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Saturday, April 29

Lalalala.. Studied e whole day ! Im soooo sian. Haha. Mummy say me & Dear e pictures is nicenice. Yeah ! Im sooo happy. I one day dono look ed it how many times, like 1st time fall in love lidat. Dear cut le hair like so shuai lidat. Haha. =p LOL.

Aww! Didnt meet up with Dear. He say if want, tmr meet whole day, arbo dont want. =\ Dear cant lidat de oh, i need to study, only can awhile. After exams i wil be able to meet you everyday. =]

Hmms, meeting him tmr mornin for breakfast i think. Dont know wad movie to watch. The Wild? Firewall? Daisy? zzz. Quick May !! I almost finished e good shows of April liao.

Im fuckin fuckin boring. Somebody help me please. I have so many things i wana share wid u guys, but im lazy cus i know it wil be a long entry and when e time i finished, it wil be time for me to sleep and there goes,, my studies. haha.

ADIOS ~ Im jus here for fun. lalala ^^v


@ 11:32 PM



Yeah ! I changed my layout, all just to match with my lovely neoprint (:

A lovely Saturday, but Dear is ed AyerRajar Camp training for e stupid NDP parade? And im here, preparing to study soon. Hope to finish everything that im supposed to then meet up with Dear tmr.

Metro is having storewide 20% ! 28th -31th !

If everything shall goes smoothly, i shall ask Dear to acc me to Metro tmr to buy some stuffs. Mummy is goin herself tonight. =\ Brother is coming back for Cambodia soon ! He was on holiday with friends for 4days. I see if there shall be any nice photos of him, dan i shall upload here. =p

Alrites, im off. Lonely, all alone ed home. Hope everything is going fine for Dear. I bet he is very tired now. Miss him so much.


@ 11:22 AM

Friday, April 28

SIMPLY LOVE THIS PIC SO MUCH !!
EVERYTIME I LOOK ED IT,
I WILL SMILE` ^^V

Im back, from Dear's house. Totally sian and shag mood. Sometimes, things are jus not as complicated as you think. I dont like this, i hate it. I just dont mean it, i simply just used to saying wad i wana say in here. I hate myself, maybe for being so stupid, inviting so much trouble to myself, wheras such things can be avoided. I wanted to, but i jus don have e courage.

Nuff said bout all these sad matters.

Studied til 12+ am last night. Good girl huh, didnt catch a wink for e whole day yet stil can tahan til so late. Miracle, 1month only once can like that. Haha. All thanks to Yangqin, who agreed to buy me e top ed FEP that i liked it so much as my bfdae present. And i found so many brand new makeup stuff from Mummy's cabinet. Givenchy, Chanel, Clinique, Estee Lauder etc. Many, many.. Wonder how much all these total up to. Hahah. Took a whole bag of it and put it in my own cabinet. LOL. Anyway, i know Mummy dont use these and,, eh eh, of cus wil give me de lah ! Haha.

Met Dear ed 3 ed AMK. He was late for near half hour. Im always so patient to wait for him. =\

Went to Scotts have our Korean cuisine lunch. Had mixed rice. Wah. Damn nice, differnt taste from those chinese cuisine mixed rice ( chap cai peng ) . Haha. Really nice, e rice hor, wow ~ Diff from Japanese aso. =p

Started to rain after our lunch. =x Went shoppin around FEP. 1st thing i did was to go to Miss Notty and show Dear e lacy cardigan which i took a liking upon since last week. But Dear dont like lacy stuff so ,, erm, i didnt buy it and went off sadly. Haha. And guess what? I saw Yaya !! She actualy worked in Miss Notty. She changed so much, to a so much demure looking. Missed her. =]

And so sadly, Dear & I went shoppin from 1st floor to 3rd, trying quite a few pieces of top, hoping to find one i like. Cus, I bu gan yuan !! My motive to go FEP was to buy e lace cardigan !! Hhahaha. In between, Dear made my laugh and laugh. At least i know for now, Dear dont like lacy stuff. And i shall refrain from wearing it in front of him. (:

After much nuisance i made to Dear, we went back to Miss Notty !! Haha. I insisted on trying that cardigan for Dear to see, assuring him that it wil be nice on me. haha. Yaya they all keep getting new tops for me to try on, hoping Dear will find one that he thinks is nice on me. Haha. So funny lar. In end, FINALLY, found e top i like other than e lacy cardigan !! But omg, i get e fuckin shock of my life. It was $59.90 ! Just a normal black top with a little lace cost so much. Why i say ex is cus, a little bit more can let me buy 2MANGO tops lei !! Hhaaha. And hor, $60 can buy me the Mango dress i loved it so much ! =p

But in end, i stil bought it la. Hahahahha. =p

OHoh, saw Andrea and her friends too. Know her so long dan realise she in St Margaret. Haha. That was one of my choices in PSLE b4. Haha. But it was way too far le.

Went to Cine take Neo wid Dear. Din get to take last week. LALALALaa * Dear made so many stupid and funny and girlish pose in e PRE POSE NEO ( e period wher i wil slot in 9/10 coins, and sit there, discussing wad pose we gonna take ! hahah ) . The neo was e happiest thing that happened today , 2nd is my black top. Haha. ^^V

Time with Dear always past so fast. Really dont wish to part with Dear. =\ E time we spend is simply not enough for us. All cus of my fucking exams, otherwise i wil sure meet Dear tmr, on Sunday, and on Monday, and everyday !!! =(

* Baby, im not angry with you. Hmms, jus sian diao. Donno why, or maybe i know but dont wish to say out, or maybe you know the reason. Wadever. Gonna wake you up ed 4.15am later. See, im so good. Always specially waking up early in e morning to wake you up, then go to sleep again later. Haha.

@ 11:33 PM

Thursday, April 27

XMM , XDD ~

Im sure everyone knows wad is a XMM & XDD huh. I believe everyone was one before. Its a stage that everyone will go through. I was one before, a VERY XMM one. =\ And the thought of that makes my hair stand.

Ohoh, if you dont know what is XMM & XDD , slap yourself 3 times.

Stil dont know? Try screwing yourself (:

Was organizing my photos in my computer. I was bored enough to click on the " @ 2005 " folder. And OMGWTF, it make me feel like killing myself straight away.

Below are loads of photo from e XMM me, to e NOW , matured me. (:

Feel free to close this window if you think u may puke. Anyway, im not surprised if u do so. lols ~ Cus i've deleted 230++ photos from my computer ytd. Storing them in my computer will jus suck my CPU away. Hahaha.

@2004 . . .



* Hahahhaha. Yucky ~



* My good sister when i was in lower sec. Our craze for neoprints start here. lols ~ See that? Wearing so many sex bands. Wearing a hairband somemore !! No makeup. =


* After basketball match. Haha. I was in bball lar. One month only. =x



* With this 大美女 from Shanghai. Hhaa. My good sister, from primary school til now.



* She is Wenzi. Always giving me advice. But i didnt listen la. Haha. But now, i do. My 好姐妹, one of those which we stil go out. =]



* Hhahaha. Yesyes, i loved acting kawaii. LOL ~ We look like sisters huh? lols. But now, say NONONO to this kind of dressing. Its outdated. And its so disgraceful to think that i was one that time. lols ~







@ 2005 . . .



* This was me, when i fers got to know friends from Friendster. I wore this top when im on my date wid Meikit. If you guys know, we got e same top and we wore e same to town. Haha. And that's when people start to know bout us, always hitting e town tgt. =]



* Well, i cant rlly rmber when was that. Somewhere starting of e year.



* After that i go act ah lian, bleached my whole hair gold. That was ard maybe July, when i always hang out wid Desmond they all. Took this photo when my house had girls gathering. I look fat huh. Yucky ~



* Me, before goin to cut my hair with Patty.



* After i cut my hair ! So short ~ And the pic... er er .. Trying to act innocent. Haha. That was me, preparing to go Desmond's bfdae party.



* That was e time i always go out wid Yueting. I rmbered that few days, i did went down to Suntec for interview through my Mummy. Hah.



* Well, my hair grew longer abit. Stil so fat my face. =


* This pic was taken ed Jasmin hosue. Still remember there were always ppl saying that i & Jasmin were twins.



* Me ! Ed YCK mrt station waiting for Dear. Hah. That was my 1st date with him, when we were stil friends ! =p



* Cut my hair that day and highlighted my hair. But, FCUK , did you see any colour on my hair? That auntie was bad skilled. Stil remembered that day i n Jasmin went to Pasir Ris Escape for Halloween Party. And that night, Jerry ( Dear ) told me that we cant be together, that we hav a genertion gap. I almost cried ed e bus stop. =(



* I cutted my fringe, thought it wil be cute, but it turned out to be a sotong. Got laughed from Suntec ppl. Hmms, ed that point of moment, Jerry ( Dear ) liked another girl. And i was so sad...



* Stil, always goin out wid Jasmin on every Friday. Our so called Sister's Day. (:



* This is my style of dressing last time. * PUI ~ Yucks !!



* Me, working ed Golf Pal in Suntec. E place where i talked to Dear for e 1st time. Stil that stupid look i had.



* Yeah ! Guess where this pic was taken ed? Dear's car ! And we are tgt le. That was a few weeks or days before Dear went in army. (:



* Me, ed Golfpal.



* Went to rebond my hair and dyed it red. Why ?! Simply cant stand Terence they all say me sotong. And aso, Dear like girls with nice hair. So i tried my best. Hahaha.



* Ed Dear house. And this was e day he went out dating wid another after fetching me home. E day before he went in camp !! =,=''



* Me, continuing choing-in work ed Suntec while Dear is in camp. At that time, I only meet him once a week yah.



* Haha. This was e pic where alot ppl say that i changed alot and looked more lady like. Yes, i clipped up my hair. Of cus, it was partly cus of Dear too. Cus he like girls with hair tied up. lols ~



* My red, rebonded, clipped up hair. (:



@ 2006



* On date wid Jasmin. We didnt meet for quite somtime during a certain period yah cus i was always ed work, and on weekends, i wil be off with Dear.



* Me again .. Late January.





* Me, on date with Felicia. I was stil a shoppin queen ed that time, always spending alot $$ on shoppin. And that's e reason why now im a stupid broke girl. I didnt do any shopping for 1-2 months le okay !! =


* So matured look. With hair tied up. Ard February.





* And, Me ! No streetwear or jap again, this is me. =]

* Me, around March.



* Me, around April.



* Me, late April.







* ON MY BIRTHDAY !! Haha. You guys agree i do change so much? From e style of dressing, my makeup, my language, my hair, my everything ! And, yesyes, it was HIM who made me change so much, made me realise all this. And that's none other than my hubby. And today is....

HAPPY 5 MONTH ANNIVERSARY DEAR !! ^^v

Im thankful that i met him. He changed me, from e childish me to the matured me now. It was him who made me understood what are e important things in my life. It was him who made me went for pistol training. It was him who made me study so hard now ; all because i hope to have a future with him. It was him, who made me know so clearly what are e things i want in my life now. And im very clear, that i wanna be with him, and i love him so much.

I dare say, im much more matured than those pp who are ed e same age as me. Its proven okay, and all teachers say that since i was Sec1.

Stil rmber whenever teachers counsel me, they will always tell me that im matured than others and should be able to know how to think. Im smart, that's what they said, but i used it in e wrong way. Lols ~

Before meeting him, yes, that was me. A XMM that wil make me puke now. And now, i can see alot XMM's , doin e same things as what i did in e past.

Yes, im matured, but stil not to the extent. Sometimes, i do think chlidish. It depends. Cus, i know there wil be stil things for me to learn and correct myself throughout e years to come.

Alright, i will stop here. This is e most funny, most digusting, and most proud entry I've ever wrote. Seeing those changes in myself makes me really proud oh, haha. Try lookin ed your old pictures. You will feel that too. And you will be very grateful to God that you realised it soon. (:

My exams are nxt week, are gg to study really hard these few days. Really missed Dear alot, but cant meet him too often ler. Wonder what's he's doin now. 6.20 pm le. And he stil havent give me a single call since morning !! Normally when he ends work, he will. But now.. =((

Call me quick Dear. Otherwise, i no energy study liao. =p

* 老公啊， 是不是有点吓倒，看到这些照片。很难看哦！！ 又恶心！！这些照片是独家的hor， 哈哈。是不是觉得，跟一个这样XMM的人在一起，很难以相信！！ 会不会不要我！！ 哈哈。你不可以不要我的ah,因为你好好比较，我为了你，实在变了很多。你应该觉得骄傲，有我这么好的女朋友，哈哈。我知道啦，这5个月，你在我身上花了足足都有$1000~~。我知道啦，我有算得hor! 哈哈。你忍着点啦，我六月做工了，会帮你付一点开销的哦！！

而且， 你问什么没有打给我！！在外面偷女人是不是！！　＝（

<33

@ 4:16 PM

Tuesday, April 25

Happiest bfdae ever had

15more mins, then my birthday wil be over. Checked my friendster once i got home. 12 testimonials ! Haha. Im jus so happy. Friends that i've not contacted so long , at least bothered to drop a testy to wish me happy birthday ! Im sure my wishes wil all come true, thanks to you guys. (:

Had my happiest and special-liest bfdae ever had.

Made my way to Serangoon Garden ed 5.30. Wore my new Mango tube top ( present from Shanling ) Stupid Dear, say wad meet 6.30. Going to 7 stil haven reach. Stil wan bluff me, msg me say

" Hello hello dear, you reach le? i reach le. "

Haha. Make me laugh. I reached long ago, and he stil haven. So cute of him. I think he's born to make me laugh. Never fail to laugh when im with him. No matter how angry im, or how fucked up im, he wil stil make me laugh. =p

Aww ! How idiot ! Guess what? We planned to meet ed Ice-Cube for dinner then buy a cake home to his house. Then when i reached there, all i saw was :

- TUES CLOSED !

So sad. There goes our plan. =\ Went to Serangoon Garden eat instead. ChomChom far too many ppl. After that, we went round choosing for my birthday cake. In end, i chose a $4 Chocolate Fudge Cake from Prima Deli !! Hhaahahaahhaa. What a cute birthday cake i have. =p

Auntie asked if i wana a candle, i say NO! lols~

Went to Dear house. Haha. Here comes my special bfdae celebration. Have you ever heard of a cake wid no candles but wid a lighter? No? Now u heard it. Yes, its me ! =DD

I wana cut e cake jus normally but Dear insist on finding a candle, hmms, but failed la. Hhaa. And so, he took a lighter out and lighted it and move it up n down ; Making it seems like a candle. He sang a birthday song to me and quick ask me make my wish. HHAHHAHAA. So cute ~ And i jus laughed and laughed and laughed.. =p

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU !
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU !
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO BABY !
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOu !!! * clapclap ~

Dear warned me not to write this on my blog. No, i wana write ! Cus im happy. lalala. =p Maybe u guys think im bo liao, but experience it yourself. And you'll know how i feel. =]

But to me, im happy, most happy. A $4 cake, oe w/o candle - and that makes my birthday the happiest one.

Who says that a cake mus be nicely decorated wid strawberries and must be from a cafe that cost so expensive? No. Wrong. Freaking wrong.

Its e fun that counts, and e time we spent tgt today. How i wish that moment nevers end..

Lalalala ~ 12.05 liao. Im not birthday girl anymore. My starting of new life, and e last day of enjoyement for now. Cus,,, im having my exams next week !! =
Anyway, im happy that so many ppl sms-ed me to wish me happy birthday. And CH they all said that we shall shop for my Addidas jacket for me as my present after e exams if i stil want it stil. =]

Sigh. Patty is sad over a guy. Im sad too. It hurts me to see her like this, repeating e same mistake as i had last time. Please, stand up once again. You told me you are goin to celebrate my birthday wid me. Cheer up man * =
Wee ~ Im so happy that my sickness worked up agn. I took 40+ pic ed one shot ~!!

@#@#$%^ @#@$@$ SOMEBODY KILL ME PLEASE.

kk, nuff said. 12.16 liao ! I need to sleep. Upload all my pics tmr.

1more day to our 5months anniversary.

BOY, I WANA SAY I LOVE YOU SO.


@ 11:47 PM



HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME !!

IM ONE YEAR OLDER` =\

HOPE MY DREAMS COME TRUE.. HMMS ,

I WANA BE WID DEAR FOR E REST OF MY LIFE ..

I WANA BE RICH TAITAI ..

I WANA BE A GOOD DANCER ..

I WANA GET AT LEAST 12 POINTS OF OLVL ..

I WANA HAV ALL MY FREEDOM ..



@ 6:42 AM

Monday, April 24

TMR IS MY BIRTHDAY !!
PRESENTS PLEASE !! =DD

Aww. Super tired day. Kept falling aslp in class. Dont have anything to blog td yahs. =
Cant wait to meet Dear tmr. Will be taking neos yea. Then go eat. But so sad, Dear cant go home too late cus he wil be having stupid IPPT e nxt day. =x

Hmms, kinda touched by Daddy when i saw him bought a cake for me. Though its a simple cake, it nearly made me drop tears. Its special to me. And im really happy. But i dont show it out to him yeah. I stil talk to him quite rudely and erm, i dont show him e enthusis-ness to him bout e cake or im rly happy. I jus told him im waiting for him to come back n cut wid me. Hmms, i guess, he wil understand it ?

Dont think i always quarrel with him i don give a damn to him. I know he loves me alot and care bout me. I admit i have great parents, exp Mummy. My Dad too, but i just don accept his way of thinking and always have conflicts wit him. I know he had changed himself for me, gave me alot of leeway to make me happy. But still, sigh. Sometimes i don really wana quarrel with him. And it made me cry alot every single time. It hurts. And i have to go to school wid swollen eyes, heavy eyelids. Sigh.

Ohoh, my cousin had been calling me nowadys from overseas, teling me bout his life ed NewYork directing a movie. And say maybe during hols go there visit him and perhaps stay with him? Haha. But honestly, he's a great director to me. Have you guys watched a show decades ago called Twevlth Story? Well, that was one of his works. (;

Okay. Its 6+ now and im gonna study. Not gona crap too much or else you guys wil think im writing rubbish. lols ~

PRESSIES !! X)


@ 6:10 PM



Belly piercing

Met wid Siman ed town ed ard 2+. Nearly late for it man ! Realised that i forgotten to bring my sunglasses out while on e bus. Got off e bus and walked back to my house. Lucky it was jus one stop away. Called Mummy and ask her to bring down my sunglasses for me. Waited so long downstairs for her but she din came down !!

Fcuked up enuf, i went up myself. Guess what. I sawmy sunglasses hanging ed e door. Omg. I shouted for Mummy and she say she din hear properly that she was supposed to bring my glasses down for me. And i missed 2 bus alrites !! What's more, weather was so hot. zzzzz ` But bo bian, i wil feel very uneasy if i dont have my sunglasses with me. =p

Did a few rounds ard FarEast. Sigh. E " Very nice lei, okay, steady BUY ! " feeling was not there animore. Instead, " Very nice lei, tmd. NO MONEY LAH! "

Awhile then got out of it ler. Saw a very nice cardigan. Rlly wish to buy it but zzzzzzz. Somebody buy that for me !! =p

Met Stella then we went off to Penisular for my belly percing. HHaa. I was damn nervous ed fers. Kept held on to Stella's hand. Heart non stop beating. Hmms, normally, ppl have their piercing lying on e bed, But i had it while standing up. Haha. Erm, most ppl say nose piercing is painer than belly. But not for me. To me, nose piercing is not pain. E belly one was jus like a injection. Say pain aso no, not pain aso lying. Hhaah. =p

Simply love my piercing !! Love die Stella ler. =D

Went to Long John eat fries then snapsnap. 30+ pics. Haha.

Went to Isetan Mango try out a few tops. Wow ! I simply love e dress. Thinking gonna buy it or not. Anyway i have discount. Haha. But where should i wear it to? Haha.

Then, Shanling and Siman came. Shanling gave me $60 voucher. LALALA ! Thks girl ! Hees. Bought one tube and one tee. Top up the extra $10 myself.

But i buy finish then i rush to meet Dear le. Sigh. Im like so bad, leaving they all alone and Stella too, goin home herself. Sorry guys ! =(

Dear was so nice !! I thought he wouldnt wana meet me as i wore heels. But he didnt. Hees. Went to Lido to catch " The Setinel " . A nice show.

After that, we went to near Bugis there eat steamboat. We used to eat there wid our work friends in e past.

It was around near to 12am when we finished eating. Dear could jolly well take bus 70 straight to his house, but he didnt. He acc me take bus home instead. So sweet of him. Hees. Slacked ed my hse downstairs awhile then Dear took cab home le (:




















@ 4:56 PM

Sunday, April 23

Deardear day agn. Super lazy on Sunday. Haha. Took cab to his house then acc Dear to FuLuShou buy his stupid game ! Hump ! Have game sure wont talk to me on phone as often like e usual. I'l be missing those times. I cfm !! =
Dear. Thanks for trusting me. I was so afraid jus now that you might think i anyhow. But u din. Muacks. My bestest bf i ever had. <3


@ 6:07 PM

Friday, April 21

Sassy Bar

Yeah ! Its finally Friday, e day im lookin soo forward to.

But e day that Dear dreads to come. =
Dear has been so moody for e whole day, worrying bout me, afraid that something might happen to me ed Sassy Bar or wadsoever. Im just so touched. I never knew that he wil be so worried. Im happy, cus it makes me feel that i do stand place in his heart, and of cus, im being loved. (:

Had my oral chinese exam in the afternoon. E exam conversation topic was about " Give your views on the news that features a blogger who wrote bout his views on different races .. blah blah "

Well, to me, i think that's perfectly alright. In Singapore, there is no such law as KEEP YOUR FEELINGS SHUT TO YOUR HEART . Yes, one may just speak wadever you want.

In e past, i use to blog wadever shit that comes to mind. And yes, lots of vulgarites. If you guys know me long enuf and has been reading my blog since then, you should know i change a lot, i mean in the style of writing.

I used to use these twitting stupid words and type like this " mUaCkSSS / nEh / wOrr / bYeii / sIgniNg oFf +// .. reallii ahh. shiii mehh / and blah blah.

Eeeks! My hair jus stands when i jus think of that. Why was i such a childish and idiotic person who uses these words? And seriously, now, it jus makes me feel sooo fucked up when i see ppl typing such words out of it.

Its like omg, you have such wonderful hands, and wad comes out of your typing is such fucking words? Words are meant to be beautiful. Why must people not type properly and add double letters behind every word or change it?

Its the same concept. How would you think if you see Miss Singapore speaking vulgarites and scoldin you " cb fuck you " if you accidentally knocked into her? One word ; disgusted.

Yaya, im one of those who speak vulgarities. I have no right to say ppl on this. At least i speak not that much now, and even if yes, i will TRY not to let ppl hear it. Haha. Cus i know Dear dont like that. But it doesnt seem to work anyway. Haha. I stil always hav e urge to speak ****. It somehow makes me feel better if im angry or what. I remembered hearing someone say : Some feelings are undescribable by simple words. Haha. Dont you guys think so? Haha.

Sometimes, i do wonder who invented vulgariteies. Do you?

No matter how beautiful a person may be, if he or she doesnt carry himself/herself well, she will be the ugliest person in the world. Am i one of them? Cus my father always say that im worst off than those who are uneducated. He says im pampered, not giving any respect to elders, dont have any 人情味 , dont treat ppl wid sincerity. LOL `

In e past, i type wid LIkE tHiS , cus i tink it was kAwAii ! Omg. Slap me real hard now. I dont understand why i thought like that. That was rubbish, not to say KAWAII !

Whenever i see ppl , or worst ( those girls above 16years old ) typing like this, i jus wish to screw you real hard. Yes, im offending alot of ppl right now.

And if you are one of them, im sorry, but Im jus stating what i feel and im not picking on anyone. Dont ask me to keep my comments to myself. You may feel like slappin me real hard now or wadsoever, but please be reminded. There is no such law as :

" KEEP YOUR COMMENTS SHUT TO YOUR HEART. "

Cus i was one of those in e past, and now, thats why, i wish to say this. I feel so digusted with myself when i look ed my previous blog. Scolded so many vulgarites and acted like a stupid ah lian as if i was very big? Fuck the hell outta e past me. Im very sure im not the only one who thinks like this. A few words like that may be alright, but not all huh? How would you feel if i wrytee` muahh` entrii` lykee` diss` ? vEh gAo wEi hUh ?

YES / NO ?

Butbut !! ~ There are some exceptions sometimes. Some things are not meant to be expressed openly. It may hurt one's feeling and it may sounds like a insult to someone. I realised this until recently, and it was the most miserable exp i ever had. That sentence of mine i wrote may cause my future happiness or present or wadever. Yup, of course i shall not write what happened. =(

Oops. I talked too much. Back to it.

Went for the pistol selection for the school team. Omg! I wasnt allowed to train beforehand, only 10mins of dryfire. And of course, my feeling wid the gun was completely lost. What to say ! One week never train ler. Shot quite badly, not up to standard. Went for 2nd round. Got a 213/300. Im happy enough. At least im 5th in position. Well, i wasnt in for the school team of course. Only top four wil be able to enter and out if the four, one wil be a reserved.

Guess what? Once i step out of school, i got 10! continuous sms-es . Most of them were miss call alerts and of cus sms too. Aww ~ Anita they all have been desperately trying to reach me bout my celebration later. Sorry guys. My pistol range dont have any reception. They even thought i wana call of my celebration. Haha. How would I ! I simply look forward to it man ~ Hees.

Rushed home and prep out. Was damn impatient and rushing. Meeting them ed 7 and i onli reach home ard 5+ ?! Worst of all, it rained so heavily when i was ready to go out. And poor Jasmin. She waited for me ed Np for halfhour ! Can you believe that. Thk God she has her bf to acc her. =
Was argueing wid my Mummy whether if i should take an unbrealla out. Initially, i asked her to walk me down wid the umbrella while i wait for a cab. Eh, cus to me, i think it looks so ugly with an unbrella. Hmms, like so Auntie !! That explains you SELDOM see me with an unbrella even though i know it will be raining that day. I only agreed to bring it when Mummy said

" 你以为我很喜欢带雨伞啊？makeup到这样美，等下被雨淋到你就知道。如果要这样的话，甘愿不用makeup啦！"

I thought about it awhile and realised that Mummy words do make sense. And so, i brought one out.

Didnt take cab in end, cus i know i dont know how to close e unbrella when i get into the car. And i wouldnt want risk getting drained by the rain. Thus, i took e bus instead. And least, 90% i will not be drained by the rain. Just so fucked up bout the rain.

Met Kitkit and Jas ed mrt then we set off to Amk. Wenzi they all reach le, all waiting for us. Excpet June, she was having some problems wid her bf. =
Went to LaoPaSar and had our dinner. Ordered " Oyster Omelette, Sweet & Sour Pork ribs, 2large Stingrays, Kangkong and a dono what. 忘记了！June came ed that time. =]

Walked to Sassy Bar after that. Wow ! A nice place indeed. Hees. But it was kinda small, not those kind of big ones. Ordered one bottle of Chivas and a few of mixers ed 1st.

Damn wasted. Didnt had a D-cam with us. Sigh. My brother lah ! Say what not enuf memory. And Wenzi say i should call them earlier. They have one. =
Jas and Kit left earlier ard 11+. Left me , Wenzi , Anita, June and Cawei. Sigh. June was all e while sitting outside, having some kinda probs wid her bf. In end, she left ard 1+. So nice of her to come though her bf don allow her. (:

Had so much fun yah. I vomitted for e fers time. Haha. Drank too much le. Ordered another bottle ltr if im not wrong. Damn high then. Haha. Got to know e bargirls there , Rena and Joanne . Cute friendly girls. =] Asked me to join them in workin tgt as their boss says im not bad and should not waste this chance. Hmms, Dear wont allow it. Hor ? Haha.

When they sang birthday song to me, other ppl in e pub sang tgt as well. Hees. =p * clapclap !

Some came up and wished me happy birthday. Hees. But of cus, kena sabo lar. lols ~ E guy beside us guessed my age. And omg, he guessed from 17-26 !! Hahah. Never did he guess my age. LOL ~ And yes, he drank alot cups. Haha.

Continue drinkin and vomit then drink agn. LOL ~ But after that, Cawei and Anita dont let me drink ler.

Got to know from Anita later that e guy wana eat my toufu, thats why Anita took over me. lol ~

Eh, didnt went off e pub on time as I and Dear agreed. Haha. Went off ard 2.45. Went to Dear hse in end cus Caiwei was gg to Serangoon find her hubby too. Stayed ed Dear's hse til 4.30 dan went home ler.

Yay ! Such a fun day. Wanna say a big thanks all my sisters. Hees. It wouldnt be fun w/o you guys. And mummy ah, thks for tking care of me thoughtout whole time ed Sassy, risking kena my vomit. Wanted to get you drunk but i got fers instead. Haha. And of cus Dear for allowing me to go. lols ~

DEAR !! LET ME GO MOS HAO BU HAO !! =p

* This is e present my beloved sisters gave me. =]




@ 2:57 PM

Wednesday, April 19

Met Dear today. He said he has a sudden feeling to meet me today. =p

So lucky, my extra classes that should be going on after school was cancelled. =DD

Did a personality test in school today. Everyone has to do it , kinda workshop thingy. Well guess wad.

I was categorized under GOVERNER. Haha. If i didnt rmber wrongly, e description under this category was :

A caring , friendly person. May be enthusiastic ed sometimes, talking uncontrollably. Tends to be oversensitive and thinks too much. Afraid of critisicm, loss of sense of security.

Wow ~ That's 100% correct ! Haha. My friends all nodded their head. I always seem to be attituded and pampered. Things i want, i mus get it. And if i dont get it, others dont think of getting it as well. LOL ~

And i always utter alot rubbish whenever im bored or wad. I have disguting mood swings that most of ppl cant stand it. The only person who can stands it is Tingling ; my 9years sisters. Knew her since Pri1. Haha. She was e only one who can stands all my scolding, my venting of frustrations on her whenever im angry, my stubborness, my dominance, my fucking attitude. Of course, we wil quarrel ed sometimes but not now animore. I think she is used to it ler. Dont give a damn to me aniway. Haha. I guess, we know each other too well that's why i can be wadver i like when im with her. We dont have anithing to hide from each other too. LOL.

Till now, she is e only person ( besides my parents ) , to exp my freaking character. Haha. Dear, don worry. You will never be e one who wil exp it. Haha. It wil be at most a few ** out of my mouth and moodswings. =p

Met Dear ed Bishan J8. Went to have our dinner. Dear bought Koda Kumi Best Collection 2 !! lalalala ~ So happy. Thanks Dear !! Hees. Went to his house after that. Ard 10+ went home ler. We were all e while argueing what time i should reach home on Friday. Haha. Dear don worry lei. I know wad i doin de. And of course, i wil only love you. =]

Ahh. I simply jus like KodaKumi so much. She's damn pretty wid damn sexy figure. Some ppl says she's famous cus of her big boobs. Hurhur ~ You guys are jus jealous that you don hav ones like hers that's why you are saying this. Some says all her supporters are only guys, ( teko guys ) .

For goodness sake, its only natural for guys to ogle ed girls who has big boobs. Who doesnt? No matter how decent a guy may be, he wil not be able to resist if a girl wid boobs of Cup E standing in front of him, bending down to pick up someting that has dropped on e floor ; wearing a low cut top. LOL. Arent i right? Haha.

And please, there are girls who do idolize her. And im one of them. =p

Haha. Dear claims that Koda Kumi is her gf. Well .......erm . LOL.

3 CHEERS TO KODA KUMI !! =DDD





She's definitely a great babe wid sexy voice. Go check it out man. =DD

http://rhythmzone.net/koda/


@ 4:04 PM

Monday, April 17

A Good blogger

Firstly, what is a blog?

A blog is often a mixture of what is happening in a person's life and what is happening on the Web, a kind of hybrid diary/guide site, although there are as many unique types of blogs as there are people.

Secondly, how does one fits to call herself a good blogger?

1) A good blogger posts weblog entries regularly. 3-5x a week is a good number. Probably once a week is the minimum.

2) A good blogger should have a distinct voice/personality. You can tell if that person is just copying something or just recycling content. While aggregated blogs are okay in some cases, blogs that show that the blogger is a real person help to distinguish one blog from millions of others. This brings us to item #3.

3) A good blogger should be conversational. “I know I’ve found a good blogger when I feel like I just had a conversation with that person from reading a post.”

4) A good blogger should have good content. Thought-provoking, entertaining, funny, intense, informational, inspirational, deep… Whatever the style or the subject matter, good content is bound to touch and to reach out to the right audience.

5) A good blogger takes the time to respond to comments. (or emails, messages, etc.) While this may not always be feasible on an individual basis, especially for bigger blogs, it’s always good to acknowledge your readers in some way. Individual responses make it personal. But, if that’s not possible, a “mass response” via another blog entry or comment can show your readers that you do pay attention --- and that you do read and appreciate their comments.

6) A good blogger knows how to come up with great subject lines. With masses of information swirling around us, a good subject helps to get things to stand and to be noticed.
Great input from Lei and Kim! There might be more traits that you can think of. If you do have something to add, leave a comment here.
I, for one, would like to add just a few things (for now):

7) A good blogger takes time to pay attention to spelling and grammar rules. The writing doesn’t have to be perfect and typo-free all the time. Even experts and professionals make mistakes. But, if a blogger doesn’t try to do a better job at expressing themselves in writing, somehow the message gets lost in the muddle of writings that LooK likE thIS alL tHe tIMe… or LIKE THIS… or… ah you get the picture.

8) A good blogger learns how to be brave. Blogging can be very scary business. It’s terrifying to “put yourself out there.” Even if you’re not writing about personal stuff, words are very personal things. Someone can criticise what you write, disagree with your views, or simply say that you’re just a nutter on the loose with a blog. If you’re being real, then these things can hurt sometimes. And, even if no one’s slagging you… the constant need to do what you need to do as a blogger needs bravery too.

9) A good blogger is tenacious/resilient. There are a lot of challenges in the blogosphere: how to learn the technology, how to “work the web”, how to find - and keep - readers, how to get listed in search engines and directories, how to keep up with news, how to come up with content… That’s why bloggers need to develop tenacity/resilience.

10) A good blogger practices blogging ethics/etiquette. Accept mistakes and own up to them, don’t copy-paste complete blog entries and articles in to your own blogs (that’s stealing), among other things.

11) A good blogger knows how to maintain good relationships online. It’s more than just responding to comments and emails. It’s more than just linking, cross-linking, promoting and cross-promoting fellow bloggers. It’s about knowing when to assert yourself and when to back down. It’s about following up on your word and keeping your promises. It’s about not snubbing “the little people” just because you feel that you won’t get anything from them. It’s about respect and responsibility.

12) A good blogger knows how to have fun. Smile. Laugh. Take a break. Relax. And, if you have to… walk away from blogging every once in a while.

( This is where i got this from ) : http://www.shaicoggins.com/index.php/trackback/88/KJmXTTdA/

You guys should heard of the saying : Great writing can’t be taught, but atrocious writing is entirely preventable.

Yes, I have atrocious writing with vulgarites in it. I blog with lousy English. I don't amuse readers at all. Im not beyond wired. Im not catching up with the hottiest gossip going on ard e world. My blog is just full of same old daily rants.

YES , IM A BAD BLOGGER.


@ 4:52 PM



I WAS LATE FOR SCHOOL TD ! FOR THE 1ST TIME IN MY LIFE !! =(

tmd. Was late for a few mins only lor ! 7.20 Freaking 3mins. And you made me stand in front of e general office, staring ed e space when ppl are sitting confortably ed e courtyard, and u freakin made me go to e carpark to sing National Anthem jus for you to listen?! Screw you. Such a disgrace to be late for school. My 1st record. In my whole life. Should i be proud of it or not? Normaly i wil not go for school if i knew i wil be late. Woke up ed 7 today when Mummy start tryin to open my door. I jus cant freakin understand. She has a mouth huh? Why cant she just shout my name and wake me up? Why must she keep turning my door knob here and dere , hopin i wil be awoke by e noise? WTF? zzzz. Quickly i wash my face, grab a bread and rush out of e hse. Dad ask me to wait for him downstairs. He didnt scold me this time exceptionally! Dont know why. OMG. E more we wana rush, e slower we were. Nearly bang into a cyclist ed e zebra crossing. =,= Then left 2min to 7.17, 2traffic lights turned red !! Aww ~

Eating yummy dian xin from Hokee. But i stil prefer YumCha dianxin last nite. =]

Hmms, wil be celebrating my bfdae on Sat ( haven cfm ) wid my classmates. Sun bian celebrate Daryl birthday, which is on 28th. Haha. Fers time celebrating wid classmates. Cant wait for it to come. Shujing asked me to choose between food and things i like. I chose e 2nd one. HAHA. Ch say he treat me to food. lols ~ Cheelin say give me a packet of snack can liao. hahah.

Friday Sassy Bar. YEAH !!! ^^v

Sunday belly piercing !! lalalalas *

Oh ya. I jus dono why the hell im gettin all sorts of stupid funny dreams this few days. Last week, i dreamt that Mummy was in Dear's hse, cleaning e hse like a maid ??! Then dono why stil got a monk come Dear's hse chant n chant. Stil pray holy water on me?? HhHAHHAHA ! And e most funniest part is that i accidentally touched my teeth, and it jus dropped out?!! ROFL. Jus cant stop laughin when i think of that. Its like wtf lor, so ridiculous. Hahhaha. =p

E good part was i dreamt that Dear bought a new com! And got back our car. =DD

The next day, i dreamt of Dear having e ability to kill soomeone jus by looking into e person's eyes. I guess i've been reading Death Note too much. =
And now, today i dreamt that my whole house was haunted and i was screaming and crying all e way and it jus cant go away. I cant really rmber lar, as you know one don normally rmber dreams oh.

Strange enuf, i dont hav dreams ed Dear's hse. NEVER ONCE. Miss those peaceful nights wid him. =(

Listening to e song " Superwoman " now. Such a nice song. Dear ah, quick go learn this song lei. Then sing for me. Lalalala ~ * Anyway, i loved those pics we took. Kepy lookin ed it in sch. lols ~

Alrites. Im goin to to play my game liao. O2JAM !! So nice sooo nice. Really. Im sure i wil not be sian of this game. Its jus like goin to arcade playing for free. And it makes me really happy playin e game. I dont know why. Haaha. Weets !








@ 2:36 PM

Sunday, April 16

Stayed ed home e whole day. Playing my beloved O2Jam `=D

Yawns. Goin back to school tmr ler. Suddenly rlly don ahv e mood to go. And school reminds me of exams that are comin. =
My last enjoyment wil stop on 31st ; MOS . And that's all. From then on, i really mus study hard. After exams, im gona dye my hair, do hair treatment, find a office job and earn back all e money i've spent for e last few months. Sooooo broke now. Do wad aso must think carefully. =x

So nice of Dear to buy me clothes for game wid EPcard. =] I miss you so.


@ 11:07 PM



3rd Day of my bfdae celebration

Aww! We woke up ed 11 lei !! Planned to wake up ed 8aso de ! Bt today jus so lazy. Somebody jus kill us pls!! =
Rush prep up then we take cab go Changi Village liao. The SUN WAS SO SUNNY !!! =DDD Regretted not wakin up earlier to enjoy e fine weather.

Had our lunch ed Changi Village hawker centre. Yumyum! Quite a few stalls had been advertised on e tv b4. I had penang char kuay teow. =p

Sigh. So many ppl took a Dcam wid them. Then me? Not a single piece of shit. Tmd~ All my brother's fault la. Reminded him to give me put e cam ed my table. Called him, he rejected. Sms him, no reply. Sian la ! 勉强tk a few pics wid my pathetic 6260.

A tiring but fun trip. 1st time go Pulau Ubin. Haha. I really hav bad stamina and endurance. I onli manage to chiong2 slopes onli. Haha. Rest of it, i pushed my bicyle up. Hhahaha. =p

Wah! Everytime finish cycling a part of it hor, then go and drink coconut. Omg! YOU CAN IMAGINE E SHIOKNESS!!! Wow ~ So nice, so juicy, jus simply quench all my thirt and make me feel refresh. Haha. Normally, i always share drink wid Dear de. I onli had a few sips onli. But ed dere, i finished my coconut faster than Dear. 1st time i finshied smtn faster than him. Hhah. I was rlly thirsty and cant catch my breath man. haha.

After our 1st break, we continued agn. But this time, we cycled awhlie dan go back le. Cus e sky was getting dark aso and ppl passing by told us that there was nth. Drank coconut agn. =p

Ed there, i saw alot like kampong houses de. And there was ppl staying in there !! Can you imagine it? I wouldnt want to stay there man. Haha. ~ I din manage to tak pics cus i was too tired to stop and take. =\ I promised i wil go there agn and this time, i wil take lots wid a DCAM!!

Ard evening, we went bk le. So stupid. I n Dear sat on diff ferries back to Singapore. The uncle say overload then ask me and Dear to separate. Tmd~ There were so mani ppl on board and pian pian choose we 2` >,<


the entrance ;

near e jetty ;

near e jetty 2 ;



bicycle rental shop

pp live in this hse !

kampong style ;

blur vision ;

another hse ;

outside drink stalls ; lols

that's how their hse look like =x

er, er , CANDID SHOT !

drinks for sale ;





Went to ToaPayoh had our dinner. Yang rou mee sua!! Yumyum* =DD Bought KongBah Pau agn. Aiyos, die liao. This few days kip eat n eat. lols~

Dear dl a new game - O2JAM. So nice ! This game no nid chiong lvl one, so shuang. Like that, i wil be able to concentrate on my studies w/o being affected by it. =]

Took cab home ed nite then quickly played e game wid Dear. Im jus loving it!! =DD

老公，这几天，我真的很开心．谢谢你．我知道你这３天已花了几百块了．今年会是我度过最开心，最特别的生日．由其是和你一起度过，我很满足了．＝Ｄ　虽然我们没有到动物园，但是不用紧啦。够了，有你陪我真得很开心。我爱你～


@ 3:48 PM

Friday, April 14

2nd day of my birthday cele wid Dear.

Woke up ed 9+! =,= We put alarm ed 8+ alrites ! But jus couldnt wake up. =\ Quickly prep out dan go out ler. The sky was dark. =\ But we stil risked and took bus there. Such a looongg journey. But of cus wid Dear, i wil nvr be bored. Cus he this pig always do things that jus make me laugh til my sides hurt. HAHA. Think liao aso wan laugh. He says im e onli gal who laugh ed him. Hah` x)






Reached Changi Village then rain liao. Tmd～ So mani pp aso goin Pulau Ubin. We sat there, waiting... =( But e rain jus get heavier heavier. Somebody pls screw the rain~!! ZZZZZZZ`






In end, we took bus to Toa Payoh go his Mummy workplace there sing kara-oke. Haha. Cus onli we 2 of us ma, so we anihow sing n play in there. Haha. Dear kip make me laugh til i cant sing animore. LOL ~

Sing til ard 5+ dan we, wid his Mummy n Auntie went to eat & talk talk. His Mummy keep ask us to go eat wid his Ahma cus she bfdae ma. lols ~ In end, we din. Went to watch " Take the lead " instead.

Caught falling aslp in cinema. =p My contact lens la !! Haha.




" The sexy Antonio Banderas stars in "Take the Lead", a drama inspired by an inspirational Manhattan dance teacher and competitor, Pierre Dulaine. Antonio plays Pierre, whose unwavering commitment and dedication slowly convinces the inner-city high school students at the detention centre about the value of his programme. In fact, they even combine Pierre's original style with their own personal hip hop style and energy. Both teacher and students, in the end, share with each other valuable lessons about pride, respect and honour. "

After that, we went to buy Kong Bah Pau. So nice man ! Haha. These ppl hor, very clever man ~ Able to think of such thing to sell. Clapclap * ^^

Saw a whole big group of Auntie n Uncle ed e open space dance Line Dance. I saw them dance since evenin. And after my show, they are stil dancing !! I dono is marathon or wad. Soooo mani pp and kip on dance n dance. Ahh ~ See them dance i aso envy. I wana learn dancing !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =
Took bus home. Go home rest awhile then we walked to Serangoon Garden there e Ice Cube eat icecream. =] Simple love e place. Hmms, e place jus give me a very relaxed feeling and somehow, inside like veh romantic. Hees. I ordered a Chocolate Maximus & Dear ordered a Magic Potion. Dear say i so greedy, ordered e largest one. Let me finish e whole thing myself, punish me aso greedy. =,=!!





Dono why, suddenly i acted like a dumb autistic child. Nvr say a single word. Dear talk to me, i use sign language reply him. LOL ~ He kept giving me riddles, trying to make me laugh. I laughed a little, then stop. But inside, im laughing like mad. Hahahaha. =p

Yes, i jus kept quiet all e way from Serangoon Garden to his house. Went to playground there sitsit. Dear sit one side, i sit one side. LOL ~ im crazy. Reached home, i aso nvr talk. Until i bathe come out then i bcam normal agn. Haha. But Dear was tired and fall aslp. =
Till now, i aso dono why i had this sudden kick to keep quiet all the way.

At the playground, somehow, e peacefullness of e late night make me feel like.. hmms, dono how to des it. Jus like so long nvr hav this kind of feeling. Jus feel like keeping quiet, jus like ed e sea enjoying the breeze. Maybe that's e feeling i had tt day? i dono.


@ 3:28 PM

Thursday, April 13

1st day of bfdae celebration wid Dear

Happy International Friendship Day !! Haha. Im not trying to be funny, but its true. My sch celebrated this td. And i was sitting in e hall, listening to e presentation and sms-in wid Dear =
You guys hav friends who come from overseas or wad? I once had a good friend who came from Taiwan. Vividly could i rmber, that was years back ; I learnt piano ed Yamaha and got to know a girl called Evelyn. She was such a cute and innocent girl. Both we, and our mothers, got along very well. We had our lunch tgt always after our lessons. I went to her house once and we promised tt i wil go to her house to swim one fine day. But.. unfortunately, she went back to Taiwan for holiday. Then after a few days, the news reported that a Earthquake had happened. I couldnt rmber which year was tt, but i knew it was a serious one. I cried, wondering if she was dead, or alive. I failed to reach her. And so, until now, its a mystery. =(

Went for my Physics remedial. Alvin was late agn, guess wad? Yes, send Auntie home. haha.

Reached home ard evening liao. Actualy Dear said if Patty is not meeting me, he wants to bring me go eat buffet. I was kinda lazy when i reached home so i told Dear that im not meetin him. But who knows, Dear this stupid pig, said out e surprise he goin to give me if im meeting him. Actualy is say hao eat hao ler, dan i go home pack my bag then go watch movie then go his house. Never did i thought tt he would wana surprise me and wait for me downstairs. Ahh !! I listen liao so dui, then i tell Dear i wan meet him. Hhaah. =p

Met Dear ed Novena. Went to Vienna International Buffet eat. Wow !! A very nice place wid a perfect ambience. But too bad, all e seats inisde were either occupied or reserved. =( So we sat outside. But still, it was nice. =]

Ate alot lei me! Haha. Dear full liao i stil continue eat n eat. Though rlly full le, but i stil wana try very single item. lols ~ I simply jus love the cakes man ! Im gona bring Mummy here on Mother's Day. Im sure she'l like it. But that onli applies ( if IF IF IF IF IF IF IF IF!! ) i have $$. HAHAHAH.

Din tk much pics. Onli a pathetic 3 on e food. Too busy eating. =p

Actualy Dear wana wait for me ed AMK while i go home pack my bag. In end, Dear stil acc me home and wait patiently downstairs for me. So sweet of him (:

Mummy kpkb ed fers, say wad veh dangerous blah blah. But in end, she stil allowed me go la. Haha. Her words don hav ani impact on me de `=p

Went to AMK watch" Eight below ". A very touching show. I n Dear cried. =\

" Inspired by a true story, EIGHT BELOW is an action-adventure about loyalty and the bonds of friendship set in the extreme wilderness of Antarctica. The film tells the story of three members of a scientific expedition: Jerry Shepard, his best friend, Cooper, and a rugged American geologist, who are forced to leave behind their team of beloved sled dogs due to a sudden accident and perilous weather conditions in Antarctica. During the harsh, Antarctic winter, the dogs must struggle for survival alone in the intense frozen wilderness for over 6 months. "

Installed a gambling aka mahjong game. "明星赌城" & "明星三缺一" Haha. Funfun ~ Years down e road, i aso wana be a taitai. Everday ed home play mahjong enjoy life. lols ~ =p

YEAY !! Pulau Ubin trip tmr !! ^^v

@ 3:06 PM

Tuesday, April 11

11.07pm. Jus wake up !! And im stil wearing my sch-u. Haga. Dear slp ler. =(

Well, today ed sch was okay lar. After sch went to chem lab for practice of titration experiment. A big blunder. Took e wrong chemical! Though changed to e correct one after that, but was like.. So pek chek ler. In end, i gave up and wrote down fake answers. =x

Die le. my pratical like so jialat. I think i failed my physics practical ytd. No time to finish. And i wrote rubbish? =
Studied in canteen wid a big group of ppl. Some were talking, some were eating, and im that good girl busy askin ard qns i dont know. Hah. After that went for my pistol training. Shoot a mere 30 shots onli. Sigh. E feeling was gone, a shot w/o confidence. Jus one week, im back to e egg. A vast diff from what i shot in CDANS. Hmms...maybe, i jus continue slacking? After exams then train? HAahahaha.

Im starting to enjoy school life more n more. Im getting used to taking bus home everyday in e evening instead of gg home right straight after sch by Dad's cab. Now, after sch i wil stay back to study,chit chat, study, eat, play pistol, here n there.. Yes, all these are onli possible wid all my beloved classmates. =] I jolly well don rmber i wil stay back after sch in e past2 yrs. I kinda hate sch and think everyone dislikes me. One day onli talk to jus a mere few pp, always sleeping in class. Pouring cold water ed pp's jokes, and instead of laughing, i scolded then " 无聊 " . Attitude hor. lols ~ 想了都很恶心hor!!

And i knew i changed to a good girl, definitely. Friends are asking why im so hardworking this year, goin for pistol training and wadsoever. Ppl askin me wad made me change. Arent i an ah lian in e past? Reason; i really change ler. =]

Miss Chua told me in e morning that she heard from teachers tt im really good this year, studyin hard and not creating any trouble. See ! And i don rmber get caught by teachers for ear studs or wad. =D

Haha. Ani idea where i got this name MINI? Not from Friendster of course. Eh, from "齐天大胜 " , e 吴中宪one. Haha. Cus there was this group of dancers who call themselves MINI. Then i dono why, i fell in love wid e nick. lols ~ hmms, so lidat ya. Haha. Mini , lols ~ Dear say he is MICKEY.

Poor Dear ~ He is having a bad sore throat. =( Guess we been eating too much heaty stuff, esp from Pasar Malam and e stupid oily duck neck. I feel like hugging Dear real tight and sayang him. I know its definitely an awful feeling.

Dear, YOU is my birthday present le. You willing to plan this n that for my birthday im really so touched. Its enuf. I dont need you to give me Addidas jacket, or wadoever. I jus want you. (:


@ 11:09 PM



Yawns. 12.42 am. Jus finish studying. Chatting wid my dearest Jas & Kitkit. Actually i only came online to blog, but who knows my hand jus had e urge to click on e Msn. E 1st one to PM me was Kitkit, ask me to choose a bag for her. Pengpeng is gg to buy for her. SO GOOD !!!! =\ I aso wan!!



Haha. 2nd to PM me is Jasmin. Both my dearest liao. Cfm e date n time wid dem for my bfdae celebration on 21st. Weets * IM SO EXCITED. =D Nowadays hav not been online so often , unlike everyday in e past.

Have been askin ard who is goin to MOS on 31st. Guess wad? Mummy ( my real mother! ) actually asked me if she can go MOS wid me !!! OMG . ahha. What she thinking man. Hah. Though she allow me to drink or wad, but, hmms somehow there wil be somekind of awkwardnesse ma. LOL ~ She rlly don look a mother to me, more to a good friend (:

Had a Maths test in sch td. Nearly cried out cuz i dont know how to do. I studied e wrong chap n those were such simple qn n yet i forgot all e formulas! SHIT ~ n wad's more i, CH words r so small, i cant see ! =\ Im jus so stress. Sigh.

Had my English oral exam td. Not rlly good. E whole theme was bout Snakes. Mdm Kuar said that i have to improve on my range of vocab used, and pronunce e "th" sound more clearly. Sian.

Talked to Dear on e phne jus now. Realised tt CCA is ipt as well as studies de. Sigh. Should i train for e school team? BOY, i miss you lots. Cant wait for Friday to come. <3

Didnt go swimming td ! Cus e sky was so black. Pls don rain tmr ! =(

Patty asked me pei her meet her friend to cele bfdae wid him ed Np. Haha. I kip say don wan. So paiseh ! I dono her fren. What's more guy. lols. Went home slp instead. Ard 7+, Patty called me & i went to prep up. Hmms, her friend came along ! Haha. So paiseh. =p

Patty got lost in cab ! From np to my hse, normally onli need $3.30. Guess wad! E stupid uncle drive her anihow = $ 7.50! + $1 . Tmd ~ Stil got e cheek to collect $8 from her, giving her 50cent discount. Screw e cab driver.

Met ed our usual place, e playground behind my house. Its a place where we wil usually sit there and chat inside out. Somehow, its quite peaceful & relaxing place for us. Esp to * . =p Her friend went to buy 2bottles of E33. Im a good girl td, i didnt drink a single bit of liquor. I drank green tea. =]

Sigh. Poopoo was feeling so down. Seeing her lidat rlly veh gek xim. In e past, she used to lecture me bout all these relationship things or wadsoever. But now, she is somehow repeating e same mistake as me.

Sigh. We jus hav so much in common, even in e person we liked! But not now lah. Haha. She kept drinking. One bottle she drunk le. LOL. Poopoo ah ! Donno how drink don drink ok. You don wana let me see e ugly side of you huh ! I wan to see e crazy & cheerful Poopoo agn, taking pic wid me of stupid poses, crapping wid me.. Think carefully ba. Its not worth it okay. But wadeva you choose, i stil wil support you de.. as long as you are happy once agn. =]

Oh ya. Poopoo, i warn you hor ! Don ever bite my hand agn ah ! Lucky no scar, or else i kill you. Thursday u are staying ed my hse. YEAH !! =DD

Yay ! I think i wana ask Stella tmr to pei me go check out e dance classes and sign up one. Actually wana wait for exams to be over, but i jus cant resist e temptation. I badly wan to learn how to shake my bon bon. LOL. Tmr wil be a packed day agn. =\ Extra lessons, study session wid CH they all, dan swimming wid Poopoo. Where should i slot in e time for my signing up of dance lessons? =.=??

* Some of e pics we 勉强 take de, though she was drunk. =p









* 14 DAYS TO MY BIRTHDAY !! ^^V


@ 12:23 AM

Sunday, April 9

hello hello, how do you guys tink if i choose MINI as my preferred nick? give comments. LOL


@ 9:53 PM



hello hello. Im boring. Dear is watching tv downstairs. Sigh. Dono why suddenly like no mood de. Im always like that. =
Aniway, this m0nth for me quite happening lar. hah.

13th ; there wil be a party ed CocoLatte. Not gg ba, cus if kip go no need study liao. Haha. Gonna balance my studies and my activities ler.

14th-17th ; Wil be goin to Dear's hse stay then go here n there play. Hees. That wil be my early celebration of my birthday. Kees. =p

21st ; Will be goin to Sassy Bar ed nite and b4 that, we are gg to Lao Pa Sar eat. Hees. =p Yaoguai called up Sassy bar and book ler i tink. 8ppl. Yao ah, you must take real good care of yourself ok. Im kinda worried when i heard those things. Im jus a phone call away. <3 25th ; MY BIRTHDAY !! Jus contented to hav Dear wid me on that day (:

22th ; Wil be goin for my belly piercing. Stella wil be sponsoring half for me as my present. =D

31th ; Wil be goin to MOS wid Samantha. A big party on that day, hees. Im sure it wil be fun and happenin. And most ipt, DRINKING is allow. hees. But i promise.. i wil not get drunk like Mummy . Gonna be real busy now liao, n i promise myself to meet up wid Patty now n then. We simply hav so much to catch up wid during this half year. Im so glad that she take it as nth happen b4. =D I wana have a perfect figure b4 i go for my belly piercing, and maybe after exams, i wana take up dance classes. Pole dancing? ROFL. Stella wil be all wid me once i made up my mind. ^^v
*15 DAYS TO MY BIRTHDAY. YAY !







@ 9:00 PM





* She is Patty. My beloved twinsister since 05` <3

hello hello. morning. =DD 7am now. jus finish bloggin and updating all my pics.
im okay wid Patty liao ! hees. We are returing back to e life we used to hav. hees. Swimming.. blahblah. Meeting her either ltr or Monday. Jus cant wait to catch up wid each other. Im jus so glad, after so mani ups and downs, we are back agn. I do cherish this sistership alot (:


@ 7:01 AM



Its 4.41am now. Why am i stil awake here blogging? All thanks to my DEAREST MUMMY !

Sigh. Earlier on, i was ed Dear's hse. Morning took bus to Dear's hse as usual and went to buy breakfast for him. So fucked up. E bus 315 uncle hor, as i stil recognized, e same as last week de ! I dropped 60cent in e box, e Uncle say should be 90cent.

" Uncle, 我是student啦! " Then i took out my student pass and show him. =
Went to Suntec wid Dear in e afternoon. Went to Mango and bought a white top which im wearing in my pic. ( eh, cus Dear say my pink top veh ugly, like those girls in Geylang wear one, so i quick change! =x )

Im addicted to Mango! And suddenly, i realised that i may not go town and shop for my clothes le. Those tops are jus so simple and nice. And wid e discount im gg to get, its not ex aniway. Hees (:

Simplicity is e best. Dear taught me that. =]

Gonna buy a few more others nxt week. Wanted to buy jus nw but Mummy's fren wasnt there and couldnt get ani discount. So hav to wait for nxt week =(

After that went to find Uncle & Terence they all. Stil e same old them. Hhaha. Quite miss those times working there la.

Went to watch " Inside Man". A veh .. erm, dono how say. Maybe you wil like it, or not. As for me, half half. Was quite impatient ed fers. This movie definitely need prefessional analysation and observation if you want to understand e show. Haha. Hmms, so to those who wana watch, all i can say is GOOD LUCK ! =p

honestly,.....I CATCH NO BALL ！！ =DD=DD

Ate my favourite Western food for dinner ed food court below. Been ages since i've ate that! So happy that the uncle ther stil recognize me though i so long nvr go le. =] Dear ate his favourite Teppanyaki.

Meanwhile, i cant help reminiscing e past. When i met Dear for e 2nd time ed golf pal, he was eating western food. Haha. And i stil kop his french fries eat. That was e 1st time i spoke to him. Everything began from then, & i knew i liked him since then. ( not mentionin e 1st time la, lveo ed fers sight? lols. ) Hees. =p Stil rmber he always love to eat Teppanyaki ed Suntec too. So mani memories.. Everything began in Suntec. And that's what im now. =]

After tt, went to Marina Sq walk walk. I think, i got 5-6yrs no go liao. Haha. E last time i went ther was tink ard 6-7 years old? Then that time haven even renovate one. Hah. Quite big la e place, we jus walk here walk there. I keep laughing here n there. lols ~ Dear la! Say all sorts of tings then i laugh liao. Haha.

Dear brought me go Esplanade参观 .. 我这只猪，没有去过嘛。Onli few years back on Xmas eve, ed mall outside there ton lor. 去了读书馆， 哇！那里的书hor, 全部都是那种艺术的lei !我就随便拿基本来看看，老公就说＂不要假假啦！ “　讨厌啦！不要拆穿我吗！哈哈哈。

Ard 10+ took Mrt to Yck dan go Dear hse. On e way, i nvr stop laughing in mrt. 不知道为什么，老公每次都会做一些平常人不会做的东西，让我一直笑。笑话还没说，我就已经笑了。哈哈。不知道啦，只知道每次和他在一起会一直笑。也一直偷拍了他的照片，哈哈。拿也让我笑了一场，哈哈哈。真好玩，如果老公现在有车，也许我们也没有这个机会像这样一只笑，一直玩。

Went to Pasar Malam buy our supper. Bought Roti prata, burger, corn, coconut. Haha. 死了啦！ 这样下去我怎么减肥！减个屁．．．

ｄｅａｒ啊……今天ｈｏｒ，我才吃到你的痛苦哦．原来你每一次和我出去，都花了好多钱哦。嗯，从今天起，我会帮你付一点开销也是。但是ｌｅｉ，等我做工先啦！哈哈。所以呢……接下来的日子还是要靠你的！！ =DD


Ard 2+ tk cab home. Reach home, Christine call me and say that Mummy is taking cab home now from XMYD pub. Ask me 10mins ltr go downstairs wait for her, and stil told me she is drunk. Nvm. E worst past stil not here. Awhile more, i received a call. Obviously, it was Mummy's hp number, but it was a guy who spoke to me instead.

" OIE ! 你是他的朋友啊！你的朋友hor,喝醉了，吐到我整个车像垃圾车这样！“
“ 我是他的女儿，不要意思，麻烦你可以送他回来yishun吗？“
“ 不好意思！！??她吐到这样，我这样赚钱！还要洗车。还没有到ｅｘｐｒｅｓｓｗａｙ她就要吐 “
" Sorry la. 送她回来ｙｉｓｈｕｎ，我在楼下等她啦。！　

Then, Mummy took over e phone. " ger ah, 载我回。。／你在哪里？／我不知道。。。

Tmd, when i heard this, i knew Mummy is fucking drunk. Sigh. Both angry and sad. Jus dono why Mummy will drink til lidat. And im jus so angry why Uncle they all nvr offer to send Mummy home. Jus leave her take cab go home. Christine jus keep calling askin me if she reach home ler. Sigh! Whats e use! You all should send her home ma. sigh. I was rlly so worried ed that time, dono wad to do. And e attitude of e taxi driver is jus so bad. Keep gan me for wad shit?

Called Dear immediately. Sigh. He was right. 就是因为ｍｕｍｍｙ不会想，所以我才会有这么多的ｆｒｅｅｄｏｍ．哈哈。所得也是啦，ｍｕｍｍｙ根本不像我的妈妈。简直是个长不大的人，还会陪我喝酒，玩ｆｉｖｅｔｅｎ，陪我去ｐｕｂ．．让我和老公在一起的也是她，叫ｄａｄｄｙ不要阻止我和老公在一起的也是ｍｕｍｍｙ．这种ｍｕｍｍｙ哪里找！好是好，但是有时她真地会让你气到暴血管！

I was so anxious, stood by balcony and see if taxi reach le ma. Sigh. Called my brother, he outside aso. Tink if not wrong, aso ed pub. =x Actuali stil tot of askin him go fetch Mummy one, zzz. One of a kind. LOL～

Finally, when i saw Mummy, it was like OMGWTF?! She was drunk like dono wad, then vomit til so disguting. Can you imagine it? I talk to her like 对牛弹琴, reply rubbish to me. Ahhh！When i see Mummy like this, was rlly gek xim. Feel like crying, so helpless. Last resort, called up Daddy and ask him come down bring Mummy go up.

E driver uncle stil go guai lan . Keep ask me pay money. Cab fare 35.50. Stil ask me pay him wash car money. Tmd~ So much.

Yes, i know.!! You need to go and hav your car wash and cant work le. But my fault huh? You should be prepared for such things to happen if you wana fetch passengers from e pub. Scared don fetch la ! What's more, cabby drivers don hav e right not to fetch passengers. If you do, i can lodge a complaint against you.

I was rlly angry ed that time and shouted back ed him. Dad stopped me. But in end, he aso scolded him. Haha. " 鸟你啦，车不会自己洗啊！我知道你很ｓｕａｙ，但是你也不可以怪她吗。　blah blahh....

Nuff said. My mood is dampened by Mummy. Td should be a very fun day wid Dear wid all e laughing. Sigh~ Hope Mummy gets well tmr..

Chatting wid Patty now. Finally pluck up e courage to talk to her. I miss her alot. I miss those times ed playground, miss those times goin to her hse almost everyday after sch to swim wid her, go Spa, drink her Mummy's cooked soup. Im soo happy that she forgave me and do miss me alot too. Tink we are gonna mit up tmr. hees. =]






@ 4:42 AM

Friday, April 7

hello hello. sian. Wad a boring Friday i hav. sigh~

I simply cant wait for tmr to come. I jus miss Dear so much, wanna see him asap. Gonna go his hse in e mornin and buy breakfast for me. Then go shoppin in e afternoon. Small shoppin onli la ! No money ! =\ Nvr do ani shoppin for e past one mnth. Miserable? YES ! =(

NO MONEY IS BORING!!

This mornin nearly late for school. So rush man~ Dad came n fetch me onli ed 7.10. =\ How nice if he don com fetch then i jus stay ed home. hahaha. =p A short day ed sch, till 11.30 onli. Been fussing wid my hair here n then in sch, lookin in mirror now n then. Haha. Quite a few ppl say my hair is cute ! Hees. Alittle short fringe. lols ~ Tried to tie 2plaites in class, some say " Wad im trying to do?! " Some jus laughed. Some say cute. Haha. CH say ugly. =\ Did nth much today. Went home play com, sleep, study awhile, and then, NOW. Tryin to upload my pics in WRETCH album but dono wad fuckin prob hinder my uploadng. =,=

Yea! Caiwei msg me jus nw and told me that they start to plan my bfdae celebration liao. Cfm wid me nxt wk. Hees. 3cheers to them !! My beloved sisters. <3

Wow! There are jus so mani things for me to look forward this month man ~ Two days after my birthday wil be our 5month anniversary. 3days after Dear's birthday wil be our half yr anni!! hees. So happy we can go to this far. Quick quick nxt Friday. =DD

YOU ; jus add COLOURS to my life! <33



* one of a stupid pic i took while waiting for Dad in mornin. 1st time tk pic in sch-u. Realised i don hav a bit of schoolgirl look. =\ eh, so edited it. hah.


@ 11:52 PM

Thursday, April 6

YAWNS * Rou xin jus left my hse not long ya. Went to meet her ed Np after my lessons, dan acc her to interview. Bought a eyebrown thing and after that went to cut my hair. Did a little trimming la, but its kinda short in front. Haha. Dont laugh ed me when i go sch tmr. =p

Earlier on, Yangqin , Me, CH , Alvin, were in class discussing bout e stupid A-MATHS. Then suddenly Alvin's Dad came in and jus as we hoped, he taught us e Maths qn. lols ~ Was a tired day ed school.

CH was in a bad mood in mornin, zzzz =\ So uneasy. Not used to it. lols. Had so much fun during my volleyball game. Yeah! Im improved alot and im hitting e ball higher and higher. Jus need more practice on my serving. Hhah. =p

I TAKE BACK MY WORDS, UPLOAD MY PICS WHEN IM FREE. HAHA. ` x) 19 DAYS TO MY BIRTHDAY !!


@ 10:08 PM

Wednesday, April 5

UPLOAD ALL MY PICTURES TMR =D


@ 11:47 PM

HELLO!! 大家好！！ 我终于回来了。哈哈。很想我哦？不用说啦，我知道的。哈哈。

So surprised to see that so mani do really care if i update or not! and my tag board is getting soo crowded. aha. ^^v 谢谢支持！！*clap clap

最近都很忙哦，今天要chiong一个礼拜的entries。 上个礼拜发生了好多好多事，有好有坏，也让我领悟到很多东西。

今天不知道为什么，心情很好。哈哈。一回来就去做功课，到现在！！很乖哦? =DD 但是还是很糟糕，很多东西还是不会。尤其是MATHS! 他妈的难~ 由谁能帮我补习呢?真后悔，上个学期没有认真听老师讲课，才有今天这样的后果。。。

刚才和老公商量要怎样庆祝我的生日。原本是打算要去ＫＬ玩三天的，但是仔细算算，开销很大！所以还是不要吧，等六月去吧。14th is GOOD FRIDAY ; public holiday ma. 我不用上學，老公不用回ｃａｍｐ．so 决定 liao, 从friday起，我就去老公的家住，ｓｕｎｄａｙ才回家．呵呵｀ FRIDAY就去Pulau Ubin玩，SATURDAY就去Sentosa玩．呵呵｀好期待好期待哦！！本来老
公说要订hotel给我的，让我爽一下．哈哈！但是想想哦，好像也是很浪费lei, 我们也不可能整天呆在ｈｏｔｅｌ的嘛，哈哈
。不知道啦，subject to changes. LOL`

只要有他在我身边，去哪里都可以！

WEETS ~ i really so look forward to nxt Friday. hees. I bet this wil be e best birthday i ever had. REALLY! hah (:

Its my first time having my bf to celebrate wid me. Anyway, it doesnt matters how Dear celebrates my birthday. Im jus happy enuf to have him by my side on that day. He's wad i need. I realised im loving him more n more each day ! And after ytd, i definitely know i cant lose him.

2days after my birthday, that wil be our 5m0nths anniversary. And 3 days after Dear's birthday ed May, we wil be tgt for half year liao. Im really so happy that we can go this far. This is definitely not enuf, i wana be wid him forever ( i know there is no FOREVER ) 讲爽不可以阿！ lols~

@ 9:54 PM

Monday, April 3

As usual, a boring school day. But at least i got time to catch e movie " The Dark " . Indeed, it is a very stupid show! =

21 DAYS TO MY BIRTHDAY!! =DD

@ 11:21 PM

Sunday, April 2

As usual, took bus to Dear's hse in e mornin. Hah. So suay, i was too engrossed in readin comic on bus 315 tt i forget to press e bell. Aiya! 不习惯吗！Yishun every stop aso wil stop one, but not Serangoon. haha. It was a quiet place compared to Yishun. That was my first mistake.

Lucky enuf, i realised it a stop after Dear's hse. But i was stupid enuf too, my 2nd mistake ; to think that it wil Uturn back. I was WRONG ! It went to e interchange instead !!
wah sian. haha. Then my hp no batt stil. Waited another to bus to Dear's hse. =\ But im quite happy, cus, when by the time i reached Dear hse, i finished e whole comic book. ahhaahh` But there's definitely a big price to pay.

On e bus to and fro, i observed Serangoon. It was peaceful and quiet place, not like Yishun. And yes, alot of ah beng n ah lian. =,= Now, they are a BIG NONO in my dictionary. Those life are over, and im not goin to repeat my mistake agn! =D

Maybe i jus persuade Brother to consider staying in Serangoon. haha. If one day my brother rlly stays in Serangoon, then i think i be well off staying in Dear's hse. Cuz i wil not go home de lidat ! haha. =p

Went to PasarMalam to buy our dinner. Had Roti John, hamburger, and not forgetting my FAVOURITE 臭豆腐!! =DD

Was back home quite early ya. Didnt catch e very last part of e 校园SUPERSTAR! cus Dear say too late go home veh dangerous. =
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志杨赢了！ｔｅｒｅｓａ输了。不用紧。。

２００７
佳琳赢了！！我们的ＳＵＰＥＲＳＴＡＲ！＝ＤＤ

@ 11:23 PM