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Thursday, January 26

yeay ~ now 10.15pm . 2more hour lidat jiu our 2m0nth liao ! hehes . so happy . time rlly pass fast sia . it jus seems like ytd i jus started workin ed suntec . hah ` im waitin for his call anxiously now . cant wait to hear his voice . don plan to go sch tmr since onli til 10am . hah ` meetin up wid my darling sista jas . hees . been so long we met up liao lor ~ haa . back to our FRIDAY ; SISTA DAY ~ =DDD hope tml rlly can enjoy . hees . =p sat dear cum out liao . WEETS ! x) 我要多多红包！！哈哈｀今年的红包我要好好的收。ahh ` ahh ~ time pass faster ahh ....

dear , time flies ~ 2months..
but nt enuff . i wan alotalot months . =p
i will follow you , whereva u go .
i wana stay in your heart ;
everyday , everywhere ~ [=

@ 10:13 PM

Wednesday, January 25

haha . im back from my facial ed LIFESPA . hees . damn pain sia , squeeze here n there . but after everything , very smooth . hah . except a little red la , cuz squeeze ma . haha . dan they psycho ask sign up a package $3800 ~ i wana sign lor . but my ah yee say don wan . zzzz ` very cheap sia . can pay by instalments ma. hah . after cny gg to go CENTURY BEAUTY SPA do facial agn . hah . went to takashimaya to change my brown spagh ed m)phosis. went to harley davidson see see . saw a brown shirt , actuali t0t of buyin it for dear , but scared he don wan , dan.. ahh suan le . lols . lidat good ma , pei me wear brown . =p this few days didnt rlly study or wad la . hah . no mood ler . 2dae ed sch quite slack aso la . kip play wid my 6260 . hah . dan discuss e dono wad cny dance . sibei gao xiao . hah . laugh til stomach pain . lols ~ stil tinkin friday wan go sch not . i e co-ordinator lei , don go dono can not . zzzz ` ask me go = ask me stand there laugh . LOL ~

cny is comin !! omg ~ so excitedd` =DD
2m0re days !! to our....2MONTH ANNIVERSARY ~ lalalalalas * ^^v

@ 9:18 PM

Tuesday, January 24

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went to chinat0wn this afterno0n wid sch yahs . hehes . was fun . hah ` walk here walk there , dan there was an old man who had agreed to let e MC interview him dan he told us bout his life ed chinatown n when he fers step into singapore lor . and of cuz , his life during w0rld war 2 ~ hes 85yrd old liao ! but stil quite fit . hah ` buay pai ah ~ =p he sp0ke in cantonese , heng i knew . hees ` x) dan went to e heritage centre ah . w0w ~ e whole centre was a house in e 1950s ! so old . e toilet bowl was so small can . lols ` a hole for u to shit , dan drop into a pail , which e dono wad man mus cum collect . lols ` so jialat compared to us right now . e toilet bowl stil hav colour one , dan e toilet seat can hav designs ( seashells inside or stones or wadeva .. LOL ) . room is so small , a bed a shelf for u to put things . hah . i tink i shld stop complainin my room small liao . hah . stil can put piano , cabinet , wardrobe , shelves , study table , my dearest double single bed n piano . hah . i tink in e past , can onli put one shelve lor ` =,= dan after tt we were allow to go gai gai ard . hah . ppl kip lelong lelong buy sweets all this . hah . i n yangqin walk past , dan a guy giv us sample taste . <> hah . nice eh !! didnt hav e chance to buy cuz hor ..... we got lost in chinatown !! =\ we were supp0se to mit 5.45 ed e dono wad stage ah . dan we walk til very far . we ended up askin passeryby for e place , heng got one old man help us . actuali he say dono one , but he tink tink dan he say he rmber liao . heng ~ hah . was ... SO PAI SEH !! fers excursion wif my new class dan make everyone wait in e bus for us cuz of our sutpideness? or wad ? >,<>

tiredddd !!!!!!!!!!!!!! byebye ~ dear returnin from jungle sooon !!! n im doin my facial tmr finally.. WEETS! x)) 3 m0re 3 m0re days to 0ur 2m0nths anniversary !! =DDDDDDD

@ 10:09 PM

Monday, January 23

zzzz ` this is my 2nd post liao . 10pm rite now . jus watch finish my 9pm show , hav been studyin since 4+ till now . im STRESS . rlly ~

VERY STRESS !! =x

@ 10:04 PM

好累好累！好想马上睡觉，但是不能。不回家做功课是不行的。＝（　昨晚终于看完了《这该死的爱》，　好感人！你们一定要看噢～是ＲＡＩＮ演的。哈哈｀我好想念老公｀如果没有错，他拜四就从ｊｕｎｇｌｅ回来了。但是要等除夕才能出来。　这段感情，不知不觉越想越深……　已今习惯有他的日子。讨厌！明天早上ｄａｄｄｙ没有做工，我要塔ｂｕｓ去学校！他妈的～书包那么重。气死人了。。。好啦，不说了。一会儿要去做功课了。希望拜三ｍｕｍｍｙ可以请假，然后陪我去ＬＩＦＥＳＰＡ做ｆａｃｉａｌ吧。（；

*4 m0re days to our 2m0nths anniversary !! =DD

@ 2:49 PM

Sunday, January 22

SPRING CLEANIN DAY ; 他妈的！i type til so long dan suddenly e page all gone . shit !! =,= nvm , i start all over agn. now is 9+. im extremly tiredd now . no energy liao . plus jus finish eatin .. feel like slpin . hah` but stil hav to wait for my < 这只该死的爱> e finale to dl finish . 这戏很好看，一定要看哦！=P for e fers time , i cleant my room myself . hehes . 不懂事不是被dear传染的。haha. last wk jus tidy his rm wid him . his was fast , 2hrs . mine lei , omg ~　２－７！　started wid my wardrobe fers . siann half. there was no space to hang my clothes liao , not to say my new clothes which are using . chose out a few to giveaway . =\ dan my cabinet , dan my books . vaccumed e whole room by MYSELF ! can u believe it !!?? LOL ~ i rmber e last time i held a vacum cleaner was ed dear hse , not mine . lols . i don do hsework ed home one , onli for my bf dan i wil . lols . last time aso , never hav i wash a toilet b4 , but i washed it for andy , my ex . dan frm then on , i nvr ever wash one liao . lols` 莫名其妙哦？！pack til so pek chek lor . kept quarrel wid mummy , shout here shout there , shout til no voice liao . =x 她啦！什么都不要丢，这个收那个收，　说什么这还很新，为什么要丢？他妈的。den这样不会甘愿不要大扫除。=,= 好累！　好想睡觉……刚吃饱睡觉一定会很胖的。哈哈｀惨了啦。本来今天不要做工，打算温习功课的。看来，现在这种情况，不用读了啦。哈哈。

alrites . let me tok bout my BIG SHOPPIN DAY ytd... it wasnt as fun as we expected , cuz of e pain in our legs wif our heels !! =( but at least saw alot of my long time no see frens . hehes . =p met vanessa ed np 11am . saw xueting ed mrt . lols ` went to bugis street fers . 1st thin - got our papaya milk fers . hahah . =p so sad , stil earli , most shop haven open yet . dan we go back PARco - THE EDGE lors . went to kitty shop n bought my 2006 KITTY calendar ! =DD last one lei . so lucky . hees . ^^v saw andrea dearie n grace . wanted to hug each other but e calendar stuckin out of my bag hit her nose b4 we could !! pai seh ` xp dan went to 77th street buy studs . didnt see ani nice clothes dere.. =\ went RED EARTH buy my eyelash curler n MISSHA for my liquid eyeliner . ard 1+ went back to bugis street . this time , shops were open liao . hehes . =p bernard sp0tted me n called me . lols . he was wid his gf . haa . saw gena laopo aso !! she was doin flag day . ahhahah . she ask me donate 10cent, i didnt want . LOL ! when i saw her , it was like , OMGWTF ! why she cut hair !! hahaha . ` she say she was into r0ck style . it was so much different when we fers knew each other . haha . no matter wad , i stil love her lah . lols =p saw chole also ! hah . didnt know she was w0rkin ed bugis . she didnt recognize me until i told her i was wif them on new yr countdown . hah . x) went hunting for our sliver tote bag for sch . alot shops in street all sold out liao . =( e boss tel us say PARCO de ZINC hav . dan we went back PARCO buy lor . zzzzz ` e pain in our leg is killin us man . rlly ! NEVER WEAR HEELS TO SHOPPIN . u wil fuckin regret ! >,< color="#993399">took a cab to far east . van b0ught quite a few tops there . but i didnt . no nice one , all too simple . went to my fave shop , SHEER ROMANCE agn . lols . bought 2 bras . hah ` shop liao dan tk cab to wisma . lols ` i know that was a short distance onli ! but our legs are killin us man . lols ` it was so crowded sia . cant stand it . all doin last min shoppin . went to BEBE , saw a nice handbag . $168!! lols ` after tt went to takashimaya . went to my fave shop m)phosis . fianlly saw sum nice tops . hehes . but onli buy one brown spagh nia . was hesitating whether to buy e skirt a not . cuz like too matured . haha . start to rain liao .. plannin to go cine . guess wad ? we took a cab . LOL . i know i know , cine is jus behind taka . hahah . dialed a cab sum0re , cuz we were lazy to queue up . hah ` went t0 BLOSSOMZ . bought a brown polka dot spagh . so sad =( i wanted e white skirt , but left one nia - SPOILED one !! zzz ` saw shujing n her fwen . saw siew feng n 2 dono who i forget names liao . lols ` applied for a BLOSSOMZ membershipcard . hah ` after tt went to tk ne0s . hadnt tk one for ages . e last time we took tgt was ed sec 1 , ( gong gong one ) lols ` took 2 times , same machine . damn contented . so kawaii . hah . =p after tt, went to heeren . tried my luck to find a white skirt , but didnt hav =( saw terry n one malay guy . lols . didnt buy anithin there . onli van bought . 7 lidat we went off liao . tk cab to orchard mrt station mit mummy dan she went to pasir ris yahs . saw shujing n fren !! dan we 4 tk mrt tgt . hah . leg was rlly damn pain . all blisters ` =( actuali wanted to go FABER HOUSE tk my pay one . but was too tired liao . my leg wouldnt allow it okay ! hah . reach yishun went to ntuc buy some cny co0kin ingredients dan tk cab home liao . i feel like im in heaven when i reach home . lols ` but stil , e pain in my leg didnt go away la . okay la , fun day . gona do another shoppin ed nxt friday wid jas , if she can tk off ~

i miss dear !! 3 days liao ~ i miss his voice , his everything . cant wait for him to come out . so stupid , actuali 27 cum out , dan delay til 28 . sigh . so sad we cnt cele our annivesary tgt agn . quick come out ah !! hope this week wil pass fast bah...

* 5days to our 2m0nths anniversary !! ^^v

@ 10:08 PM

Friday, January 20

jus came back from w0rk ya . went to ntuc wid mummy buy some cookin ingredients for cny . kees . simply jus look forward man ~　went to suntec upstairs help dear see clothes . not a nice one yah ~ zzz =\ tml go town see ba . hehes . tml gg hav a big shoppin sia ` there;s so maniiii things i wana buy . gona make a list later on . haa . stress ah !! td ed w0rk spent most time doin homew0rk . didnt noe hw , ask edmund , he aso dono . sians . after cny jiu exams liao . >,<

i miss dear alot alot . i wonder how is he doin . is everything goin fine for him ? is he able to sleep well ? is it hard for him ? sigh . 6 days w/o his voice , w/o his sms , w/o him to give me strength , w/o him to cheer me up . im a gal wid lots of moodswings . everyday , der sure be a time i be very pek chek one . but no matter wad , when dear give me a call ed nyte , SMILE agn =D no matter how shag am i, he wil be able to perk me up . to study hard , blah blah . . . Val day is cmin . wonder wad i shld buy for him , haas . shld i buy him smtn for 2months anniversary ? omg ` so mani things . =p but luckily got my pay jus now . hehes . can spend liao . simply jus miss him . ...

went to SWAMI home . so sad to see those old folks . they seem so helpless . sigh . some was so emotional , kept cryin e moment she saw us . tried to cheer them up . i asked one if she was happy , she replied ;　开心啦。不开心做什么？　yup , one shld jus 看开点咯。　im tryin very hard to change away my stupid temper . lols . lidat veh easy get old one . haa . dats what mummy always say . =,= im not goin to send my parents to old folks home alrites . so sucky . so lonely in there . so wad go bak to visit them ? e disappointment in their heart wil never be understood . at least i did some good deeds ytd . lols . haa . =p

CNY SHOPPIN WISHLIST for tml (;

*MUST ;
handbag ;
school bag ;
shades ;
MAC / RED EARTH eyelash curler ;
CHANEL / MISSHA liquid eyeliner ;
heels ;
tube ;
spaghs ;
jeans ;
skirts ;
NIVEA multiple whitenin cream ;
2006 HELLO KITTY calendar

*MAYBE ? ;
watch;
necklace ;
couple bracelet ;
ADDIDAS red jacket

lols . so mani things i wana buy . onli hav 5hours of shoppin time tml . rushin ~ =\ nvm , i wil try !! =DD nytes ~ * 7 days tto our 2m0nth anniverary . ^^v

@ 11:19 PM

Wednesday, January 18

jus came back fr school . didnt hav gym trainin , say dono wad no teacher . zzz . not e fers tyme liao lor . everytime say gym but don hav one . waste my tyme . =\ but at least spent e tyme chattin wid chien ru . since we dif klass , we didnt hav ani chances to really hav a nice chat . but we did jus now , n im glad i made her understand wad i like n love . hees . i guess , we hav all changed . didnt blog ytd lors ~ had my 2nd pistol trainin ytd . it was fun =D i improved a lot n at least i had groupin liao . hees . n im startin to enjoyin it liao . hees . coach say july mus go competition . im gg for it cuz of dear . is him who made me go for traini . haha . but aniway , thanks to him i enjoy . hees . sian . study is gettin so stress . so fan . now plannin time for facial n work n shoppin n study . i hav to get it all done by nxt friday . haa . our 2 m0nths n new year . hees . im missing him every now n then . he is gg for jungle traini soon . one week of not havin him . but i tink i wil not get bored cuz my time is really packed now liao . LOL ` at least , i find some meanin in life . haas . i wana get to POLY !! haa . (;* 9 DAYS TO OUR 2 MONTHS ANNIVERSARY ^^v

@ 11:21 PM

Monday, January 16

TODAY // OMG ~ today i went for my 1st air pistol training for 2006 . it was like OMG WTF ! so xin ku can ???!! so oo different fr air rifle . it was so much difficult dan rifle . onli until today dan i realise how blessed was i to be able to train rifle . lols ` this is 身在福中不知福` 不见官差不掉泪！x) nearly cried . cuz my hand was e weakest , so didnt hav e strength to support it . sigh ` hope tml training wil be beta ba .... =\ study is gettin more n more stress up . i realise i had such a packed schdule . now onli january !! omg ~ i had to find time to do my facial b4 new year man . hais . shoppin for new year clothes ` new school bag ` work ` tidy up room ` ahhhh . jus so many things to do yahs . do i nid tuition ? sci is difficult . zzzzz >,< my bag was sooooo heavy today n i ended up carryin a GIVENCHY tote bag to sch. i nid a school bag !!

15th JAN // went to dear hse in e mornin yahs . dan went to beach road to hav our breakfast cum lunch . hees . saw my brother there ! zz . he asked if he was my bf . haaa . x) after buyin some stuffs for dear army use , dan we went home lers . watch tv .. slp .. blah blah . ordered MAC for dinner . lols . die die , gona be a fat pig . eat & sleep & eat . LOL ` dear not goin to be back til 27th , which is our 2month aniversary . gona look forward to tt day . i definitely miss him like crazy . =D

14th JAN // didnt went to fetch dear td . afternoon dan go his hse mit him dan help him tidy up his room . hees . sparkling clean man ` see liao so shuang . hahah . xDD evenin time dan go thomson hav our won ton mee dan amk for our 1st 2006 movie . HEIRLOOM . not a nice movie as we expected =,= should hav watch MEMOIRS OF GEISHA . after tt jiu went home ler . (;

13th JAN // workin day agn ~ didnt manage to reach ed 2 . haha . business was quite bad . made an excuse tt is was GOOD FRIDAY . ahahah . =p after work went to try out some spaghs . dan realise i very fat . dan i was like so du lan , showed attitude to mummy dan nv talk to her . im so bad ~ =( i wana slim down ok !!!

@ 11:21 PM

Monday, January 9

dear ~ jus hang up e phne wid u . feel much better than jus now after hearin your voice n pourin all my %$#@! ~ im jus feeling so fucked up rite now , so pissed off . sigh . last nite i was jus feelin so lucky to hav a happy life rite now . so blessed to hav u in my life , to hav such a understandin mummy tt allows me to go out wid u or wadeva ( except she is a sucker for all my $$ ) , hav such a cool mummy tt can drink wid me , can pub wid me , can facial wid me . but rite now , i jus hate myself . after hang up e phne wid u , i been doin so much thinking . plus all those chatting wid terence , i feel im gg crazy . i been crazy enuf to call up mary chia to ask this n that . should i go or not ? isit jus a gimmick or wad ? i feel im so fat . such a stupid hair , such a stupid skin , a sucky figure i hav , such a bad temper ! wad are al this ? genes tt are herditered by my "" DEAREST ""parents =DDD no longer i feel blessed havin such a COOL mummy tt is a ''sucker'' . all i nid is $$$$ rite now . i wil do alotalot things wid it . after my exams , i hav ready promised myself to use my pay to do facial all this . but rite now , none of it can cum true alrite . i wana do my hair , i wana go for facial , i wana go for PLT , i wan to buy a uZap or wad to slim down . i wan to be back e old me i was 3 years ago . reali dono when wil it cam true . daddy always say '' 看等下有没有中马票咯！ " i have been hearin this for yearsssss !! rubbish ~ why don he say"看等下钱会不会从天掉下来咯！！" zzzz `feeling so stress up leiiii. i don wana be fat . i was very slim in e past one lei !!!!!!!!! UNDERWEIGHT !! always findin ways to gain weight . okay ~ ｉｖｅ succeeded . im REGRETTIN !! ~ i mus slim down slim down . i wan to be a beautiful gf in dear's hart . i wana be a perfect ger in everyones eyes . i wonderin wad shld i do tmr . shld i stay ed home ed slp e whole day so as to prevent myself fr eating ? or jus kip watch vcd jus like tt time i was for '' Full House '' ? ( too busy watchin dan to eat ) . im feelin crazy rite now n suddenly feel like hav no goal in my life animore . aargh `!! i hate my com . i realised it my com memory onli 19GB ! compared to dear one . its heaven & earth =,= i nid $$$ . a new com ! ok , nuff said . gonez `

@ 11:18 PM

Friday, January 6

went to work lor after sch . ahh =( so mani ppl say i fat . die die ! jus one week i never go work onli lor . terence was so so sooo shocked and ask me why my face bcum so round . =\ dan ah ma aso . ahhhh ` im gg crazy . but i ask uncle he say no lei . zzzzz ` kc aso say no . hais . so sad ` a bad hair day aso . was late for work . busy choosin clothes . my hair la !! jus dye black ma . tink is xin li zuo yong ba . dan find it i wear wad aso ugly wid my black hair . =( cant cant . i mus xi guan ! black hair rox ~ =DDD so suay . i tripped wid my heels on e chair . hav a big blue black on my knee cap . heng behind pushcart , onli ppl near me see nia . heng ~ sooo long no fall down liao . wad a day !! decided to really slim down . had papaya milk for dinner . haa . ting shuo papaya milk drink liao wil ** . =p yeayea ~ tmr acn mit dear liao . not gona be late or wad . im gona be e fers one he gona see . hees . ^^v

@ 11:18 PM

a very very TIRED day !!! jus hang up e phone wid deardear . so happy to hear his voice . he kills away all my boredom in jus tt few very mins n jus make me feel that im alive agn . but e moment he hang up , NO LIFE !! =\ jus 2 more days before i can see him agn . this time i promise him n myself tt i wil reach there punctually n i must be e fers one he see ! =DD i simply jus miss him so much ....

today ed sch is a torture man. cant stop closin my eyes every sec . even standin i can sleep ! no joking man ~ its serious , seems like a virus lidat . even playin bball i don hav energy . =( thanks god , i have a free peri0d n my chinse teacher close one eye , let me hav 100mins of SWEET DREAMS ~ (: so soso SHAG , kept coughing . hais . when is this ever goin to stop man .. rlly hhope to get well soon . pass my sickness to dear better ! haas . lidat stil can tk leave n i can meet him . x)

tml workin agn ~ yea . at least it occupies me for tml n i wil not miss dear so much . ENDURANCE !! i really fear 20th , e day he hav to go to e stupid jungle . its like ; OMGWTF ~ 7 days ! living w/o his voice , his sms ... wah ` hope tt few days dear serious sickness . xDD had my ht n wt taken during PE . grew taller by stupid 1.5cm n maintained same wt . =.= ok lars . stop here liaos . gona bath n study my dearest A MATHS !! ^^v

[ * 22 more days to our 2 MONTH ANNIVERSARY ]

@ 3:19 PM

Wednesday, January 4

BYEBYE to my red hair =( dyed black liao. but stil , i was know as e RED HAIR GURL in school . haha . somtimes , ppl wil jus point at me n blah blah . dono wad they talkin bout . haas . =p not as enthu as ytd liao . starting to get sian ler ~ those guys upgraded ; attempted to take my number . haahah ` but i refused of cuz . lols ` whole day in front of e com lor ., tryin to figure e xanga . . miss dear so much ... i mis u i mis u !!!

@ 11:19 PM

2612 - MON // today ah . stay ed home lors . at home nua , watch vcd . dear bookin in today ler . zzz ` =( gona miss him...

2712 - TUES // work ed tiny love td . closed stall early yahs , cuz my boss , pat gona treat us to swensons . kekes . =p edmund didnt go cuz he was feelin sick yahs . ate alot ya ~ fat liao ! x) mummy went aso after her w0rk . after tt pet drive us home lors . was talkin to dear on phne on e trip home . hehes . miss him - (;

2812 - WED // another day ed tinylove . sales not bad la . 100+ bahs .

2912 - THURS // work wid uncle td lors . after w0rk uncle pei mi take train. cuz i early close ma , dan mummy haven ok so wid uncle . kees . =p time passes so fast this few days n dear is cmin out tml ler. gona fetch him ed pasir ris tml mornin . hees . (;

3012 - FRI // mornin 10+ went to pasir ris mrt fetch dear cum out , wid his mummy n sister fenmei . after tt his mummy drive us go eat lor , dan go his house liao . didnt go whr , jus stay ed his hse watch anime . hahas . =p

@ 4:47 PM

hahaha ~ SCHOOL IS SO FUN TODAY !! ~ lalalala * =DD went to school in RED HAir !! haas . all eyes were on me man~ lols. i was e onli person in e school to go to school in red hair eva if im not wrong . hahas . all onli wid brown hair , but me red . lols . teacher all cam to say good mornin to me . =p get caught of cuz , but was excused since it was e fers day . ahas . so funny , e class beside beside me , 4n2 if im not wrong . everytime i walk past , those guys wil WEEt u weEt ~ ed me . dan e whole klas wil look ed me . tao yan ! haas . so pai seh ~ teachers all commented on my hair and say very nice . but of cuz i know.... it was a SARCASTIC one =,= when asked to intro , teacher ask me to talk bout why i had red hair ! =,='' ended sch early due to change in timetable . haas . wanted to buy books but all no stock . so stupid . wow ! sec3 life is rlly differnet . all teachers kip mentionin bout Olvls . lols ` but really , i promise ! i wil work hard !!! haha . realli , no bluff hor . haas . i wana pass my A maths n e 3 sciences wid flyin colors ~ ~ ~ =DD after sch went to np wid shujing . bought black dye lors. =(

@ 11:16 AM

Tuesday, January 3

woke up not more than 2 hours dan mummy kip kpkb . really BTH !! =,= didnt meet dear cuz he goin book out in e nite yahs . =x but aniway , i had his company for whole day ytd liaos . went to thomsom for lunch ed a japanese restaurant . it was nice . yummy ~ =p after tt went back to his house slack . met up wid my sista geraldine . it had been months since we both mit up. both are busy wid work . haas. fers , went to guardian to buy some facial products . one fifty dollar note flew off ~ ~ ~ ~ after tt jiu go town shoppin lo ! saw meikit there aso . she tagged wid us awhile . hees . geraldine bf insisted on cmin to find her , so let it be bahs . he so ke lian ! walked behind us see us shoppin =,= saw ah bing n frens also . he so de siao. kip call me dear ~ so mani yrs ler ... 死性不改 =x wow ! bought so mani things ed far east itself . hahas . bought a lace camisole , one skirt , one bra , cosmetic stuffs . saw mummy ed far east aso n she was aso gg to bugis after so we took cab tgt . bought a jacket , 2 skirts ed bugis . hahas . was goin to buy a pair of heels when i realised i spend all my $150 !! ahh ~ im br0ke . haas . of cuz , took a lot of pics . we did hav alot of things to catch up after so mani months . shop til 9+ dan we all went home ler lor . rushed to ntuc to buy dye . but don hav black , so buy dark auburn . who knows , e color cam out to be red !!!! ahh ~ wonder how i go to sch tml ... GOOD LUCK TO ME =DD

@ 3:15 PM

Monday, January 2

HAPPY NEW YEAR !!! X)

wow ! 2006 liaos . time passes so fast . it can be a bad thing n aso a good thing lor . sch reopen so siann ` =( hmms , okay , start wid ytd . hmms , went to pasir ris to fetch dear . but i was late .. DOMBALING ~ >,< after tt we n fenmei n his mummy went to eat lor . after tt jiu go his hse ler . so suay ~ i had high fever !! watch anime watch halfway dan feeling so xinku . 37.6 =( dear kip ask me don go pub , stay ed home -,- very jian hor ~ cuz i go he cant drink . a very good excuse . lols ~ we ordered KFC home for dinner . didnt really had e appetite to eat . feel like dying ~ b4 gg out to pub , i secretly measured my temp . 38.3 =x didnt tel dear cuz i know he surely wil ask mi stay home slp . hahaha ` saw uncle fren there . lucky he didnt see us . hehe . =p hmms , there hav wayne , sabrina , chloe , jasmin n shander of cuz . didnt hav e voice to sing , so sad ~ went off ard 1+ . everyone thought we all wil chill out tgt til mornin but in end , all went home lor . cuz nowhr to go , movies all sold out . =x but its alrite la , im contented to hav dear wid me . (; went back to his hse slack after tt . 3am lidat jiu went home ler lor . tts all bout it bahs ...

so mani things happen during this year . good n bad . let me jus do a recap bout it ; beginning of e year wasnt good for me in school . didnt get along well wid classmates cuz of some things in 2004. wasnt good in life too . struggled tgt wit andy , my ex . but it all came to an end on may 31st . since then , i had never found someone i truly like until now. hees . =D

started w0rk ard sept ed suntec . w0rkin ed suntec changed my fate . hhahaa ` =p got to know dear ed 0509 ` had a crush on him immediately i see him . haahahha ` blah blah blah .. after ups n down , we are finally together on 2711 (; workin really matures me alot comparin to e past . realise tt money is really so difficult to earn ! soon , i bcam e 小公主 of suntec . haas . x) alot of funny things happen la . haas . guys tryin to know me , did all sorts of things to move me ... blah blah . haas . am i tt pretty ?? haha . =paso did hav some trouble wid some ppl. tt incident hitted me really hard and from then on , i dare admit i somehow becum anti social to those cliques i usually mixed with . but w/o tt incident , i wouldnt hav realise so mani things and changed . got to know a few good sistas who has always been wid me. fers one is patty. she was e one who acc mi almost everyday after sch n we wil go swimmin so often. everyday , u wil find me ed her hse or vice versa . but all this didnt last long after few months. she insisted tt i spoiled her sim card n fr then on , we didnt talk anymore . zzzzz ` =\ 2nd one was jasmine . she was e one who always acc me during every friday. haas. e my zi lian sista. (;

i think tt all bout tt ? haas . e best thing tt ever happened in e whole year was to know my dear jerry . its jus HIM HIM HIM i wan !! ^^v

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