take cab. He tired still say he wana jus chiong into e road, let a car knock him down, and off he go to e hospital. And, HE CAN SLEEP ! =,=

Sigh. He so good, yet im always so 小姐脾氣 . Hmms, change ah? Like very difficult. At least its better than last time. TRY !

Gonna meet Baby soon ed Orchard. Initially, he told me he is only able to go off ed evening time. Who knows he sms-ed me and told me he is able to go off ed 2. * Clapclap ! So happy.

Going to a little shopping and go to e new Cathay cinema later. Hopefully there will be nice shows for us.

Sorry to Kitkit : Paiseh. Unable to go out with you. Next time kay. See you ard. (:

Ohya !! Anybody knows of e song in e movie Poisedon : A woman sang e song ed e Party. Something like " Never let go... %$#@! .

E song is so nice ! Tell me if any of you knows okay. ^^


@ 11:40 AM



SIGH ! Damn %$#@!^

But anyway, had a happy AFTERNOON. (:

Met him ed Lucky Plaza ed 2.45pm. Went to Fareast and bought Missha items and my heels. Wow ~ Finally ! After so long of searching, i found a pair of nice heels. Thanks to Dear give me suggestions, but keep ask me 快点啦！haha.

Yay ! Baby bought me e new Maybelline Mascara. * Clapclap =DDDDD

After that walked to Taka eat Jap Food. Wah ! The Omu Rice damn nice. Haha. Wanna eat Hans ed fers, but then Dear say wana eat e Indo Cuisine Restaurant, in end change mind agn.


在OMU餐馆`

你爱我，我爱你！^^v

在想什么呢……

看你有没有偷看我！

果然有～

还看！

哼！受不了我了吧…
我就是喜欢拍照，怎样！＝ｐ
Cus we are gonna meet with his Mummy and Grandma for dinner ; Celebration for Mother's Day. ^^v

From FEP, walked to Taka, then to PS, then to Cathay, then to Parklane ! Leg 不习惯 e new shoe, soo pain ! +(

FEP buy my things, saw my 9years sister Tingling. A great change in her man ~ See le so sad. Dono why she bcum like this. Gave me a fucking shock. But anyway, i missed her.

Next, Taka for dinner,PS foto checkout for movies, but none. Saw Shiting instead. Pretty gal (:
Went to Cathay, no nice movies aso. So walked to Parklane take bus 166 to AMK. Took alot pics wid Dear aso on bus. =p


在ｂｕｓ，无聊～

笑吧！


ｂａｂｙ的眼睛有问题。。

和小弟弟拍照。ｘ）

自己拍一张吧！

哇！不要弄我啦！

他妈的，还弄！！！
　你赢！不拍了！！


Met his family ed AMK 200+ there eat. Very nice e food. Got " 鱼头炉/ 豆腐虾 / Spring Chicken / 排骨王 / 奶白菜 "

Altogether 14 ppl. Haha. So 热闹， 好久没有和那么多人一起去吃饭了。。渐渐，我也发现我越来越少和我的家人一起了。

现在的我，好不开心，很多个疑问， 很想杀人。现在有人在开心的唱歌，我呢? 在这里不知道要做什么，不三不四。他妈的。本来说好我也去，最后lei? 电话一来，都没有问我要不要去。如果你问我要不要一起去，至少我会爽一点，也会让你去，也不会那么不开心。不是不让你去，不是不相信你，不是不讲道理，只是不爽！因为你没有问我要不要去！我才没有那么不讲道理，说你和女孩子，只是找东西来讲你而已，我当然相信你。我不介意你和朋友出去，毕竟我也认识他们，不用紧的啊。。

ＳＩＧＨ！很闷，真得很闷，现在才１２．２５ＡＭ而已，好像很早的样子。多多少少最早２＋＋才到家，因为我知道ｋ－ｇａｒｄｅｎ只开到两点。ＳＩＧＨ他妈的！！！！！！！

哎哟！我去睡觉了啦！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！ =（


@ 12:04 AM

Friday, May 12

Haha. Ed Dear hse now, enjoying my chocolate, listening to songs, enjoying e air con, enjoying everything ! Haha. Don wish to leave Dear house. He is sleeping like a pig now. =p

Met Dear ed J8 in morning then went to Delifrance for breakfast. He said he wanna buy a necklace for me. %$$#&*&%$^% ~ Im not gonna believe him. =x

Then he started %$#@! , then my 毛病发作 again. Then for e half of e period my face was so black, dont really wish to talk. I aso dono i is angry or stress or ?

Then in end, ed e cinema, Dear began not talking to me and ask me to eat the Nachos myself. =

Well, cant blame him. He tried to humour me, but i still gave that face. And so, he din mumble a single word, me too. Not a bite of Nachos, me too.

Both arms akimbo, watching e movie. Poisedon. =x

That period, i really had e urge to walk out of e cinema. Yes yes, URGE onli. Of cus i didnt.

Finally, he talked to me and asked me if i wanna eat Nanchos. Yeah ! Ed that moment, my anger eased and we are back to normal. (:

Is that counted as a quarrel? Hope not ba. Haha. We have been together for 5 months 15 days, but not a single quarrel still. All thanks to Dear, always comprimising.

Soon, his birthday and our anniversary is coming. So look 4ward to it man. Had everything nicely planned. On our anniversary, i planned to cook a nice meal for him. But hor, i only know a few dishes. Howhow? =

After our movie, took bus back to his house. Raining man ~

Basically, that movie was nice. But jus a little too short.

* Its New Year Eve. Everyone is on board this manigifcent cruise Poseidon. Jut as everyone is enjoying themselves, the captain noticed something disastrous gg to happen. And guess wad? A huge wave of 100+m is gonna hit them soon. This kind of thing is inevitable and no ones could predict it beforehand. And so, e wave hit them and e ship overturn. But luckily enuf, the ship manage to float on e water for sometime.

A brave genius yong man decided to save himself and so somthing bout it instead of waiting to die. Thus, he attempted to get out and try to find a way out.
A small group of people followed him. And so, they braved grave challenges and of cus, in between, there are mishaps.

In end, well, i think i shan't say too much. Watch it yourself ! x)

Right now, Dear is sleeping like a pig. Haha.

Poor thing ~ He only get to reach home ed 3am last night ! And still nid to wake up early to meet me. Sure not enuf slp. Then later nid to get up ed 3am to prepare go his stupid marching session for e coming NDP. =\

Sigh. Dear is getting so busy nowadays. But its alrites, gonna meet him tmr after his session. (:

; ed Baby's rm; waiting for Baby buy food; ed Delifrance


@ 11:53 AM

Thursday, May 11

Dao-ness

Hello hello. Im back! A tired old hag is back here. =

Well, had my last 2nd paper today. Last paper is on next Monday ( E-maths P2 ) , which i dont give a damn to it. Finally, i can sit down peacefully in frony of my com. I haven't done this for sooooo long !!

Since last Thurs. Im always online for a couple few mins, check out my own and others blog too. Lols. So funny, my visitor counter increased everyday but i dont see ppl tagging. =(

Had been watching this serial hk drama since i got home. Its a really nice show. * Thumbs up (:

Roughly, this show is bout a series of events of e different types cases a lawyer will handle. Well, just a typical show actually. But i enjoyed it, and made me understand alot too.

9 years ago, I was ed Changi Airport, seeing my cousin- Julie off to London for her lawyer studies. Well, now she is a sucessful prominent lawyer. She had just set up a law firm a few years ago, live in a those " private houses " ( eh, i dont know what's that call in eng ) , have a big family car. She definitely worth my envy.

From young, I had this ambition to be a lawyer. But soon, I realised that was only just under her influence I had this kinda ambition. Soon, this thought bordered off my mind. Because i know very clearly; Im a person with no patience. Im sure that I will be pissed off memorizing e whole book of laws.

After watching this show, I really considered to study hard and acheive that big just like those in e show. Hah. Okay okay, i know you guys are going to slap me to wake me up. I know, im goin to do that to myself too. =p

Sigh, my dream... Thinking bout it makes me really so sad.

Nuff said. While on e way home from sch, i did some thinking. lols. i do think alot sometimes, esp when im alone. Sometimes, i can be regarded as a pessimist.

I nearly drop tears. I was scared all of a sudden that Mummy they all will leave me. Gosh. I was so afraid. I know everyone wil leave this world. But e thought of it scares me. Nono, Mummy is 100% healthy right now. i just think too much.

So glad that Dear told me even everyone leave me, i still have him. (:

What you guys think bout me. Dao? Friendly? lols. Almost everyday of this exam period i have been goin home myself, by bus. =x

Saw alot of people chatting happily with their friends, laughing crazily with their friends on e way to have their lunch. Me? Alone, carrying a silver bag, walking out of e gate.

Maybe due to my past, I do admit i dont really socialize well with friends sometimes.

If you were walking out of e school gate, sandwiched between 3 classmates in front, 3 behind ; discussing bout e paper. Would you be friendly enuf to say HELLO to them? Or?

Well, Im that kind of that woulnt even take a glance to them, nor take up e initiative to say HELLO.

I will jus walk past you, and carry on with my walking. Unless you say HELLo to me, i wouldnt. But of cus there are exceptions, i will only do that to a few.

Would you say BYEBYE to your classmates that are waiting ed e bus stop for their bus?

I WOULDNT ! But my best fren, Shujing, YES.

Sometimes, i wondered, why i cant be that friendly too? * Wavewave, * Smilesmile, * Hello ..

Haha. In school, I somehow kinda quiet sometimes. I find ppl in school hyprocrites and i dont really trust anyone of them. Of cus, exceptions. But i still couldnt bring myself to change this thinking. lols ~

Since PRIMARY school, people have been saying me " 她很dao hor? " lols. Even now i ask ppl, what do you think of me in e past. 101% - DAO.

I remembered, when i was in Sec1, a girl came up to talk to me. And since then, we became really good friends. I guessed, if she hadnt took e initiative to talk to me, maybe.. ? She told me that she was all e while sitting behind me during orientation time. But i didnt talk to a single one. And she see through it and took up e initiative.

Thank God there are such person. Otherwise, i think %$$%#@. lols ~

Only until this year, i realised i interacted with more people, at least i did TRY to smile to ppl. Good enuf alrites !

Still remember e 1st time i met Cheryl, all e while she thought i was dao. And i try to engage in a conversation with her after i knew. Haha.

Dao vs Fierce.

Some ppl otherwise think im fierce in e past. Haha. Makes me wanna laugh. Just a silly fool trying to command over ppl, earning through respect. Well, i did earned it. Only for a few stupid ones. Haha. And true enuf, they listen to what i say and dont really dare to talk back. lols.

Fierce. Me? Hah. Mummy says this of me EVERYTIME. She says if i continue like that, no guys would want me. Haha.

I get into tantrums everyday. Mood swings for nth. No, nope PMS. I dont get that. Haha.

For 1 second, i can be laughing with you ed e tv. Next second, i will pissed off and frustrated.

I tried sometimes, to curb my temper. But inside i tell you, its &#@#$%^ !

Well, right now, im not in e best of mood too. Mins ago, i was screaming ed my Mummy, talking back rudely ed my Dad. Sometimes, i jus don wan anybody to talk to me. For wad reason i dont know as well. =x

But i know, no matter sunrise or sunset, just a call from Baby will definitely cheer me up. (:

Right now, he is shooting ya. He'l be shooting till midnight lei ! Sure be very tired when he reached home. =
Will be meeting him tmr morning ed Bishan for breakfast ed Mac, then movie ( Poisedon ) . Cant wait for that. But im kinda worried Dear might not be able to wake up and will be tired. =(

Ohoh. My cousin, that director. Rmber? Haha. Omg! That day on a conversation with him, he asked me to imagine myself as a princess. And guess what, he told me just now that he wrote it down. And he is gonna ask me to narrate e whole scene and write it chapter by chapter.

Right now, I had jus completed Chapter2. He is gonna continue Chap3 wit me e nxt time he calls me.

Heyhey, you wouldnt know okay. Maybe one day it will be a hit movie worldwide !! Hahahaha. =p

Alrites. Im gonna sleep now , all e way to e morning.

Maybe one day if you see me smiling all whites ed u, then well, maybe thats day i become a superstar or wad. Hahaahahha. Byebye !! =DD


@ 4:40 PM

Wednesday, May 10

o7o5 - Stayed ed home e whole day to study.

o8o5 - Eng Paper

o9o5 - Maths & Chem Paper

Wah ! Tmr shall be my last 2nd paper. Completed my Bio td. Not too difficult, aso not too easy.

Damn happy man ~ I memorized the 2whole chapters of Ten-Year Series last nite till morning 1am. And guess wad? Whole section C - essay questions. All found in 10year Series. 30 Marks, PRESENT FOR ME !! =D

Wow ! Really till today then i know, hard work do pays off! Haha. Finally i studied so hard, and it really did come out.

Sometimes, things are jus to fucked up. You read that chapter, nothing comes out fr tt chapter in e exam. You didnt read that chapter, it comes out for exams. =,=

Lalalala * Watching my HKdrama again. Song ah. At least i can relax a little ler. Tmr A-Maths Paper 2. No need study too much.

Took cab went Khatib Camp fetch Dear. Then off to his house (:



Watched e show : 人肉叉烧包 with him. Haha. A very gross show, but i like it. =p Its a R(A) movie. lols ~ Nicenice. Go watch it ba. 100% guarantee you will get e shock of your life.

Imagine a whole bunch of chopsticks being forced into your cb? Damn high. ROFL.

Imagine yourself eating 叉烧包，but wad's actually inside is 人肉？

Wonderful day with him. Every moment spend with him is precious, and i cherished it.

Chatted with Alvin & CH on phne. Actually i wanted to ask Alvin bout some A-maths qn. In
end, he din know and called CH to conference. Haha. ( Dear ! See ~ Really talk bout Maths. Dont jealous. =p )

Dont know why, we drifted off maths and began crapping. Games ah, this n that. lols ~ All this aren;t ipt. Most ipt is, CH asked me when i wana go out with them to celebrate my bfdae. They are gonna make it up to me since exams are gonna over now. Gosh. Im damn happy, they rmberd it alrites ! Hees.

Haven't decide on where we go yet. That shall be probably nxt week. Alvin said he wana sponsor me play TimeCrisis. LOL ~ lalala. i wan Addidas Jacket.

Gonna acc Shujing to dye her hair too. Mine too ! Any suggestions on wad colour should i dye this time? Tag me to tell me kay. ^^


@ 12:23 AM

Saturday, May 6

Army Life

Whole day ed Dear's hse. Watched Jarhead with him.


Basically, that show was based on former Marine Anthony Swofford's best-selling 2003 book about his pre-Desert Storm experiences in Saudi Arabia and about his experiences fighting in Kuwait.

Damn hilarious show. Full of vulgarities, ( that explains ; M18 ) . Haha. Nothing comes out well from those officers.

And its like omgwtf when i saw how army life was. Maybe that was traditional but its stil more or less e same now.

Aww ! I feel so sad for Baby. All e hardship he had gone thru for his BMT. Esp e field camp ! 7 days w/o a bath, crawl over muddy ground, camouflage, and wadsoever. With a heavy backpack hor !!! No matter how dirty they are, no shower ! No water ! Jus prickle powder they can sprinkle on their body ! And still, digging a hole in e sand and sleep for e whole night. Can you imagine those insects crawling up to your face in e middle of e night, biting your lips n tongue?

* Hairs up ! Eeeks ! Dont wanna think of it. So glad that its over for Dear now. Im happy for him. Only after this show then i know how hard is for them. So you guys who has bf in e army, check out this movie.

http://www.jarheadmovie.com/welcometothesuck.html

And really, treat them well every week they book out. They deserve bloody good treatment after all e TORTURE in camp. =
Ordered pizza for dinner. lols ~ Damn full. Only managed to study a little ed his house la. haha. Gonnna go home in e mor


@ 11:19 PM

Friday, May 5

Jerry Models

Had my 2 Chi papers today. Haha. After that rushed home to prep out.

Met Mummy ed Takashimaya then off we go to the appointment we made with Estee Lauder. We were invited to a small party of them (:

And i made a appointment to do my brows , of cus, with a purchase. Haha.

Items bought :
Estee eyeshadow for $58.
PRESSURE purfume set - $ 110
Estee Lip liner - $ 28Estee lipstick - $ 33
Got a free gift set ( ed purchase of $ 200 ) (:



But i went off right after that, didnt went for e party cus Dear reached early.

And so, off i go to Lido with Dear. Yay ! I was damn happy for e whole day. Becuz e Estee lady did a small make over for me. And i really think i look pretty. Hahahahah! xD

Ate Mac for dinner b4 movie with his fren n gf too.

Ed fers when Dear brought me to be seated, and i saw a girl sitting there !! And it was like wtf? What's goin on? Dont tell me he is meeting up with girls?

Thank god. That was his fren gf. Hahahaha. Scare myself only` =p




M.I.3 was damn nice !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
NICE TILL DONO %$##@!%^&* !
BEST MOVIE I EVER WATCH !
HELD ON TO DEAR SO TIGHTLY THROUGHOUT E WHOLE SHOW, AND I REALISED I HAD DIFFICULTY BREATHING!
SOOO INTENSE. lols. exaggerating? NOOOO !!
DAMN NICE. I WANA MARRY TOM CRUISE.
I DON FANTAZIZE ANG-MOHS, NEVER.
AND FOR E 1ST TIME, I THINK ANG-MOHS R SOOO SUAVE ! WOW ~

Baby, if you are Tom Cruise, i think i will go crazy over you. lalala. =p

After e movie, Dear acc me home. And so lucky, saw Mummy ed Orchard Mrt. And so we went home tgt. I was laughing all e way on e train, laughin bout Dear looking like.. erm. Secret. =p

Reached Yishun, Dear went to buy movie tickets for " When the stranger calls " , then i & Mummy go NTUC buy her things. And took cab home - I must pack my stuffs go Dear house ma. Haha.

Dear was so sweet. Initially, we planned to meet ed GV after i packed my stuffs. But he made e effort to take bus to my hse and wait for me downstairs after buying e tickets and go GV wit me. I know he is worried bout me goin out alone in e late night. Muacks ~




Aiyos. E movie scared me quite a few times la. Haha. But not ghost show la ! Only a stupid murder show.

It was already 1am++ after e show. Took cab back to his house.

Ohoh ! Today ed Takashimaya, e boss of Jerry Models approached me.

" Are you a model ? / Nope, why? / Im from Jerry Models. / then he showed me his namecard / Are you interested in bcumin one? / Erm.. / Did anyone tell me you had sex appeal? I think you have charm. Im sure alot ppl told you that huh? * LAUGHS.

Well, i had a small talk with him. He was one of e sponsors of Miss Singapore. And of cus, Miss Carol and Joanna Peh was one of his staffs too.

And he said i jus need to pay for e advertising cards. Zzz. Can say portfolio aso la. Aiyos. I knew it ! I-models aso. Creative Talents aso. Well, Rain is in I-models now and i've asked her for comments.

She told me alot yah. She said being a model in Singapore isnt something big. And yes, do you see any Singaporeans cat-walking in those Fashion Fests? One? Ten? Or might as well say NO.

She was right. If i really wana become want, go overseas and work on it.

Hmms, ed fers Dear allowed me to go yah. But in end, his fren GY said his ex gf was in it b4. And that boss did hinted her for sex if he wanted to make it big. Of cus, she rejected it. And she paid e portfolio for nothing. =
And so, my dream was just shattered ed that moment.

Well, i missed e interview with I-models last year and i really regret it now. And now, there is a chance for me, yet, zzzzzz.

Maybe i should listen to Rain. And im listening to her. She's one now, and i should heed advice
from her. And yes, i should listen to Dear too. Thanks Rain (:

Well, maybe i should just concentrate on my studies and be my accountant manger in future.

Haha. Who knows, one day i may jus go overseas to achieve my dream?


@ 11:20 PM

Thursday, May 4

What a freaking hot day. How i wish to be in Dear's room now, lying on his bed. All my aircons ed home are faulty, wil drip water if on. =\ Drip water stil never mind, but is sooo hot. Hotter than a fan. =
Had my Eng Paper2 and Chem. Paper2 was not too difficult ya. Chem.. er, Section B & C was a killer!

Will be goin to e Estee Lauder party tmr ed Takashimaaya and a eyebrow appointment made by E.L makeup professionals. Going with Mummy yah. After that, i shall be meeting Dear for M.I.3 then dinner then to my house to collect my bag of books to be studied ed Dear's house on Sat then finally, to his house. Gonna stay ed his house for one night. (:


I always say i dont wanna meet Dear during exam period. One day will be enough. But i always jus cant resist e temptation. Haha. Dear, cook again for me on Sat? =p Cant wait for tmr to come. I missed him so much right now.

Okay, shall stop here. Gonna study Biology. (:


@ 2:25 PM

Wednesday, May 3

Surprise ! (:

3 words : FUCK THE EXAMS ! =(

Just back from school. Had my SS paper. Well, I COULNT FINISH IT !! AND I GOT E WRONG TIPS FROM TEACHER ! Zzzzzzzz` =

Hah. Took bus home yah, and then i realised that i look so dao. From the way fr school to e bus stop, i dont smile. And a faint smile is all i give if i see someone familiar. I wont even stop to talk to others if i see my fren beside me. lols ~

Well, studied awhile then took a nap. Brother's gf was all e way chatting with Mummy whilst Kor is ed work. I certainly would want to be like her, but im just too shy. =x

Ard 6+, Dear called me and said he is jus downstairs and ask me to look out e window. Haha. I dont believe ed fers and told him i wont be stupid enuf to be fooled agn by him agn. But this time he say if i dont see him downstairs, he will buy me everything i want. And indeed, he was downstairs !!!! =DD

Words cant describe how happy im. Quickly make up then rush downstairs le. Mummy say i crazy, go downstairs eat aso want makeup. Haha.

Dear bluffed me, say a few malays find him problem ! =,=

Wanted to only jus go to e coffeeshop near my house eat de. But Dear say he was afraid to bump into my Father so we took a walk instead, ard e blocks ! Haha. In end, i was feeling so hungry so we took a bus to NP. Actually wanna go 200+ there eat. But e bus we took 806 nvr reach there. =
Ate Japanese Cuisine yah. Eat le then Dear acc me home. Hees.
So happy that he gave me a surprise. Feel so bad, i never surprise him before. =( Will be soon okay ! Haha.

Went home then continue my studying. Its Mummy birthday today !!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY (:

She says she wana treat me to Vienna tmr. But im having my exams =Ohoh, i apologized to her bout ytd thingy. Sigh. That really hurt me alot hearing say things like that and made me cry so much. I know she is saying out of anger. In my heart, she will always be e best Mum i have. (:

Mother's Day is coming. And Dear's bfdae is coming. And our half year anniversary is coming aso !! Ahh ~ CELEBRATIONS = $$$$ ! :(

Wonder what to buy for Mummy, and aso for Dear's Mummy aso. hmms.....


@ 12:44 PM

Tuesday, May 2

Well, im fine le. Patty came to my house just now yah. Glad to see her back to herself. Wow ! She highlighted her hair red man ~ Sexy girl (:

Hah. She used my hp zi lian while i was studying. So bad of me hor. People come find me i study. =
I permed her hair for her ! Nice nice. My first time okay !! Hees. She tried on my hair too. Er er..... =x


* She asked me tie de !

* my Bestie <3

* 1st time perm hair for ppl !
* Not bad huh. =p


@ 2:29 PM



FUCK THE EXAMS
I COUDLNT BRING MYSELF TO SMILE.
I WANNA WATCH M.I.3 TMR !
BUT I CANT,EXAMS !DAMN XINKU,
I MISS DEAR SO MUCH ..
HE'S SO NEAR ME,
YET I CANT SEE HIM.IM CRYING NOW,MUMMY IS CRAZY,KPKB ME FOR NTH?FUCK YOU,JUS LEAVE ME ALONE.



@ 1:55 PM

Monday, May 1

Aww ! Should i stay ed home today and study or go out wit my brother and his girlfriend?

YEAY ! My brother called me up ytd and said he wana bring me go shopping with his girlfriend !! So sweet of him. It has been so long since i went out with him. Yes, he is back from Cambodia. He said it was soo hot lar, and he got food poisoning. Poor him` =(

Yesyes, i wana buy at least 2pair of heels. One high de, one not so high. And i wana buy a bra too. G-strings. New cardigans. Facial stuff. OMG, there's so much of it.

Should i or not? =x


@ 12:09 PM



How to become a good housewife

10 steps for one to become a good housewife :

1) Make sure meals are well prepared laid on the table whenever he comes home.

2) Give your hubby surprises. Eg : Surprise him with breakfast on the bed to make him feel that he is special.

3) Listen patiently to his rants bout his workday.

4) Make sure the house is spick and span because a tired man wouldn't want to rest in a house full of things laying around, unwashed dishes.. etc.

5) Make sure his favourite drinks and food is always around.

6) Treat him to a massage every now and then.

7) If he has to attend some ipt meetings and fails to watch his favourite show, record it and watch with him when he comes back.

8) Let him take control of certain situations.

9) Dont feel shy to experiment new sex patterns to spice up your sex life. Guys need fresh-ness after a tiring day ed work.

10) Last ! Make sure you are a PRETTY housewife. Not a HAG.

Haha. Guess why I had e sudden urge to make a entry bout housewifes? That's cus i think i were to become one, i need alotalotalot improvement !

YAya, fuck all e studying. I was with Dear e whole day instead of staying at home to study. But i did okay !

Met him in e morning. Actually Dear planned to meet me ed Yishun to have breakfast ed 9.30. But that Dear 9.15 then got out of his house. Pro hor !!! =
In end, i met him ed Amk. LOL ~ Had our breakfast ed Macdonalds ! My fave. =] Ate hotcakes of course! Haha. Everytime i eat hotcakes, i will feel a sense of tingling sensation and feel very happy, jus like a small girl. Haha. E way Dear ate hotcakes made me laugh so much. LOL ~ Aiyos, no matter where we go, I will always laugh. =p

Wanted to watch movie but we had to wait for e screen time and so we didnt. =(

Bought 2 assesment books from Popular. After that, we went to PK and bought vcd home. " Jarhead " . Wanted to buy the "我的野蠻奶奶", but if Dear were to buy it, i am sure that i will be eager to finish e whole box in one day and throw my studies aside. Haha.

KK, nuff said. Back to the point.

Ohoh, Dear cooked for the first time ! Haha. Heard of CocaCola Chicken Wing? Hah. Im sure no ones heard b4. Find it disgusting? Let me tell you, its damn freaking nice and it will certainly make you lick up to your fingers.



Yumyum. I ate 12 of it okay ! * Clapclap. Thumbs up for Dear for able to whip up such a creative dish. =DD

Well, while he did all e cooking, i helped him wash up e basin. =] YEAH ! I don't do this ed home okay. 1st time im doin it and i cleaned it till so shiny. Hees.

Dear washed e whole kitchen also, tgt with KK's area. Woah ~ I jus did a little and i feel sooooo TIRED ! =
Im jus so lousy. A little then tired le. How am i goin to be a good housewife in future ! Haha.

Erm, i was supposed to wash up all e dishes after eating. But i was jolly well too full to move. Hah. Dear made a pact with me and said if i play with e dog and overcome my fear of touching it, he wil wash up all e dishes.

Aww !! You know it takes me how long to finally touch it !!!!!!!!!! Ppl who know me, Im damn afraid of animals ! And i think it took me up to ard Pri2-4 before i dare to touch an ANT !!! ANT !!! - a million.... zillion.. gazillion........wadsoever-llion.. so minute compared to me and im afraid of it ! Jus a touch and it wil die under my hands.

I rmbered while i was in Pri3, a red ant climbed up my hand. I screamed and e person beside me help me sweep the ant away. Omg ~ Wasnt it soooo kuku of me? =
And i will scream the hell out of you if you wanna surprise me and stand beside me with a dog or wadever.

I stil rmbered when i was Pri5, i dont even dared to touch a HAMSTER !! And e hamster was sleeping ed that moment okay ! I touched it, and it moved ! I jumped up and screamed. =,=

Another incident, it took me time to even touch a tortoise okay. zzzzzzz . I know,

IM FUCKING USELESS. SCREW ME. =
But But But, ytd .. I played with e dog e whole time okay !! I tickled him, i stroke his fur, and lalallaall . Yes i did !!!! Omg. I really feel so proud of myself alrites. Yes,maybe you people think its nothing. But friends that know me long enuf, you should know, i freak out ed wadever animal.







This is KK, Dear's dog. Isnt it cute !! Haha. So long le, ytd was e fers time i felt that it was cute. Really ! Hees.

Hmms, but i still dont have e courage to carry it up. Soon okay !!

I MUST OVERCOME MY FEAR OF DOGS !! Dear !! I promised !! =DDD

& i PROMISE TO COOK A NICE MEAL FOR YOU AFTER MY EXAMS !! (:


@ 11:23 AM



Labour Day

Yawns. 大家早安! Im tired. Its only 11am. =\ I slept ed 4 ytd. Reached home bout 2 , then was on phone with CH for quite somtime,discussing bout e stupid A-Maths. Hah. Dear, dont jealous ! =p But he was tired, then i studied all alone til 4+. Sigh. My eye rings are getting blacker and blacker lar ! Everyday not enuf slp. =
Haha. Happy Labour Day ! You guys know what is Labour Day? Honestly, we actually don give a fcuk to what is it huh? As long we get a day off from school and work, jus be it. Who cares so much? lols ~

Jus for information ; A Labour Day is an annual day that resulted from efforts of the labour union movement, to celebrate the economic and social achievements of workers.
The celebration of Labour Day has its origins in e 8hour day movement, which advocated eight hours for work, eight hours for recreation, and eight hours for rest. On 21-o4-1986Stonemasons and building workers on building sites around Melbourne & Australiastopped work and marched from the University of Melbourne to Parliament House to achieve an eight hour day. Their direct action protest was a success, and they are noted as the first organized workers in the world to achieve an eight hour day with no loss of pay, which subsequently inspired the celebration of Labour Day in September and Mayday.

Well, that's just it ! Aiyos. They say it is to celebrate the ecoonomic and social achievment of workers, do "these ppl" ( Who are they? YOu ask me, i aso dont know ) appreciate those workers? I dont see my boss giving me extra pay on that day or wad? Treating me to a high class retaurant for dinner? Fuck those who thinks that ppl really appreciate workers.

Then what bout maids? Do they give a day off to the maids on Labour Day? NOOOOO !

" One week only one day off !! " / " I thought you say you appreciate workers? Then? "

Yes, this is it. Pepple treat maids so badly, as if they are dog. Please, wake up pls. If you are one those people who sits in front if e computer e whole day, always calling " Maria ! Bring me my potato chips. Maria ! Mariaaa ! Where is my ice cream !! " ; Let me tell you, go and bang yourself hard on e wall first and one day your son or daughter will do that to you. Im sure, its KARMA !

Maids are human too. Yes, so what they are paid by you? Yaya, i knows money makes e world go round. But even a dog will complain if you keep ordering it around.

People just have this propaganda that maids are paid, so im free to order them around. If i cant, then i hire them for what? For fuck? lols.

Well, i dont have a maid at home. Maybe if one day i have, maybe i will be jus like " those people " who orders my maid around? Haha. If it really happens, screw me hard. Who knows? (:


@ 10:59 AM