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Friday, November 25

YAWNS * jus wake up . slept ed 4am+ . was online all e time . aso waitin f0r jerry f0r e ROMANTIC thin he did f0r me . haas . rlly touch me . lols ` gona miss him when he go in army . 10+ days . haas . jiay0uu * cant wait t0 see him botak e yang zi . x) found out smthin . aloy online til so late , yuan lai shi wei le pei wo . =p thks ar * kees . went t0 marina south f0r gena bfdae yahx . dono why , shagg ` no mood lei . hais . nuer they all say i bcum qiao cui ler . zzzz .. tk quite alot pics nahs . but not al lk gd . dono why =\ ard 11+ jiu go home lers . lata go whr sia . stay ed h0me watch m0vie 0r ? boring ~


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Thursday, November 24

WEDNESDAY - 2311 // td arhs . cab t0 w0rk agn . omg ~ gg br0ke . almost evriday sit cab . th0ugh wid mummy , but stil mus pay ma ! =\ this few days rlly so cold man . kip shiverin ` i t0t i was gg to be sick zzzzz ~ jas n zhen came t0 suntec interview yahs . hees . long no c my darling sista ler . miss her . sad ` fri cant mit up yahs . hope she get e w0rk . hees . evenin HE came down yahs . kekex . dan after w0rk g0 watch m0vie . kip de siao each 0ther . haas . x) movie finish ler , ed suntec outside slack . like crazy lidat we two . haas . 2+ tk cab home ler . hmms , rlly veh happy . it was such a sweet day . w0w ` so long since i felt lidat since desmond . but ,, is it jus illusion ? hope nt lor . haas . (;


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WEDNESDAY - 1611 // td ah . tink stay ed home lor . zu0 bo .


THURSDAY - 1711 // tk 0ver jerry shift . finally im back to suntec . ^^v happy day ~ g0t 2 new jobs ler . all ed suntec . hav whole 0f m0i schdule nxt mnth all fully bo0ked. whole mnth onlin 4 days off nia . weets * im gg to be rich soon . whahahah . x) if i didnt rmrber wrongly . after w0rk went bugis there eat agn . haas . claypot rice !! =p fat ass i wil be soon . x)


FRIDAY - 1811 // actuali td mit eunice wan . but she nv on her hp all dese . cant contact her . dan i tk 0ver jerry shift whole day lor . haas . after w0rk go whr ? eat agn ! haas . i rmber cuz tt day HE was drunk =(


SATURDAY - 1911 // w0rk ful shift td agn . tk 0ver vanesaa shift . haas x) song ar . this few days kip w0rkin . no off day sia . so suay . m0i 3rd br0ther saw mi ed suntec w0rkin . dan cum lecture me . hais . say wad don go clubbin al this . pretented to be strong . but lata , i was so pek chek . hav last min customers , accts do wrongly , dan uncle they all close stall ler . left mie , all waitin f0r me >,< peeps ="p">


SUNDAY - 2011 // yea ^^ fers day w0rk f0r uncle . sell CROCS . reach super earli sia . 10.15 . haas . i w0rk 11am sia . cuz m0i br0ther lor . late f0r w0rk . dan sun bian tk his cab . keekx . manage t0 break his record ahh !! i sell 17pairs ~ lalalalas * so happy . fers day w0rk . buey pai ah . haas . x) after w0rk jiu g0 h0me ler . nth much . (;


MONDAY - 2111 // fers day w0rk ed TINY LOVE (; reach earli yahs . tk mrt . LOL ` easy j0b . slackk yahs . beside mummy pushcart nia . so gd . she always tk care me , buy fo0d al dese . ekkes . but also veh ke lian her , hav t0 listen t0 all m0i complaining . cuz she f0rget t0 bring m0i st0ribk dan i whole day nth to read . haas . =p yeewen jie n kit darling came dwn interview jobs nei . soo long nv see kit ler . tk pics 0f cuz. haas . x) m0i sales reach $100+ . so happy . better than e 0thers . =DD

TUESDAY - 2211 // 2nd day . kees . its better yahs . sales reachin $200 . so happy ^^v tml gona mit HIM f0r movie yahs . harry potter * =p jerry w0rkin td nehx . treated him to TEPPANYAKI . haas . sry lahs ` haven get pay . stil cant treat u jacks place =\ ate kimchi ramen td . so full man ~ f0r rest 0f nite didnt ate much liao . onli fruits . haas . jian fei ! KEMPEITAI ! ^^ jerry td eat wrong medicinc . say i pretty . haas . say wad i wear skirt veh suits me . haas . =DD

@ 1:28 PM

Tuesday, November 15

OMFG !! td im rlly siannnn !! retarded lil ger . =\ w0ke up ard 12 . ate plain porridge with jap dono wad thin . dan later wanted t0 fry a omelette. but dono how , bcame scrambled egg =,= dan ed h0me iron m0i stupid uniform .. wash plates .. actuali wanted go yeewen jie hse play mahjong wit tai ma . but ,, aso no mood . aaaaahhhhhhh !! g0t t0 kn0w some facts which get mi rly agitated !! why didnt i cherish him when i had him once ?? why!! why am i feelin like this !! is it jelousy?? hais . enuf 0f this . GOD send someone to give mi happiness . LOL ` im so br0ke this few days !! had $1+ left on sunday \ mum gave mi $10 / td left $4 ! omg !! i nid m0i pay . plsplsplspls pay pay ~ hais . no life =x hope tml wil be better (;


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SUNDAY - 1311 // w0ke up quite earli huh . dan prep 0ut dan waited f0r mummy prep out too dan we tk cab g0 t0wn ler . (; mi td ish guai guai nu ! pei mummy go shoppin . hees . dan later sun bian go dwn suntec . i miss THEM hees . went t0 paragon METRO . w0w ! shop f0r alot cosmetics . mummy buy some f0r mi too . hees . b0ught til ard $ 200+ , gg 300 ah ! haas . last time m0re w0rst , always one shot buy til $500-600+ ` x) after tt go basement buy m0i TORI Q set n sum snacks f0r uncle they all dan tk bus g0 suntec ler . hees . =p haas . chrsitine say why i wear so nice haas . ( tt shows tt m0i silver top is nice !! lalalalas * =DD ) dan went t0 uncle dere liaos . hees . surprised to see mi ! haas . dan as0 commented on m0i top . say wear so nice f0r wad , dating guys ah . haaas ^^ walk ard suntec lo . dan aso help uncle sell some . hees . sales was quite td ahh !! compaared to sat . so i tell uncle i was his LUCKY LUCKY star ^^v kept help terence run errands go carefour buy beer ah . 3 times =\ at nite , i had craving f0r carrot cake . dan mummy go ask them wan go eat supper ma . dan they all agreedddd !!! SO HHHAPPPY ` lalllalas * uncle so teng me , actuali go home eat e , cuz grandma gt co0k . but he wei le wo aso go eat supper . hees . (: dan terence rlly bao mi 3 meals cuz i went dwn . lols ` dan eat ler tk bus home ler . HAPPYday =DD


MONDAY - 1411 // ytd ah . ting mei came m0i hse agn . dan ard 4 lidat go out liaos . went t0 amk eat with yeewen jie dan go her hse slack . ard 7+ dan go down 536 dere mit an bin dey all . aiy0s ` so long no see all stil same =,= bcumin worse to w0rse ~ dan ard 9+ go eat dan go back 536 agn . hahah ` dan 10+ go home ler . another day has passed ......zzzz `


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Saturday, November 12

hao shag ~ jus wake up . veh early sia , now onli 10+ . cant stand it , wake up t0 wash off m0i makeup . ytd i was drunk , go home jitou slp =\ went t0 partyw0rld wid jas , xw n fwens lor . dono why , kip drink n drink . hais . nv once i did drink so much . evritime ed suntec uncle they all don allow mi drink more dan one mug . =x ytd i tink i drank 6 0r 7 ? lols ` more0ver im onli 14 la !! quite gd ler la . haas . xw drank ard 8 jiu v0mit like hell . haas . i tink i was quite crazy aso lei last nite . pai seh !! =x didnt wan t0 g0 h0me until jas say wan g0 h0me herself , leave mi alone . =( we tk cab home . ard 1am + liao . daddy ed hse downstairs tew n tew . i was feelin so terrible . hais . pretended to be awake n don wan t0 let him find out i drank . but , hais ! bo bian ~ m0i face was red , n he say e smell 0f liquor n hunki was veh str0ng ` >,<




ytd wake up = watch dvd ! kees . xp watch til 3+ finally finish liao ! wahhhh nice til dono wad . haas . e ending so happy , i aso wan ` xD dan g0 prep 0ut al dese , dan play com . mit my darling sista jas ed np yahs . went t0 925 dere photostat m0i letters t0 king fers . dan lata g0 guardian buy sum stuffs dan g0 t0wn (: did shoppin yahs ! finally ~ e last time i did shoppin jiu shi e last day i met jas ; 3weeks =\ 不知为什么，这几天跟本不想和任和人出去， 知想去看看戏或唱唱歌，或和jas去逛节` hais . `我到底是怎么了。。我还在想这他吗? 一切从开始就是个错误。。kk , enuf 0f tt =( we b0ught a green stripe long sleeve tgt ^^ i too b0ught a pink long sleeve n a bl0ss0m camis0le ~ (: thks br0ther . w/o him , i don tink i can do ani shoppin . haas ` x) I WAN MY PAY PAY PAY !! 8+ went t0 cine mit jack awhile dan 9.30 g0 patyw0rld ler . hees . e music too l0ud liao . lols ` beginnin veh pai seh , all dono one . kip z0u siah . haas . after tt jiu bu hui liao . =p sang til ard 1+ ba . d0n0 why i wil drink so much . *Partyw0rld... 让我想起那时我第 一次去。。那时是vanessa的生日。 有terence他们， 也有他。。。不知为什么， 一直想到他。。。这一身中，我真真爱过的人只有一 个吧。。好久没有那么喜欢一个人。。愿本以为很容易忘记他， 但我错了。。好难， 真的好难 ！



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WEDNESDAY - o911 // an0ther day ed w0rk agn . replaced jerry yah . dat pig ` jkjk x) aarrhh ! terence kip de siao mi . stil dare mi g0 dwn suntec tml , say wad if i go dwn sponsor mi 3meals . hahaha . kip ask them g0 watch m0vie , but they don wan . hais . so siannnnn ` dono why . now addicted t0 movies ler . after w0rk of straight away g0 home dan funny de . at least mus find place slack dan shaung . haas . cant find anibodi ed fers de , s0 pei mummy lo . dan ed train jack msg mi ! hees . dan we mit up slack . ^^v dat cruel person , stil e same , mk mi walk t0 his hse there mit him . haas . t0k t0k dan lata tk dvd fr him ( 浪漫满屋 ) . plan t0 spend m0i whole day tml watchin it yahs , since day off =) ard 11.30 lidat jiu g0 h0me ler . xp




THURSDAY - 1o11 // whole day watch dvd . fers tin i wk up jiu shi watch dvd . NON-STOP ! til nite 1am br0ther cum bak dan no watch . haas . didnt bathe 0r wad shit . eyes jus cant leave m0i dear tv . lols ~ SOOOO NICEEEEE , AI SI JACK LIAO . X) w0w ` 14hrs ! tink m0i eyes spoil ler . haas . stil left one piece !!!! tml mus continue !! =DDD




@ 10:08 AM

Tuesday, November 8

今天一整天都在家。。刚看完 <天国的阶梯> ， 好感人！我哭了。好久没有看戏而哭了，哈哈！好闷啊。。现在的他应该政在和他一起吧。HAIS！突然间好想见到你。。好想和你一起去吃宵夜。 但我知到这个人将不会是我了，因为你心里只有她吧 。。 剩下30天了、在这30 天里你们会在一起吗。。 故事解局会是怎样呢? 明天就会看到你了。。好开心 (: 能看你的机会也不多了。。以朋友的有的身份吧 ， 以妹妹的身份 (； 等下我会睡的着吗? 最近一直睡不着。。不知为什么 昨晚写信给了他。。突然间好怀年我们的过去。。半年里发生了这么多事 ` 我想信他在里面已改过自新了。这四年里。。我会陪他走完这条路的，这是我对他的承诺`


你说的对 ; 命运喜欢操作人....


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SATURDAY - o511 // went t0 w0rk as usual . quite siann cuz mornin saw HER =\ tk cab t0 w0rk agn . hahas . cant seems to wake up earli animore . dan 12+ uncle cum liao =) hav ppl entertain me . haaas ~ telvin say cum find mi aso don hav . >,< siannn . after w0rk , went t0 eat supper wit uncle david , ternce , christine n mummy too . hees . nice nice e fo0d ! =DD after tt tk bus home nor . die liao .. mus jian fei agn . haahhs . td whole day survive on e barley n half packet 0f rice . x)

SUNDAY - o611 // cab agn t0 w0rk ! x) t0ld mummy i wil sponsor her $50 f0r cab fares when i gt m0i pay . hahas . had prawn noo0dles f0r lunch . uncle g0 marina der buy one (; vanesaa came dwn suntec yahs . cuz wendy fers day w0rk wid m0i m0ther . hehe . uncle ask mi be his salesgirl !! ^^V so happy . dan at nite he teach mi how to pack all this lor . dan after tt rush f0r movie wid j0nathan [ LEGEND OF ZORRO ] . we were late yahs . cuz mi hav last min customer =,= but nvm la , she md m0i sales $110 + (; actuali cant buy tickets one , but heng can lor . late f0r 10 mins =x quite nice lar . dan after movies rush f0r last bus . heng mi caught it . but , hais ! jonathan didnt get it yahs . i g0t up m0i bus fers . dan lata he sms mi say he wil be slpin ed suntec e whole nite dan mornin go w0rk . hais . zzz !~ shouldnt hav gt up e bus fers n pei him . m0i fault ... sorry ! =x


MONDAY - o711 // n0 w0rk td yahs . ting came m0i hse ard 12+ dan pei mie . keex . dan i watch movie da go pack m0i thingy . dono why , i fall aslp . haas . ting wan to go home i stil ask her open door herself . veh tireddd ~ weak =\ watch tv for e whole nite . e stairway to heaven so touching .... =( c0r up lorraine n she gave mi slot on wed t0 w0rk . ^^ hais . sry jonathan . we rlly cnt be back agn. be frens fers kays ~ (:


@ 3:03 PM

Saturday, November 5

FRIDAY // td ah . another day off . w0ke up by tingling . she came m0i hse yahs . dan write letter to king dan rush 0ut liao . go mit ahger they all settle tin lor . zzz =x dan after tt mi n zhen go cwp . saw angie yah ! hehes . happy ~ no time tok lei , we seems to hav alot to tok . so envy her , can go visit sam . mine .. cant . hai ! mus wait 4 more years dan can see him . rlly miss him yahs ` dan mit rouxin aso . she pass mi king letters . ehhes . stil some vcd to kip mi ocupy ed home when i off . pei her go buy dictionary to king . ehhes . so glad that king is rlly workin hard inside . he say we mus study hard tugether , cuz our hearts are LINKED - keex . =p sat ed mrt platform dere f0r quite sometime . didnt noe whr to go . dono why , aso don wish go town lei . hais . onli wish to sing ! suppose to mit jas e .her bfdae , but she don wn go kbox . hais . dan dono why , rlly shagg ~ don wana be lightbulb aso . hais . SORRY SISTA ! =x went home in e end yahs . >,< dono why , kip feel like cryin . did drop a few tears . issit cuz 0f HIM ? hais . saw his blog yahs . i shouldnt tink bout it ler lei . even mummy ( m0i real mummy ) say we age gap lei . zzzz ` dan aso dono why suddenly lyke hav depression lidat . =\ dan i n patty met up yah ! hehes . she came to m0i hse there de playground . went to 414 buy our * balloon fers . haas . dan go playground , ` our lil homes ` slack . tink it has been months we mit up yahs . since she hav her net reconnected =,= t0k like ji zha po . ahhas . so crazy . dan pei her go eat dan go m0i hse les liao . haas . to0k a lot pics too . same old US =) this time i had m0i fringe clip up . hahas . she say veh funny in pic . =p she went off ed ard 10+ loor . her dad came to fetch her . sorry dabian , didnt noe your sim card wil be locked yahs . don angry kays ~ lo0k f0rward t0 0ur kb0x trip nxt week n t0n ed y0ur hse . hees ! tink that wil be on mon 0r thurs ? x) muacks ` u brighten me up ^^v

* jas ah ! verh sorri . hais . planned well dat shld pei u cele de . but in end , im sorry kays ~ fers time we didnt mit up on friday . it suppose to be our sista day .wil mk it up to u agn k . very sorry . dono wads comin over mi this few days yahs . mit up nxt friday k . PROMISE (;


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MONDAY - 31.1o // another day at work . (; quite tiredd nah . w0rk mornin nia . dan later jerry w0rk night shift . sales was quite gd yahs . hahas . mornin til afterno0n 3+ lidat jiu readi sell $90+ ler . hehes . was at suntec e whole day cuz waitin t0 watch movie ed 11.15 pm . haas . so boredd e half day . he like bu li wo lyke dat . hais . kept sms . dan realise he is smsin wid HER . hais . i noe we cant but .. hais . dan got bad news fr m0i brother bout my mother one . hais . cried .. =\ dan actuali happy say hao go watch movie with terence they all . dan in end don wan ler . hais . =x dan they all kip ask mi go lor . but hear m0i mother lidat aso no mood ler . jerry aso say go home better . in end , dono why . i change m0i mind agn . ahhas . we at carrefour wackin all e sushi ma . plannin to hav sushi da can ! hees . buy til $40 + . terence treat one . good hoh . hehe . eat til so full . uncle david aso go . he say he go cuz of me . dono is true anot . hehes . watch TOM YAM GOONG in end - NC 16 ! haas . can hiong in lei . dono why . fers time watch sia . happy happy (; so violent e show . break bones here n dere . but ver nice . hahas . affter movie , terence ask his fren com n fetch mi n vanessa n uncle david home lor . cuz jerry don hav car td and he gg out wit frens n HER =\ reach home bout 2+ . daddy veh angry . cuz almost evriday so late reach home . kip tew ed mi til 3am lor . shagg ~ >,< after dat jiu slp liao .

* hais . wad fated is fated bahs . maybe we rlly cant e tugether . hao bah , twin jiu twin . e fact is always so cruel one . =(

TUESDAY - o111 // INDIAN DAY !! off td yahs . cuz jerry wana w0rk . tink is bcuz of HER ? hais . suan le , bu xiang xiang zhe me duo , zhi hui ran zi ji geng shang xin =\ whole day at home lo . tidy m0i room al these . hais . =x siann day zzzz ....

WEDNESDAY - o211 // work agn . jerry gg to pulau ubin wid frens =\ tink aso hav HER ? hais . . . . whywhywhy !! nvm . suan leeeerrrr `` haas . i help uncle sell 2 pairs 0f shoes neh !! yeayea ~ so happy . hahas . uncle say nxt time can be her salesgirl liao . ^^v after w0rk waited f0r m0i m0ther n help her pack up lor . 1st time !! zhi de jiang li kays ~ cuz i decided t0 change m0i attitude towards her yahs . wana treat her better . how i wish i can do that to m0i father too .. but ,,, jus find it difficult bahs . maybe conflicts ? zzz ` tink m0i m0ther pamper mi too much dat why i love her so much . ahsha . xp

THURSDAY - o311 // w0rk agn lols ~ veh suay day lai de td ! mornin , m0i bra strap there dono why spoil . dan a little flu . dan reach suntec , guess wad ? OMFG ~ i forget to bring m0i pushcart key . ahhh ` so gan cheong lo . cor uncle no answer phne .dan c0r jerry lo . heng he asnwer e call , but he sleepin . wana ask him come dwn pass me key , but , pai seh lei ~ he stil slpin =x dan uncle come ler , he say c0r management . but dan realise td public hols! office no open =x dan c0r vanessa , she jus wake up , c0r lorraine , she at pasir ris !! ahh ~ bo bian , msg jerry agn . he come down pass me key ! ahhh ~~ he sooo00oooo GOODD x) dan wana buy him breakfast one de . but go toilet , i unbuckle m0i jeans , e jeans button come out ahh !! dan uncle help mi lor . he give mi a dono wad button . hais . no time buy f0r jerry liao , he reach ler . siannnn ~ haas . so happy . i got e key !! lallas * this time relly learn lesson liao . mus rmber bring key . =p tis mornin jiu kip rush mummy n kor to prep faster . but mi ownself nv go prep , forget bring key . =,= uncle they al say jerry is stil e one teng mi e most . hahs . but hais ! onli as a sister onli ma . nvm la . hao guo mei you . hahas . x) help uncle sell 3 pairs 0f shoes agn !! LALALS * uncle say wo you salesgirl de tian fen . ehhes . cuz f0r m0i golf pal , i aso sell ard 70 liao . hees . happy happy ^^v also nv drink much recently liao . rlly bian guai liao ! hehes . uncle aso say ^^ after w0rk waited f0r mummy agn yahs . this time help her pack more ler . reach home 11+ dan play pristontale . omg ~ play til sibei du lan . nearly cry . dono why , always play game veh ji dong one . ahas . cuz kip die . dono hw play . jerry aso nt ed home . du lan dan go slp liao . =\ zzzzz ~


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